5 Chapter 2 - Uhaw sa Tingin (2/2)

He was the youngest faculty member but he had this air of maturity - smart, witty, confident, and too often, formal. But then again, of course, he's British.

This greek god of a teacher was the most stalked person in school. Ilang beses na rin siyang naging trending sa social media dahil sa mga stolen shots ng mga estudyante habang nagtuturo siya. It was rumored that our school enrolees spiked at all time high since his photos circulated the internet. It was never confirmed though if he was single, he was good at keeping his private life, private.

The sound of silence in the room turned out to be arousingly erotic. The air felt steamy at nageenjoy ako na ako lang ang magisang lumalanghap sa hanging hinihinga ng lalaking lubos kong pinagnanasaan. The scent of his perfume circulated in the air, seducing me and driving me crazy. Pamilyar na ako sa amoy niya, he had been wearing the same perfume since that one fine day I got a good whiff of him on Teacher's Day three years ago. That was the closest I got to him before.

May napansin din ako sa tensyonadong umagang ito; with my newly discovered mannerism, whenever I make a movement and do something with my hair, Teacher Kim would fidget in his seat. Iaangat niya ng bahagya ang pag-upo niya na para bang tatayo siya pero balik-upo lang din naman siya. It seemed he was uncomfortable about something. Then he would, and not seemingly random, twist his neck, clench his fist, sit up straight then back to normal crouching. He was amusingly awkward.

Natutuwa ako sa loob-loob ko thinking na parang I have an effect on him, o baka rin, pinaglalaruan lang ako ng malikot at malaswa kong imahinasyon.

Napatalon naman ang puso ko nang bigla siyang tumayo. Nagsitayuan ang mga baby hairs sa batok ko at kinailangan kong ipitin muli ang namumukadkad kong hiwa sa gitna ng dalawa kong hita. And then I saw something.

He quickly turned his back on me though and started to write on the board. Which to my greatest delight, naglaway ang paningin ko gaping at his firm, tempting and masculine bubble butt.

Sa totoo lang, may kakaibang hatid talaga sa akin ang mga lalaking maganda ang hulma ng puwetan. Sa mga porn na napapanood ko, it gets very enticing when their butts flexes as they move and stroke in and out of the lucky pussy they were petting lasciviously.

I couldn't stop but imagine what was hidden in those fitted clothes. It must be a body of a greek god, almost unreal. Para siyang magazine photoshopped A-list hollywood hearthrob. With his towering height, everything in his body appears to be thick and strong; hindi naman scary or rungy muscular, but he evokes a powerful built.

”Cece,” mababang bigkas niya. The vibration in his voice created an instant feeling of orgasm for me.

Napahigpit ako sa panga ko. Hindi niya dapat ako binibigla ng ganoon. His voice filled me full, it went straight in, walang abiso, madiin at sagad lang siyang pumasok.

”You can begin reviewing these equations on the board so you can have a headstart later when class starts. Start on your workbook's page 69,” patuloy niya habang nakatalikod pa din sa akin.

Wait... Page 69?

That voice tho. It was a morning voice, like he just woke up. Parang unang beses ko pa lang narinig iyon sa kanya. It sent shivers to my body, down to my wildly pulsing pussy. I started getting wet.

”Will.. there.. also be a quiz sir?” pasumalang tanong ko. Wala kong ibang maisip na response. I thought I had to respond like I am still a student. Pakiramdam ko any moment mapapabulalas na lang ako ng kung anong malaswang salita.

Humarap siya. Muntik ako malagutan ng hininga. Hindi ko mapigilan at maitago, napalagok ako ng isang tipon ng laway. I could feel my face having its own life, definitely making an expression I didn't intended it to.

Sobrang laki ng umbok ni Teacher Kim. Nakapababa. Alas-kwatro. Hulmang-hulma ang ulo. At bakat din ang haba. Bakit naman iyan ang sinuot niyang pantalon? He should have at least worn a proper underwear that would keep and hold that monstrousity in its right place.

My eyes got stuck in his mahiwagang umbok. Innocent Cece felt awfully ashamed while the porn addict in me screamed 'pull it out! pull it out!'.

Ang type kong mga porn na pinapanood ay yung may mga lalaking gahalimaw sa laki ang ari. Iyung talagang napapasigaw sa sarap ng sakit ang mga babaeng walang pakundangang winawasak nang brutal.

It was obvious, Teacher Kim was keeping a massive, dangerous and shameless gargantuan beast in that not so hidden lair of his. I desperately wanted to see it. Wala akong pakealam kung lamunin ako ng buo ng halimaw na alaga niya. I wanted to lick it, sniff it, devour it. I wanted it mine, all of it inside me.

But he just stood there, non-chalant, leaning sideways by his table, flipping through his notes' pages, as if he wasn't showing anything delightfully scandalous. Pero ilang saglit lang, his poker face failed him with a side smirk that suggested he knew what he was doing.

His bulge didn't even seem hard. I know what a hard-on looks like - gumagalaw, pumipintig at walang hiyang magsasabing 'eat me'. Pero sa eskandalosong bakat nito, it was clear that it is thick and long, massive and it looked very strong.

I started to wonder if he was going to be showing it off the rest of the day. He always have had an interesting bulge but not this obvious. I felt a fang of jealousy, I didn't want to share the pleasure of this sight.

I was screaming in my head. Nanggigil. Masikip, masikip na masikip. Yearning, I started flipping and massaging and squeezing my legs.

He knew. I could sense it. Alam niyang pinagnanasaan ko siya. But he was still very standoffish, his eyes were clearly avoiding me. I catched him a few times when his eyes would move at a spot where he could get a peripheral view of me, like he was observing me.

The anticipation was excruciating. My throat was dessert dry. My head was in a whirlwind. I couldn't stop imagining his beastly bulge. I'm sure katulad iyon nang mga napapanood ko - massive, tough and brutal and I'd gladly let it slap me in the face.

I could feel my body splitting into two. Yung isang kalahati was trying to keep me in my sad, boring, lousy chair, while the other half naman gustong-gusto nang sumugod, lumuhod at sambahin ang kadakilaan ni Teacher Kim.

Shame on you, Cece!

Out of the blue, my lost, forgotten and virtuous consciousness snapped me out of my dirty train of thoughts. I realised, I just revealed a piece of my secret, parang masyado na akong halata.

Uncertain if it was me being lost in my thoughts or it did took him awhile to answer me back. ”Yes, you'll have a quiz later. But again, I'm sure you'd get another perfect score, wouldn't you Cece?” he ascertain. He looked at me, swift and penetrating. Dear lord!

Pero natanga ako. ”Eh, huh?”

”I've been told you're a Math whiz. Sir Abraham spoke highly of you. And you won two consecutive inter-school math competitions already. I'm pleased you're in my class.”

Hindi ako kumportable na pinupuri ako kaya medyo nahiya ako sa mga sinabi ni Teacher Kim. Napamasahe na lang ako sa batok ko. ”Sir Abraham was like a father to a lot of his students po. And he's like a proud father all the time,” sagot ko trying to muttle down the praise.

His lips curved into a smile. ”Oh, that he is. I hope retirement is serving him well now.”

We both smiled in agreement. ”But I'm really pleased you like Math. I like Math,” dugtong pa niya.

Is it me or was he being suggestive? I was confused.

His gazes bored into me and I just didn't know what to do. It was like I was being pulled into his eyes like a magnet. His posture was poised, confident, commanding even. He exuded some kind of a force, something that made my pussy ache so badly. I was almost gasping for air. I had no idea how I must have look. I must be very very obvious at this point but I didn't care. I wanted him to know that I want him.

And then in a heavy pull back into reality, his expression went blank, his face hardened, he turned cold, stern and distant. Biglaan niya na lang pinutol ang mga tingin niya sa'kin. Like he saw something he didn't want to see. Umupo siya muli sa kaniyang lamesa and returned to skimming through his notes.

What. Just. Happened?

I tried to recall what I did. Was I flirty? I may have just tucked my hair behind my ear couple of times but I've been doing that for sometime because of him. I did bit my lip tho, I think. But what just happened?

It was a painful tease, or was he even teasing? Or was I putting a little too much into it? I felt so dumb, assuming and very amateur, too young to know men. Hanggang porn lang siguro talaga ako.

It was the worst feeling. Parang akong sub-standard na firecracker, sinindihan pero hindi pumutok. I could feel there was some kind of tension between us. I couldn't point my finger into it, but the way he looked at me, it seemed, it meant something.

I thought I was acting it right, being such an appetizing virgin that I am. Don't men just like that? I wanted him so bad I almost tried to strip my clothes off several times for him.

But why, why was he distant?

”Control yourself, Cece,” he said.

I was stunned. His voice was deep, full and sure. But it also came out like an exasperation.

His new three words - Control yourself Cece.