Part 59 (1/2)
-388-- ”Umph! if those are your ideas about matrimony, sir,” growled Mr. Frampton, ”I think you are quite right to leave it alone--puppy-dogs have no business with wives.” ”Now don't be grumpy, governor,” returned Lawless, ”when you've had your own way about the toast and all. Take another gla.s.s of that old port, that's the stuff that makes your hair curl and look so pretty” [Mr. Framp-ton's _chevelure_ was to be likened only to a grey scrubbing-brush], ”we'll send for the new dog-cart to-morrow, and you shall be the first man to ride behind the chestnuts.”
”Thank ye kindly, I'll take your advice at all events,” replied Mr.
Frampton, helping himself to a gla.s.s of port; ”and as to your offer, why I'll transfer that to him (indicating Coleman), 'funny boy,' as I used to call him, when he _was_ a boy, and he doesn't seem much altered in that particular now. Umph!”
This, as was intended, elicited a repartee from Coleman, and the evening pa.s.sed away merrily, although I could perceive, in spite of his attempts to seem gay, that poor Lawless felt the destruction of his hopes deeply.
On my return to the cottage, the servant informed me that a man had been there, who wished very particularly to see me; that she had offered to send for me, but that he had professed himself unable to wait.
”What kind of looking person was he?” inquired I. ”He was an oldish man, sir; very tall and thin, with grey hair, and he rode a little rough pony.” ”Did he leave no note or message?” ”He left this note, sir.”
Hastily seizing it, I locked myself into my own room, and tearing open the paper, read as follows:--
”Honoured Sir,--In case I should not see you, has my time will be short, I takes the liburty of writin' a line, and ham 'appy to hinform you, as things seem to me awl a-goin' wrong, leastways I think you'll say so when you 'ears my tail. Muster Richard's been back above a week, and he and the Old Un is up to their same tricks again; but that ain't awl--there's a black-haired pale chap c.u.m with a heye like a nork, as seems to me the baddest of the lot, and that ain't sayin' a little.
But there's worse news yet, for I'm afraid we ain't only get to contend hagainst the henemy, but there's a traytur in the camp, _and that in a quarter where you cares most_. Meet me tomorrow mornin' at the old place at seven o'clock, when you shall 'ear more from, Your umbel servant, to command,
”Peter Barnett, ”late Sergeant in the --th Dragoons.”
-389-- Reader, do you wish me a good-night?--many thanks for your kindness, but if you have any hope that your wish will be realised, you must be of a very sanguine temperament, or you have never been in love.
CHAPTER XLVIII -- PAYING OFF OLD SCORES
”'Oh most delicate fiend!
Who is't can read a woman?
Is there more?'
'More, sir, and worse.'”
--_Cymbeline_.
”The Chamberlain was blunt and true, and st.u.r.dily said he-- 'Abide, my lord, and rule your own, and take this rede from me, That woman's faith's a brittle trust. Seven twelve- months didst thou say? I'll pledge me for no lady's truth beyond the seventh day.'”
--_Ballad of the n.o.ble Moringer_
IT is a weary thing to lie tossing restlessly from side to side, sleepless, through the silent watches of the night, spirit and matter warring against each other--the sword gnawing and corroding its sheath. A weary and hara.s.sing thing it is even where the body is the aggressor--when the fevered blood, darting like liquid fire through the veins, mounts to the throbbing brow, and, pressing like molten lead upon the brain, crushes out thought and feeling, leaving but a dull consciousness of the racking agony which renders each limb a separate instrument of torture. If, on the other hand, it be the mind that is pestilence-stricken, the disease becomes well-nigh unbearable, as it is incurable; and thus it was with me on the night in question. The suspense and anxiety I had undergone during the preceding day had indisposed me for sustaining any fresh annoyance with equanimity, and now, in confirmation of my worst fears, that hateful sentence in old Peter's note, warning me of treachery in the quarter where I was most deeply interested, rose up before me like some messenger of evil, torturing me to the verge of distraction with vague doubts and suspicions--fiends which the bright spirits of Love and Faith were powerless to banish. The old man's meaning was obvious; he imagined Clara inconstant, and was anxious to warn me against some supposed rival; this in itself was not agreeable; but I should have reckoned at once that he must be labouring under -390-- some delusion, and disregarded his suspicions as unworthy of a moment's notice, had it not been for Clara's strange and unaccountable silence. I had written to her above a week before--in fact, as soon as I became at all uneasy at not having heard from her, urging her to relieve my anxiety, if but by half a dozen lines. Up to this time I had accounted for not having received any answer, by the supposition that Mr. Vernor had, by some accident, detected our correspondence, and taken measures to interrupt it. But this hypothesis was evidently untrue, or Peter Barnett would have mentioned in his note such an easy solution of the difficulty. Yet, to believe Clara false was treason against constancy. Oh! the thing was impossible; to doubt her sincerity would be to lose my confidence in the existence of goodness and truth on this side the grave! The recollection of her simple, child-like confession of affection--the happiness my love appeared to afford her--the tender glance of those honest, trustful eyes--who could think of these things and suspect her for one moment?
But that old man's letter! What did it--what could it mean? His allusion to some dark, hawk-eyed stranger--ha!--and as a strange, improbable idea glanced like lightning through my brain--like lightning, too, searing as it pa.s.sed--I half sprung from the bed, unable to endure the agony the thought had costume. Reason, however, telling me that the idea was utterly fanciful and without foundation, restrained me from doing--I scarcely know what--something desperately impracticable, which should involve much violent bodily action, and result in attaining some certain confirmation either of my hopes and fears, being my nearest approach to any formed scheme. Oh! that night--that weary, endless night! Would morning never, never come! About five o'clock I arose, lighted a candle, dressed myself, and then, sitting down, wrote a short note to my mother, telling her that an engagement, formed the previous evening, to meet a friend, would probably detain me the greater part of the day; and another note to Oaklands, saying that I had taken the liberty of borrowing a horse, begging him to speak of my absence as a thing of course, and promising to tell him more when I returned. I then waited till a faint grey tint in the eastern sky gave promise of the coming dawn; when letting myself noiselessly out, I took my way towards the Hall. It was beginning to get light as I reached the stables, and, arousing one of the drowsy helpers, I made him saddle a bay mare, with whose high courage, speed, -391-- and powers of endurance I was well acquainted, and started on my expedition.
As it was nearly eighteen miles to the place of meeting, I could scarcely hope to reach it by seven o'clock, the time mentioned in old Peter's note; but action was the only relief to my anxiety, and it may easily be supposed I did not lose much time on the road, so that it was but ten minutes after seven when I turned down the lane in which the little alehouse appointed as our rendezvous was situated. I found old Peter waiting to receive me, though the cloud upon his brow, speaking volumes of dark mystery, did not tend to raise my spirits.
”Late on parade, sir,” was his greeting--”late on parade; we should never have driven the Mounseers out of Spain if we'd been ten minutes behind our time every morning.”
”You forget, my friend, that I have had eighteen miles to ride, and that your notice was too short to allow of my giving orders about a horse over night.”
”You do not seem to have lost much time by the way,” he added, eyeing my reeking steed. ”What a slap-up charger that mare would make! Here, you boy, take her into the shed there, and throw a sack or two over her, wash out her mouth, and give her a lock of hay to nibble; but don't go to let her drink, unless you want my cane about your shoulders--do ye hear? Now, sir, come in.”
”What in the world did you mean by that note, Peter?” exclaimed I, as soon as we were alone; ”it has nearly driven me distracted--I have never closed my eyes all night.”
”Then it's done as I intended,” was the satisfactory reply; ”it's prepared you for the worst.”
”Nice preparation!” muttered I, then added, ”Worst! what do you refer to? Speak out, man--you are torturing me!”