Part 16 (1/2)
”Then I can't catch my train at Victoria.” He spoke in a changed voice, lifeless, and sank back on the bed.
”Train? What train?”
”Nothing. Only the leave train. My leave is up to-night. To-morrow I ought to have been back in the trenches.”
”But you have told me nothing of it! If you had told me--But not one word, my dear.”
”When one is with a woman--!”
He seemed gloomily and hopelessly to reproach her.
Chapter 21
THE LEAVE-TRAIN
”What o'clock--your train?”
”Nine-thirty.”
”But you can catch it. You must catch it.”
He shook his head. ”It's fate,” he muttered, bitterly resigned. ”What is written is written.”
Christine sprang to the floor, shuffled off the black gauze in almost a single movement, and seized some of her clothes.
”Quick! You shall catch your train. The clock is wrong--the clock is too soon.”
She implored him with positive desperation. She shook him and dragged him, energised in an instant by the overwhelming idea that for him to miss his train would be fatal to him--and to her also. She could and did believe in the efficacy of mascots against bullets and shrapnel and bayonets. But the traditions of a country of conscripts were ingrained in her childhood and youth, and she had not the slightest faith in the efficacy of no matter what mascot to protect from the consequences of indiscipline. And already during her short career in London she had had good reason to learn the sacredness of the leave-train. Fantastic tales she had heard of capital executions for what seemed trifling laxities--tales whispered half proudly by the army in the rooms of horrified courtesans--tales in which the remote and ruthless imagined figure of the Grand Provost-Marshal rivalled that of G.o.d himself. And, moreover, if this man fell into misfortune through her, she would eternally lose the grace of the most clement Virgin who had confided him to her and who was capable of terrible revenges. She secretly called on the Virgin. Nay, she became the Virgin. She found a miraculous strength, and furiously pulled the poor sot out of bed. The fibres of his character had been soaked away, and she mystically replaced them with her own. Intimidated and, as it were, mesmerised, he began to dress. She rushed as she was to the door.
”Marthe! Marthe!”
”Madame?” replied the fat woman in alarm.
”Run for a taxi.”
”But, madame, it is raining terribly.”
”_Je m'en fous_! Run for a taxi.”
Turning back into the room she repeated; ”The clock is too soon.” But she knew that it was not. Nearly nude, she put on a hat.
”What are you doing?” he asked.
”Do not worry. I come with you.”
She took a skirt and a jersey and then threw a cloak over everything.
He was very slow; he could find nothing; he could b.u.t.ton nothing. She helped him. But when he began to finger his leggings with the endless laces and the innumerable eyelets she s.n.a.t.c.hed them from him.
”Those--in the taxi,” she said.