94 I’m fucking forced! (2/2)

”But…”

”No but!” Her eyes suddenly show an unprecedented light: ”I have no time! I am not young! Sometimes I wonder if God has pity on me and has finally sent you to me. After you sent me home that evening, I stood behind the door for a long time, and on several occasions I almost couldn't help rushing out to chase you.”

I thought to myself: Fortunately, you didn't come out. Otherwise you would see me fighting with Tommy.

”I thought about it all night, then I made the decision. I decided I couldn't let go this time. I decided to try to catch you!” Her eyes darken sharply. ”But the next day, I knew you had an accident. When I get to the hospital… I saw your... Girlfriend...” There is a sad smile on her face. ”You know what?” she says softly. ”I even had the thought to die at that time... I just saw a little hope, but you destroyed it alive in front of me!”

”Sorry, sorry!”

”Don't say sorry to me.” She says lonely, ”I almost exhausted all my strength to control myself from going to the hospital to see you again, you know? Every day I stayed in Korea, I would think of you when I couldn't sleep at night. I always remembered the scene when you held me behind you that day. When I hurt my foot, you held me in your arms to go out. I called Penny every day and ask her about you situation.”

Her eyes in front of me are heavy and tender that I can't bear, and I can't refuse.

It takes almost all my willpower to move my eyes away: ”Nanny... I don't know what to say. I don't know how to express the shock in my heart... Um...”

”I know what you want to say!” She grits her teeth and says, ”You want to say you already have a girlfriend, then you want to say no and then you say sorry to me, don't you?”

I would like to say ”yes”, but in the face of her, this word can't be spoken out of my mouth.

”Chen Yang...” Her voice seems to have infinite affection. My heart can't help moving. She has put her hand around my neck and says, ”I don't want you to do anything... I won't ask you to do anything special either. I just want you to stay with me. Don't go out of my sight so that I can see you from time to time, will you?”

”…”

”I really don't want too much. I won't steal anything from your girlfriend. I don't want to disturb your life... I just want you to stay! Just stay!” She almost implores, ”Don't go, please! No matter what you ask for, I will promise you! As long as you leave me one last hope, don't take it away completely, please!”

My heart is completely softened.

This scene, such a touching beauty is holding you to tell you her heartfelt. What else may you ask for?

Besides, Do I have the heart to hurt such a weak and helpless woman?

”Actually... Actually, I am not a good person.” I hesitate.

”I know!” Suddenly she blinks and whispers, ”That day I was drunk on the sofa, you thought I was asleep, and you said, 'Fortunately, I'm out of the lake, otherwise...'Ha-ha, this shows that you are actually a very good person.”

Seeing me finally stop talking, a strange look is flashing in her eyes. Her arms are grabbing my neck contract slightly, and her beautiful face slowly approaches me with infinite shyness, closer and closer.

Finally, my mouth tastes a soft fragrance...

That feeling...

... It's sweet...

My brain is quickly sinking into a blank. My arms embrace her involuntarily.

I feel my head is empty, complete loss, some whirring, head-heavy and foot-light feeling. My heart has a trace of sweetness, a trace of joy, a trace of pleasure, and a trace of uneasiness.

I can't even remember the details of how I got out of Nanny's house.

I just remember, after a long kiss that I was about to suffocate, she was as soft as a pool of water, poured into my arms, and a pair of eyes almost dripped out of the water!

I immediately realized that I had to leave! Otherwise, I am afraid my self-control ability is not as good as I imagined.

Then what?

Well... Then, she had held my arms and sent me out. She was shy just like a young girl. She lifted her feet and kissed me on the face. ”Chen Yang... Come and pick me up tomorrow.”

How did I answer that?

Oh... Yes, what I said at the time was, ”OK.”

Standing outside her house and being blown by the wind, I wake up and pat myself on the face.

Femme fatale! Absolute femme fatale! I've been so obsessed that I don't even know who I'm!

Turn around and look at the closed door, I'm no long be able to pluck up courage to knock it.

Clapping my forehead hard, I have no choice but to get on the car, start, and leave.

Along the way, I am a little flustered and almost ran through the red light several times. And I had two other times when I was goofing off at the red light, when the light was changing, the car behind me impatiently honked to urge me. I put my head out in a fit of anger and shouted, ”Press what! You have a horn, I don't! Don't press!” Then I scold and start the car and drive on.

After a while, I suddenly feel that I want to find someone to talk to. I need to find a friend to talk about it. So I drive up a small road and stop by the roadside, take out my cell phone and look at the address book.

Jojo? Forget about her. She is upset with me now.

Azle? Such a talkative bastard, if I tell him, he might tell Didi someday in future. I'll be finished then. Pass!

Wood? Wood is good! He can be trusted to keep the secret.

When I dial the phone and Wood gives me a feeding, I immediately sigh, ”Wood, I'm in big trouble!”

Afterwards, I give a complete account of what happened in Nanny's home in the afternoon, I even after a hesitation to tell him about the last affectionate kiss either.

Of course, I didn't say anything about Nanny's bathing accident.

Wood didn't say a word in the whole process of my narration, just listen quietly.

Finally, when I finish, he suddenly says on the other end of the phone:

”Didi is a good girl.”

”I know!” I'm a little impatient: ”That's why I'm in a worry! I don't want to do this two-way thing!”

”Nanny is good too.”

”... I know.” I'm shouting, ”I'm not looking for you to judge these two girls. I need your advice! What shall I do?!”

After a long silence on the other end of the phone, he says, ”Whatever.”

I'm getting angry and yelling, ”What do you mean by that? I was looking for Nanny to finish this today! But I didn't expect this to happen! Do you think I want to? Do you think I want to make this happen? You think it's funny interesting and cool for me to have foot in both camps?!” I'm so angry that I complain loudly, ”Man, it's all fucking forced!”

The other end of the phone is silent for a while. Suddenly, Wood's voice comes through smoothly and clearly. This guy says two more sentences.

I only hear his voice on the phone clearly saying: ”Forced, not all... I want to correct you, there are many people who reap the whirlwind they have themselves stirred up.”

”…” I'm speechless for another time.

”OK, aren't you going to pick Nanny up tomorrow? Don't be late.”

The phone goes off, leaving me staring blankly there.