Part 5 (1/2)

”I was trying to do the right thing, fix a s.h.i.+tty mistake!” I protested, but already I could see it from the other perspective. If I had ever stood a chance which I still wasn't sure I had I could see that I had probably blown it, at the very least I had some major fixing to do, to show her that actually I was a good guy. An idiot, but a good guy.

”You had a bet to see if you could get a date with her. She's right, you treated her like a p.a.w.n in a game, why couldn't you just be normal and ask her out?”

I grinned cheekily. Laura was a great girl, a gorgeous girl but I stood a better chance of getting a date with Jewls than I ever would with Laura. Because I wasn't and never would be her type. In fact, Jewls was more her type than me, because Laura, like me, liked the ladies.

”Do you wanna ask her out?”

Laura let out a long, exasperated sigh. ”Yes, because us lesbians, we go for anything in a skirt. I'm not blind, I can see Jewls is very pretty but as you know, I have a girlfriend, and fidelity means something to me. You boys would have to google it. But I wouldn't mind being her friend, because I don't know about you, but she gives off the vibe of someone who could do with a decent friend, don't you think? Frankly, you're both lucky she's even talking to you. I repeat...not cool. I would have slapped you for that.”

I smirked a little, but I actually felt awful, like a prized t.w.a.t. ”She did slap me.”

At that, Alex burst out laughing. ”Oh, Mic...you have so burnt your bridges there!”

I glanced at Laura, who wasn't smiling, least of all laughing. Oddly enough, I didn't feel like laughing either.

”None of this is funny, guys. Have either of you even apologised?”

”I did,” I said, and then frowned, ”I think I did.”

Laura shook her head. ”You both need to grow up a bit.” She glanced to her left and straightened her shoulders, starting to walk away. ”Here she comes. Suck it up and fix it, you hear?”

Alex rolled his eyes playfully at her, but I nodded discretely and Laura smiled. She got it. I was, by and large a good person, I just hadn't been thinking. Because Miss Jewls Dempsey had my otherwise very sharp mind well and truly fuzzed.

Chapter Four.

Jewls The rest of the s.h.i.+ft with Alex had been a little awkward to say the least. He didn't say much, but he was being far too nice, getting me drinks, helping me as much as possible and checking I was okay all the time.

I wondered just what Laura had said to them after I stomped off like some sort of petulant teenager.

The evening was much busier and I didn't really have time to dwell on the early events. But then as I made for the gates to leave, there was Micah standing waiting for me, grinning from ear to ear. Despite myself, I grinned back.

”And what are you doing?” I asked.

He shrugged nonchalantly. ”I'm walking you home. Are you gonna let me, or am I gonna have to resort to stalking you?” I flinched at that before I could stop myself, and he frowned. ”That was a joke. I make stupid, inappropriate jokes all the time. It's all part of my terrible affliction.”

”What affliction is that?” I asked, relaxing again.

He shrugged at though it were obvious. ”Being a man.” And at that I burst out laughing, I couldn't stop myself. He smiled back at me. ”I like it when you laugh, it suits you. So...can I walk you home?” he held his hands up. ”I promise I won't try and jump you, or ask you out.”

I let out an exaggerated sigh and shrugged. ”Like I said before, Micah...you do what you gotta do.”

We walked in complete silence for a while. I was desperately trying to think of something to say, but absolutely nothing sprang to mind. G.o.d, why was I such an idiot? We exchanged looks occasionally and he smiled sweetly and I smiled back, blus.h.i.+ng every single time our eyes met, and I was both relieved and disappointed when we reached the door to my flat.

”This is me,” I said, hoping the disappointment wasn't evident in my tone, and praying he didn't ask if he could come up. I didn't know how I would handle that, and my mind's eye could see the pile of dirty was.h.i.+ng on the kitchen floor and the pile of breakfast pots festering in the sink.

He looked up at the window to my flat and his eyes moved down to the shop below it. ”Ah...small wonder you didn't want chips with me last week, you have an endless supply below your flat!”

”Listen buster, it might look like it-” I gestured to my overly ample frame, ”but I don't live on a diet of chips, chips and more chips!” I snapped, my hackles rising once again. Why was I so wound up, so easily offended today? He probably thought I was a right moody cow.

To my surprise a lazy smile spread across his face. ”Did you just call me...buster?”

”I might have.” I said, trying not to smile.

He threw his head back and laughed, long and hard. What a sweet, sweet sound it was, and his whole face lit up. I decided there and then I wanted to make him laugh as much as possible. Even if it was at my expense I didn't care. I would do anything to see him laugh like this.

He shook his head, composing himself and let out a sigh. ”Ah, Jewls...I really do like you, you know. I know you don't believe me, but I will convince you. You just watch this s.p.a.ce. Forget about the bet stuff, it was...a stupid mistake. I really do like you, and I wish I had just asked you out, because right now, I would be kissing you goodnight.”

I just stood there, with my mouth hanging open. Had he really just said that?

”Micah...” I started, before he interrupted me.

”I know, I know...it's okay. Say no more for today. Except...I don't know if I actually apologised. Just in case I didn't...I really am sorry. Am I forgiven? Please?”

The sight of Micah, palms pressed together with his bottom lip sticking out...how could any girl ever resist that?

”You're forgiven. Now can we please pretend it never happened?”

”I'd like that...” he said, and then took a step towards me. I didn't know what he was going to do next; I couldn't read him at all. I froze on the spot.

To my surprise, he put his hands on my shoulders and then pulled me into his arms, wrapping them tight around me.

G.o.d, I could have cried, I honestly don't know how I held on to my emotions.

I had been hugged before, of course. But never like that. His strength was obvious in the way he held me, but he was also incredibly gentle, almost as if he sensed some vulnerability in me. This wasn't a quick see you tomorrow kind of hug, I knew that much. He held me close for a while, and rested his chin on the top of my head, and then s.h.i.+fted a little, his cheek pressed against the side of my head, just above my ear. I could have sworn he smelt my hair, which was absurd men only did that in the movies, or in books. Didn't they?

I held him back with equal enthusiasm, in that moment in time not caring about anything but him not letting go. He let out a deep hum that vibrated through his chest to mine and sent a tiny s.h.i.+ver through my body from the top of my head to the tips of my toes.

Eventually, of course, he had to pull away, and for a moment he almost looked as regretful as I felt. He seemed to think for a minute and then, incredibly, planted a kiss in the middle of my forehead. The roughness of his beard sc.r.a.ped deliciously across my skin, the friction practically sending sparks through me, and his full, moist lips left an imprint that I was sure would never fade away I hoped it wouldn't, in any case. I couldn't help but wonder what those lips would feel like on my mouth. I guess another girl would have read the signs, taken the initiative and kissed him there and then, but I wasn't and never had been that kind of girl. My fear of rejection was just too high to take a risk like that.

”Goodnight, Jewls.” He whispered, reluctantly backing away and he was gone before I could even reply.

Jewls Jess looked forward to starting her new job but, as ever, she was so nervous. Her boss had told her to look out for someone called Michael; he was going to show her around.

Well, all she could see so far were two young guys talking to each other. Wow, they were hot! They looked up when Jess approached and one came towards her.

He had the s.e.xiest walk Jess had ever seen. And when she looked up at his face, oomph! The air left her lungs. If there was an actual visual for the saying 's.e.x on Legs', this guy was it. Tall, over six feet, hair so dark it was almost black, huge brown eyes a girl could drown in, but it was his mouth......Jess could not stop staring at his mouth.....full pouty lips, with a smile that could melt knickers.

'Hi,' he said, 'you must be Jess, I'm Michael.' Jess had to take a step back to look at him and nearly tripped on a discarded c.o.ke can. She would have landed on her backside if Michael hadn't grabbed her arms. 'It's okay,' he seemed to purr. 'I've got you.'

At that moment Jess realised she was doomed.

I snapped my notebook shut, letting out an involuntary groan in my empty bedroom. Christ, now he was even creeping into my writing. Still, better to get this s.h.i.+t out my system in the privacy of my home, in my writing, rather than think it with him around, or even worse, say it to his face. Writing had, after all, always been my therapy. And I had never felt more in need of therapy than since I had first laid my eyes on the formidable Micah Machvaya.

In the solitude of my bedroom I allowed myself to get lost in thoughts of him, where I refused to at work. At work he would be such a distraction if I allowed my mind to wander, I would be sacked by the end of the day for not lifting a finger to do anything. But here, on my own, I was free to let my mind wander.