28 Chapter 25 - Tatalsikan Kitang Muli (2/2)
”Aray! Aray koh namahn! Grabeh ka nah ha. E, bahkit eekaw, you're also not in class ah. Cutting kah den. Hmf!”
”Excuse me no. I excused myself para mag-cr!”
”Sa third floor?! -- Ah, that's why you looked flushed. You saw the gay ghost no? May bahklang multo daw sa third floor e.”
”Ewan ko sayo! Maghanap ka ng multong makakausap. I don't see you. You're not existing.”
”Mahldeeta ka nah ngayohn. You've changed, Cece, you've changed,” he insisted, shaking his head with such conviction.
I continued ignoring him until we parted ways sa fifth floor. Then I ignored everything else, went back to class and focused.
Iyun nga lang, ang hirap na rin magfocus sa klase. My boyfriend is my teacher, and I haven't had sex with him for quite sometime. I actually had to excuse myself again, for the third time, and it's only been the first half of the day, because I felt wetness in my pussy. It wasn't comfortable, I wanted to wash and change undies.
I wonder, I'm always wet, maybe it's a disorder or something. But then again, it was only because of Teacher Kim, his sexual and arousing effect is undeniable. It couldn't be just happening to me, all the other girls often looked like they were drooling too; it has always been a funny sight to me, most of them just couldn't hide it. But, I know I must have looked like them too several times last sem.
”You know, you could stop wearing panties,” biglang sulpot at bulong naman ni Teacher Kim. Tho, I've expected he'll be somewhere here in the library too.
I gasped, I felt his warm breath behind my ear. But I wanted to keep my cool so I continued browsing for books from the shelves. ”I'm wearing a skirt. And could you please? Mecky is somewhere around too.”
”I know why you've excuse yourself too many times during my class. Do I make you wet, Cece?”
”I wanted to keep myself fresh. I wash up and change into fresh panties.”
”I'm telling you now, to stop doing that.”
Napalingon ako bigla sa kaniya while he was pretending to be browsing for books too. ”What? Stop washing myself fresh? No,” I shook my head with sly grin.
”Yes. Cece. Stop washing. I'd like the accumulated wetness in your pussy. It would taste divine. And would you please give me your panties? I want it. And next time, better, just don't wear them at all, ok?”
”You... are a disgusting british.”
”You love me anyway. See you at the dungeon in ten. I will fuck you, hard.”
I gasped deep and rough when he grabbed my pussy underneath my skirt. With brutish effort, he pulled the front of my panties to the side and his fingers roughly played the lips of my entrance. I inhaled hot and cold air; I missed the sensation, it was as if my pussy recognized his hand and fingers.
Then, in another swift effort, his finger slid inside me. Napakapit ako sa matigas niyang braso na siyang nakahawak sa hiwa ko. Naglabas-pasok ang daliri niya sa butas ko at sagad niya pang idinidiin ito. Sumunod ay dalawang daliri na niya, at napaungol na ako pero sabay ding takip ko ng kamay ko sa bibig ko.
”You're so wet. Already? Oh, Cece.”
”Stop. This is.. no, not here. Stop.”
”So warm and tight.”
”Chri-christopher, s-st-stop!” I hissed.
Roughly, he quickly pulled his fingers and his hand out. I regretably ached at the longing pleasure, but I did asked him to stopped. He gaped at me, then he kissed me, sucking my lips. It was abrupt, then he walked out.
Para akong natalsikan ng tubig sa daan; yung may biglang dumaang sasakyan, nakatayo ka sa kanto, tapos natalsikan ka ng tubig ng konting baha; nagulat ka na lang, hindi ka makapaniwala, gusto mong magalit, pero basa ka na at wala na yung sasakyan.
With few head shakes, I got myself back to reality. Ok, so we were gonna have sex in ten minutes, I was excited. Then I turned my head to the other side of the shelve and saw a girl in a boho outfit, frozen in shock.
”Mecky!”
I felt buckets of ice-cold water was being poured over me. My eyes rounded big, I couldn't find my breathing pattern, like I stopped breathing but I know I was breathing. Lumapit ako kay Mecky. ”Me-mem-mecky, err, uhm.”
”Cece. What, I, ano, oo, ha?”
”Mecky, did you.. err, uhm. Ano, kasi, it's -- ”
”Sige, oo. Ok. Ganun nga. Ha? Oo. Ano yun?”
Pareho kaming natuliro. Mecky lifted her point finger signaling something behind her, only she wasn't really, there wasn't any, she was just obviously stupefied. Then she turned around, about to walk-out, but her mind seemed to be lost.”
”Mecky, wait,” I grabbed her wrist.
”I.. I-need-a-beer,” she said, sounding a little innocent but her face looked matter-of-factly.
”B-bb-beer? Where? How?”
She swallowed, her eyes were blinking rapidly. Para namang hinuhugot ang bituka ko mula sa bibig ko.
”Friday's. There's a T.G.I Friday's outside our school. Friday's.”
”Oh-ok. Friday's then. Beer. Tara. I need a beer too.”
”You don't drink, Cece.”
”I'd, uhm, I will now.”
Despite us both being flabbergasted, we got ourselves out and into the bar area of the restaurant. Then I realised a major problem, who would let us buy alcohol? I mean, Mecky was not as child-looking as I am, but she doesn't look very adult either.
”I'll have Erdinger, please,” agad na order ni Mecky pagkaupo namin. Tumaas naman ang dalawang kilay ng bartender.
”Beer? This early? Major stress at the office?” sarkastikong tanong naman ng bartender.
Mecky's face dulled. ”Yea. A hundred stock piles of financial reports, can you handle? Asan na pala si Beks?”
”Ay bakla! Andito ka pala. Sige na, Junjun, ako na bahala sa kanila. Keribels ko na 'to.”
Pumasok ang isang payat at matangkad na lalaki sa loob ng bar. It was obvious na beki nga siya dahil sa pink butterfly hairclip niya sa maikli naman niyang bangs.
”Ay, nakakaloka. Ikaw pala butterfly princess! O, pak, idol kita, see my hair clip?”
I forced a smile. Nakikita ko na siya sa school, alam kong Grade 12 na siya dahil kabarkada niya si Joey Lina, isa pang sikat na crush ng bayan.
”Beks, beer?”
”Mecky Elisabeth Herher, may araw pa, beer ka na? Ano, Erdinger ulet?”
Tumango si Mecky. ”Sino yung bagong bartender?”
”Ay, si Junjun. Bet no? Pak na pak sa sarap eh. Isang buwang reliever ni Clarence, galing siya ibang branch... sana nga 'wag na bumalik si Clarence eh.”
”Baliw. Panay nga utang mo dun e. Eh, dyan sa.. bagong Junjun mo, mukhang ikaw pa gagastos.”
”Hooy, bakla, excuse me. I will never.. make gastos, sa mga lalake no. Swerte nila huh, sa sarap kong 'to, dapat nga may sukli pa ako. O, eto na beer mo.”
Napatingin naman sa'kin si Beks. ”Ay, nakakaloka. Ikaw, butterfly princess, beer ka rin?”
”Errm, Guinness?”
”Sure.. ito oh, agad-agad.”
”Beks, can we have a moment muna? May paguusapan lang kami.”
Mukhang nacurious agad si Beks sa pakiusap ni Mecky. Pero nag 'meh' face lang si Mecky sa kaniya.
”Ay, is it about the mystery prince?”
”Beks...”
”Ok fine. Hindi naman ako tsismosa. Magpapaka-alipin na lang muna ako dito, call me if you need anything.”
Umiling na lang kami ni Mecky at sabay napangiti sa mga eksaheradang kilos ni Beks.
Mukha namang umipekto na ang beer kay Mecky, nakakatingin na siya sa'kin ng diretso. Huminga siya ng malalim at umisang lagok ulit ng beer. ”So..”
”Yea, so...”
”Cece, I wasn't shocked that it was him. I just, I, I never thought, or would I ever imagine, I would see something like that in the library. Gahhh, hindi na ata mabubura sa utak ko 'yung nakita ko.”
I was even more dumbfounded. ”Hindi ka nagulat.. na siya?”
”Well, I didn't really want to believe the rumors. I told you, I believe you. But, he's been the only guy you've ever been linked with. Sinasabi mo naman sakin usually if someone asked you na gusto ka ligawan, until the mystery prince. Actually, I was hurt a little, pero ok lang. I never cared about tsismis naman eh.
”Well, you see now, why it's complicated?”
She took another gulp of beer as I did too. ”Yea, and a lot more. But, Cece, is this serious?”
Napaisip ako ng matagal, madami-dami rin ang nalagok kong beer. Bumalik si Beks for another round of beer. Naramdaman ko na 'yung unang bote, pero gusto ko pa. Twice or thrice, pinainom ako nila kuya nang minsang naginuman sila sa bahay, pero isang bote pa lang, feeling ko lasing na ko.
”Sa tingin ko,” alangang sagot ko. ”I fell in love, Mecks. Feeling ko nga, all this time, I've been having adult problems na.”
”You're not a child, Cece. Everyone's been treating you like one, kaya minsan you act like one. But, you're way too smart, ” she took another gulp. ”Except this, tho.”
”Huh?”
”Are you sure about him? How deep in love are you?”
”Deep. All the way deep. He got me, Mecks, all of me.”
Napapaisip naman na ako sa wary expression ni Mecky, parang hindi siya kumportable sa katotohanang isinisiwalat ko. But of course, who would be?
”I know, this is wrong on all sides, Mecks. I can't ask you to understand, just, don't tell anyone?”
”I'm never.. no, Cece, hindi ko gagawin yun sayo. It is your secret to tell, or keep. And, I completely understand more than you think I do. Minsan, wala lang talagang warning kung kailan at kanino tayo maiinlove. At kapag nainlove ka na, wala nang tama at mali, ang alam mo na lang, mahal mo siya.”
I smiled, gumaan ang puso ko. ”Yun lang, kapag sinampal ka na ng tama at mali, complicated na, hindi na sapat yung mahal mo lang siya.”
”You're like, super smart, Cece. You'll know what to do.”
”I don't think nagagamit ang talino sa love, Mecks. I honestly don't know what to do, how long I could keep this.”
”You looked.. happy, with him -- gaaahhhh! Naalala ko na naman.”
I grimaced, embarrased. ”Sorry, that was awful. How much did you see ba?”
”Everything! Since, he said he will -- wait, what's the dungeon?”
”Oh my god. Everything nga. Don't ask, I don't think I can ever tell. He's, he is very, he has.. he's naughty.”
Mecky laughed dryly. ”That he is! Kaya nga nakarami siya ng anak.”
”What???”