Volume 11.5 the girl in the peep glass (1/2)
Translated online version from Baidu Post Bar: pure blue sky, icerush, little herring fish
today is March 31.
It's my brother's last day in this school.
”What a terrible expression”
I took a close look in the mirror and found my face very gloomy.
The reason is that I hardly slept yesterday.
How much time does my brother and I spend talking in this school?
although it's been a year, it must be less than a few hours.
It's inevitable that we should be ridiculed for not being as good as our friends.
Brother and sister.
They have a close and far distance, which is unexpected.
”Is it really OK to be separated from my brother in this way?”
I asked myself in the mirror.
Of course, even if you say it, you won't get a reply.
Only the gray face of me, constantly looking back at myself.
You don't need to peep into each other's eyes to know what they are saying.
I have a lot to say to my brother.
I can't accept the result of
just thinking about the past year.
But I haven't been able to create the time to talk to each other.
But Now it's different. Now that we can meet each other, it will be nice to meet each other openly.
Just meet and say goodbye.
”... No, I can't. ”
now I don't even have the qualification to say goodbye.
Indeed, my relationship with my brother has changed.
I can have my brother look at me.
But
In the past year, I have hardly seen my brother grow up.
Even if I go to see him off like this, my brother will not be happy.
Rather, he will only worry about my incompetent sister.
I don't want to let such a mood ruin my brother's three-year brilliant school life.
It's better not to meet at all.
I think so.
I can't give my brother any trouble because of my willfulness
”No, it's not like that. It can't be good, can it? ”
I asked myself in the mirror again.
I have nothing to show my brother.
But even so, evasion is not the right answer.
I have no problem. As long as I can convey this to my brother with confidence, the problem will be solved.
What to do?