Part 4 (2/2)
[The following lines, written after reading a piece in favour of snuff and tobacco, will be edifying to smokers.]
While some prefer the quid, and some the smell; There are who think that smoke doth both excel, I smile to see these votaries so misled, And think their several tastes are idly bred.
Perchance one, here and there, may virtue find, In 'bacco' fumes, when much perplexed with wind.
But sure, the human frame, frail as it is, Is not so subject to the qualms as this; Three times a day to need the burning herb, To cure the evils which so much disturb.
'Tis since the fall, an idol demon tries, By sophisms deep, to close the wise man's eyes.
While musing on the sacred word, they plead The blessing of the mind composing weed; Thus join their idol with Divinity, Whose mandate is, ”No other G.o.d but Me.”
But hear them plead their failing cause again; ”It recreates the powers to work amain, Dispels the phlegm, which on the stomach lay, And fits us for the labours of the day.”
But will not prayer, and reading recreate, Much more than smoking thus in idle state?
And exercise effect more lasting good, If they complain of undigested food I O be resolved, ye smoking sinners, do Forsake your idol, and your G.o.d pursue: Deny yourselves, and n.o.bly bear the cross, Esteeming all for Christ but dung and dross.
”At the Prayer-meeting Mr. Spence gave a short address on the subject of entire sanctification: my faith was so much encouraged, I could scarcely refrain from speaking aloud; and while on my knees I exclaimed, many times, before the Lord, 'I will believe' On my way home the words were applied, 'Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you'--At the Acomb lovefeast, I confessed that I could now give G.o.d all my heart. I did not feel any doubt in so doing, although the enemy suggested, 'you are deceived' Lord, if I am deceived, speak for Thyself; for I am determined to be Thine. Here, in Thy presence, I humbly beseech Thee to set the seal upon Thy own work.
I dare believe. Let the transaction be ratified in heaven. I am set apart for Thee.
”Newton. Having a little time to wait for the coach, I sauntered into the churchyard. The solemnity of the place suggested the following lines, while I stood and pondered.”
Still solitary place! Here silence reigns; Here griefs are hushed; none ever here complains.
Here no ambition agitates mankind, Within the limits of a vault confined, Around the whisp'ring breeze, impressive, steals, And on my listening soul instruction seals.
The solemn truth sinks deep within my breast; I, mortal now, immortal soon, shall rest.
Ended my journey, with its hopes and fears, My deep solicitudes, and silent tears.
Under some neighbouring sod, my bones will lie, And wait the summons from the flaming sky: When ocean, trembling in its briny bed, And earth, upheaving, shall restore her dead.
Roused by the voice, that heaven and earth shall shake, At that momentous period, I _must_ wake, Among my fellow clay unknown before,-- Must wake with horror, or with joy adore.
Oh, wondrous scene! most awful! most august!
Th' event is certain, and the purpose just.
The Judge's eye will pierce the inmost soul, Each hidden record of the past unroll; No word, no motive, no minuter thought Escape exposure, into judgment brought.
Oh! that these solemn truths, with equal force, Might rule my soul, throughout its earthly course; That every scene, and every hour, may give True witness then, to G.o.d alone I live!
So with the saints in glory shall I rise, To hear the welcome plaudit from the skies, ”Well done.” Unbounded love! no tongue can tell What transports then my ravished heart shall swell.
A worm! an atom! less than nothing I!
By love redeemed from death, and raised on high.
”Wrote a few lines to Miss B. concerning her soul's welfare. She is very obliging, but dest.i.tute of the 'one thing needful.'--Called upon Mrs. Farrar--we prayed together. How much happier should we live if the time, so often wasted in chit-chat, were occupied in prayer. Help me, O G.o.d, against this soul-robbing evil. I found it profitable.--The Lord is teaching me the happy lesson of telling all my heart to Him.
With respect to domestic grievances, I do not feel them to be so great a burden as formerly. My conscience feels tender, and though not always equally happy, I find prayer sweet, and the Bible my delightful study. This is Thy doing, to Thee be all the praise.--Pa.s.sing a person, who was standing at his own door, I felt prompted to speak to him about his soul. I turned back, and did so, inviting him to go to the Chapel: but, alas! I seemed as one that told an idle tale.--I took tea with Mr. T. While he was at prayer, my soul was so lifted up, I could scarcely help expressing my feelings aloud. What a heaven, is the enjoyment of G.o.d! Prayer is the life of my soul, and the delight of my heart; yet I have to mourn over my weakness in consenting to conversation, which some may think very proper; but which does not tend to edification. I want to do all for eternity.--We received a turkey and a basket of fruit from a friend. I note this, as it would appear, the Lord is resolved, we shall lose nothing by entertaining his servants;--a preacher with his wife and three children, strangers to us, having come, as they had no other place of refuge, to stay with us till Monday. 'Be not forgetful to entertain strangers, for some have entertained angels unawares.'--A very stormy day; but where Thy presence is how delightfully calm. The Lord does not leave me notwithstanding all my failings. I am nothing; I can do nothing; yet, thank G.o.d, He has turned the bent of my heart to his testimonies, and it is the delight of my soul to obey Him.--On my return from the Lord's house, I dedicated myself afresh to G.o.d; fully surrendering my soul and body, my time and talents, to His service. Praised be His name, He ratifies the surrender 'on the mean altar of my heart.' I feel the inward witness, 'Ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you.' O G.o.d, I accept Thee as my Sanctifier, my Sovereign, to govern and direct.--I have many mercies to record, among which health is not the least; but of higher value than that, are the favour and the peace of G.o.d. Lately I have experienced solid happiness in Christ, sweet access to the throne, and delight in the ways of G.o.d.
In visiting the poor, and also in acting in the capacity of prayer-leader, I have had some doubts whether I was in the path of duty. I laid the matter before G.o.d, willing to work for Him, or to be laid aside for Him. On opening my bible, just before I retired to rest, my attention was arrested by these words, 'They shall not labour in vain, nor bring forth for trouble; for they are the seed of the blessed of the Lord, and their offspring with them. And it shall come to pa.s.s, that before they call, I will answer; and whiles they are yet speaking, I will hear.' Blessed promises! They appeared very applicable.--By the midnight mail, my husband was unexpectedly called from home, on very precarious business. May he be preserved from everything injurious to his soul, however unfavourable to his health.
A day of much excitement, scarcely time for reflection; but in private it was sweet to pour out my soul before G.o.d. I am desirous to know how my husband proceeds with the business he has in hand. To know that the Lord keeps him, and gives him health, would be a cause of thanksgiving. He is in Thy hands, Thou Preserver of men, save him fully. For some weeks past, I have been reckoning myself 'dead indeed unto sin;' but the last few days my children have been very noisy; I have thus been under the necessity of speaking loud, and sometimes felt a little hasty in reproving them. This has awakened doubts of the reality of my experience. Unfold to me, O Lord, Thy truth, for to the test of Thy word, would I subject my life and practice.”
VII.
TEMPLE SERVICE.
”HOLINESS BECOMETH THINE HOUSE, O LORD, FOR EVER.”--Ps, xciii. 5.
”Be ye clean that bear the vessels of the Lord.” The command applied not only to the priest, who served at the altar, but to the Levite, to whom the charge of the sacred vessels was especially committed. The inference is, that the humblest officer in the Church of Christ ought to possess, above every other, this essential qualification, holiness.
Purity is the secret of the Church's power. Wealth, talent, learning, honour, are but instruments, which she can use; but this is her life, because it is the breath of the Spirit of G.o.d, giving vitality to her members, and energy to her action. G.o.d can use the ”weak things,” and ”the foolish,” and ”things that are despised, yea, and things that are not;” but he cannot use the things that are unclean, unless it be for purposes of shame and dishonour. When will the Church learn this lesson? And when will she adopt the divine standard of judgment, and estimate men according to their resemblance to Christ? So soon as she shakes herself from the dust, she shall go forth in the majesty of her strength, and become the admiration of the earth. Mrs. Lyth aimed at purity. She had pa.s.sed the region of shadows, and entered the unclouded light of the Divine presence; but that very light, by its intensity, only revealed more distinctly the sinfulness of her nature; and created an absorbing desire after perfect holiness: she was thus prepared by G.o.d for the service of His temple.
”1822.--In our private band-meeting, Mrs. W. mentioned a singular circ.u.mstance. Being restless during the night, and troubled with wandering of thought, she entreated the Lord to impress upon her mind that which might be profitable. She fell asleep, and in a little time awoke with the words, 'The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.' Sleeping a second time, she awoke, with 'Precious in the sight of the Lord, is the death of his saints.'
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