Chapter 80 (2/2)

Because of this sentence of Zeng Yuanxue.

After his death, recalling his expression when he said this sentence, shunian always felt that he would come back at any time, and would jump out of a corner at any time to fill his regret.

Tell him that he can understand what happened when Xu Zeyuan broke up, but he can't forgive. Because he chose to be alone at the beginning of the behavior, let her have a shadow. Therefore, I will worry that Xie Ruhe may choose to abandon her one day.

But this time his behavior, only causes her to be unable to understand, also cannot forgive.

The boy who was born in a well-off family, because he was the only child, was endlessly favored by his parents. From small to large, he was praised by adults because of his achievements and appearance.

Should be a little arrogant, but kind boy.

It's what it is now.

Shunian doesn't know why Xu Zeyuan is like this.

It seems that after meeting again, he seems to have changed a lot.

He would angrily and impatiently pull her wrist, yell at her, and let her listen to her; he thought that she was with Xie Ruhe for money, and scolded Xie Ruhe for being lame; he even put aside all his upbringing and said some hard words to her.

Maybe it's because he chose a bad way.

When he was splashed with mud that could not be washed off, he met shunian again.

I thought that something like that happened at the beginning. He didn't choose to walk side by side with shunian. I think her life now is probably very bad. But unexpectedly found that she had a good life, there is a better person than him.

Will feel the pain, inferiority and self loathing to the extreme.

I feel like I made the wrong choice.

So I want to find the original choice again, and I want to pull her into it.

Even by any means, I want to do it.

Finally, shunian tells Xie Ruhe that he is not happy. Because he had rejected her offer to see his grandfather.

Will feel that he has not yet determined the relationship between the two.

But I didn't dare to mention it to him.

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe was a little stunned and at a loss. He probably didn't notice it at all. Mention this, his tone with a little blunt: ”not unwilling, I am still angry with my grandfather.”

“……”

”So I don't want to take you back in this situation.”

Shunian said, ”Why are you angry?”

”What happened to you.” Xie Ruhe paused and said without expression, ”he didn't tell me.”

Hearing this, shunian whispered, ”is it because you had an accident at that time? But at that time, grandfather Ji called me

Xie Ruhe raised his eyes.

”He told me that he would help me deal with my information leaked from the Internet.” Shunian recalled, ”so at that time, it would not have spread as widely as it is now.”

“……”

”He also transferred money to me.” Shunian rubbed his eyes, ”but I can't take his money. I'll turn it back.”

Xie Ruhe was speechless.

Shunian said seriously, ”grandfather Ji is very good. Don't be angry with him.”

Xie Ruhe was silent for a few seconds and vomited: ”after a while, I'll take you back to see him.”

As soon as he said this, he raised his long eyelashes, blinked, raised his head and gave him a happy kiss on the lips. It's not the first time that she has done this kind of thing. This time, she is quite proficient, and her strength is not great.

I won't knock his teeth again.

After the attack, the strength of reading came up all at once.

She moved a few inches back and got into the quilt again. Her voice came out from inside. It sounded stuffy: ”it's time to go to bed.”

Xie Ruhe still stayed in place, did not move.

After a while, he licked his lips, peach eyes a little more dark, canthus dyed a little red. He stretched out his hand, across the quilt, like a hunter lurking in the dark, slowly pulled the book over.Shunian's head is still hidden in the quilt: ”what are you pulling me to do...”

Xie Ruhe didn't say a word, pulled her whole person into his arms, and then pulled the quilt off her head. No time gap, no time to give her a little reaction, directly kiss up.

Two people's breath blend, bright yellow light sprinkles on them, the shadow intertwines into a ball.

Very close distance, real feeling.

Shunian was a little out of breath, and his throat made a whine.

His hand was gradually raised to his chest.

Shunian forgot to close his eyes. The light brown eyes reflected Xie Ruhe's appearance. His forehead was smooth and full, his eyebrows drooped, and he did not meet her eyes.

It's close, it can't be closer.

Then, Xie Ruhe's eyes lifted, as if to notice her sight.

She raised her hand and covered her eyes with one hand.

Shunian immediately closed his eyes.

Beautiful and ambiguous interior.

Everything was like a fuse, the night, the light, the atmosphere, her sudden kiss.

Xie Ruhe's lips move down, warm touch across her earlobe, stop at the neck, leaving shallow traces.

The breath is like a shape, touching every corner of her body.

Gentle, confused, and as if with comfort.

His hand touched her, and her fingertips were so cold that she couldn't help shrinking back. Shunian had never experienced such intimate things before. His eyes were full of misty water.

Because of this strange touch, the consciousness of reading suddenly sobered up a little, red face, seize his hand, but not refuse words, soft voice, with trembling meaning: ”turn off, turn off the light.”

Xie Ruhe's Adam's apple is sliding up and down, his eyes are stained with scarlet, and his mood is like the waves.

”I'm afraid of the dark.” He said in a hoarse voice, ”you can't turn off the lights.”