Chapter 89 - 86. not a part of it..... (1/2)
When in the coma, she felt that her body felt very light, but still she couldn't move.
She tried opening her eyes because it was too dark, but she found that they were actually pretty heavy, as if someone had put lead in her eyelids.
Her consciousness was roaming around in the darkness for what felt like years to her, but she never gave up, she kept searching for the light...
She couldn't remember anything from her past, all she knew was she can't stop searching.
It was a very vague, but also a very strong feeling; she can't stop because someone was waiting for her, she can't stop because that someone is ought to be protected by her... if not, that someone will wither away and she can't let that happen so, she didn't stop searching.... she didn't give up.
It was like she finally got a hope... she saw light, she saw a path that could justify her existence....
But it seems it was too late....
..........
By the time she reached the light and remembered who she was, she couldn't make sense of anything anymore.
She was Qin Meilin, the only heir of the Qin Empire, she remembered that she had just completed her mission and was supposed to go back to Xuanxuan, go back home...
But what was this place? Where was it?
She stopped thinking for a whole second, she was Qin Meilin, she should and can be rational at any time...she calmed herself down...
She needed information, only that can give her her answers now.
First of all, it seems she is watching everything from the World's perspective, she didn't know how, but it seems no one can see her nor feel her presence.
She tried talking to the solemn people around the area, but it was to no avail....since, she can't do anything about it, she left it, for now; it's idiotic to find the answer of something that even you think is not scientifically possible; she was either transparent or saw everything from a third-person perspective, she didn't know if it was either or both or none.... she just left it as that, for now...this was also the real Meilin, rational and quick to make accurate and efficient decisions....
Next...
It was definitely a burial ground and it was raining...everything looked grey....
Everyone was in white, someone has probably died...
'Ah...I don't like this atmosphere', she thought or maybe she said it aloud, either way, no one could hear it anyway.
She didn't like this feeling, it felt stuffy and suffocating, the air was heavy and depressing....
These were the signs of bad news; it was as if she knew what was going to happen was bad and Murphy didn't let her down...
She saw a coffin being carried to the funeral parlour...but before she could follow them to see who had died, as she thought it will lead her to some answers, her consciousness blanked out for a moment.
She saw him, she saw Xuanxuan---
But—she felt that she didn't know him...