Volume 11.5 the girl in the peep glass (2/2)

What can I do?

Obviously, time is running out.

If I find myself stupid earlier.

If it was discovered soon after admission.

”It doesn't make sense to regret what happened, right ”

it's eight o'clock in the morning.

At noon today, my brother is leaving.

”What to do - what to do?”

just show yourself, I think.

But now I am not the real me.

It's just a stupid sister chasing her brother.

In the mirror my figure overlaps with my past self.

”I After all... Who is it? ”

Yes.

What's in the mirror is that you're not who you really are.

”... Fake copies ”

now I'm fake.

In retrospect, more than half of life is spent as a hypocritical self.

I've been hiding my true self.

Have been using ”this is the brother wanted sister” such a reason to deceive themselves.

No matter appearance, personality or achievement, everything is for brother.

A false replica made to gain the approval of his brother.

How can brother recognize such existence.

No, it's not like that. These years, I am the same.

We can't think of it as hypocrisy.

Although life is short, it can be said that we have spent half of our lives together.

You should not regret yourself like this.

But

”What I want my brother to see is What I really want my brother to see is ”

there is only one thing I can show that person.

Now I can see that.

”Thank you. The hypocritical self is also the most real me. ”

I looked in the mirror, at myself, and lowered my head.

Long hair fluttered.

Then I raised my head and looked away from the mirror.

Facing the past is over.

Time is running out.

As myself, I have something to do.

Something that was not noticed until the end.

That's the last gift for my brother to embark on the journey safely.