Part 31 (2/2)
So Bradley wasn't going to be walking in on us any time soon. Good.
”Speaking of therapy, Doctor, I think you owe me a little more information about what you're doing.”
He nodded and took a swallow from his gla.s.s. ”Beginning, I suppose, with what exactly Rik is suffering from?”
”That would be nice,” I said, vaguely surprised at how civil I was being.
Somehow, the sight of Lanton huddled miserably with his liquor had taken all the starch out of my fire-and-brimstone mood. Alana was clearly having a bad effect on me.
”Okay. Well, first and foremost, he is not in any way dangerous, either to himself or other people. He has no tendencies even remotely suicidal or homicidal.
He's simply... permanently disoriented, I suppose, is one way to think of it. His personality seems to slide around in strange ways, generating odd fluctuations in behavior and perception.”
Explaining psychiatric concepts in layman's terms obviously wasn't Lanton's forte. ”You mean he's schizophrenic? Or paranoid?” I added, remembering our launch-field conversation.
”Yes and no. He shows some of the symptoms of both-along with those of five or six other maladies-but he doesn't demonstrate the proper biochemical syndrome for any known mental disease. He's a fascinating, scientifically annoying anomaly. I've got whole bubble-packs of data on him, taken over the past five years, and I'm convinced I'm teetering on the edge of a breakthrough. But I've already exhausted all the standard ways of probing a patient's subconscious, and I had to come up with something new.” He gestured around him. ”This is it.”
”This is what? A new form of shock therapy?”
”No, no-you're missing the point. I'm studying Rik's cascade images.”
I stared at him for a long moment. Then, getting to my feet, I went to the autobar and drew myself a lager. ”With all due respect,” I said as I sat down again, ”I think you're out of your mind. First of all, the images aren't a product of the deep subconscious or whatever; they're reflections of universes that might have been.”
”Perhaps. There is some argument about that.” He held up a hand as I started to object. ”But either way, you have to admit that your conscious or unconscious mind must have an influence on them. Invariably, the images that appear show the results of major decisions or events in one's life; never the plethora of insignificant choices we all make. Whether the subconscious is choosing among actual images or generating them by itself, it is involved with them and therefore can be studied through them.”
He seemed to settle slightly in his chair, and I got the feeling this wasn't the first time he'd made that speech. ”Even if I grant you all that,” I said, ”which I'm not sure I do, I think you're running an incredibly stupid risk that the cascade point effects will give Bradley a shove right over the edge. They're hard enough on those of us who haven't got psychological problems-what am I telling you this for? You saw what it was like, d.a.m.n it. The last thing I want on my s.h.i.+p is someone who's going to need either complete sedation or a restraint couch all the way to Taimyr!”
I stopped short, suddenly aware that my volume had been steadily increasing.
”Sorry,” I muttered, draining half of my lager. ”Like I said, cascade points are hard on all of us.”
He frowned. ”What do you mean? You were asleep with everyone else, weren't you?”
”Somebody's got to be awake to handle the maneuver,” I said.
”But... I thought there were autopilots for cascade points now.”
”Sure-the Aker-Ming Autotorque. But they cost nearly twenty-two thousand apiece and have to be replaced every hundred cascade points or so. The big liners and freighters can afford luxuries like that; tramp starmers can't.”
”I'm sorry-I didn't know.” His expression suggested he was also sorry he hadn't investigated the matter more thoroughly before booking aboard the Dancer.
I'd seen that look on people before, and I always hated it. ”Don't worry; you're perfectly safe. The manual method's been used for nearly two centuries, and my crew and I know what we're doing.”
His mind was obviously still a half kilometer back. ”But how can it be that expensive? I mean, Ming metal's an exotic alloy, sure, but it's only selenium with a little bit of rhenium, after all. You can buy psy-test equipment with Ming-metal parts for a fraction of the cost you quoted.”
”And we've got an entire box made of the stuff in our number one cargo hold,” I countered. ”But making a consistent-property rotation gauge is a good deal harder than rolling sheets or whatever. Anyway, you're evading my question. What are you going to do if Bradley can't take the strain?”
He shrugged, but I could see he didn't take the possibility seriously. ”If worst comes to worst, I suppose I could let him sleep while I stayed awake to observe his images. They do show up even in your sleep, don't they?”
”So I've heard.” I didn't add that I'd feel like a voyeur doing something like that. Psychiatrists, accustomed to poking into other people's minds, clearly had different standards than I did.”Good. Though that would add another variable,” he added thoughtfully.
”Well... I think Rik can handle it. We'll do it conscious as long as we can.”
”And what's going to be your clue that he's not handling it? The first time he tries to strangle one of his images? Or maybe when he goes catatonic?”
He gave me an irritated look. ”Captain, I am a psychiatrist. I'm perfectly capable of reading my patient and picking up any signs of trouble before they become serious. Rik is going to be all right; let's just leave it at that.”
I had no intention of leaving it at that; but just then two more of the pa.s.sengers wandered into the lounge, so I nodded to Lanton and left. We had five days before the next cascade point, and there would be other opportunities in that time to discuss the issue. If necessary, I would manufacture them.
Alana had only negatives for me when I got back to the bridge. ”The astrogate's clean,” she told me. ”I've pulled a hard copy of the program to check, but the odds that a glitch developed that just happened to look reasonable enough to fool the diagnostic are essentially nil.” She waved at the long gyroscope needle above us. ”Computer further says the vacuum in the gyro chamber stayed hard throughout the maneuver and that there was no malfunction of the mag-bearing fields.”
So the gyroscope hadn't been jinxed by friction into giving a false reading.
Combined with the results on the astrogate program, that left d.a.m.n few places to look. ”Has Wilkinson checked in?”
”Yes, and I've got him testing the s.h.i.+eld for breaks.”
”Good. I'll go down and give him a hand. Have you had time to check out our current course?”
”Not in detail, but the settings look all right to me.”
”They did to me, too, but if there's any chance the computer's developed problems we can't take anything for granted. I don't want to be in the wrong position when it's time for the next point.”
”Yeah. Well, Pascal's due up here in ten minutes. I guess the astrogate deep- check can wait until then. What did you find out from Lanton?”
With an effort I switched gears. ”According to him, Bradley's not going to be any trouble. He sounds more neurotic than psychotic, from Lanton's description, at least at the moment. Unfortunately, Lanton's got this great plan to use cascade images as a research tool, and intends to keep Bradley awake through every point between here and Taimyr.”
”He what? I don't suppose he's bothered to consider what that might do to Bradley's problems?”
”That's what I wanted to know. I never did get an acceptable answer.” I moved to the bridge door, poked the release. ”Don't worry, we'll pound some sense into him before the next point. See you later.”
Wilkinson and Sarojis were both in the number one hold when I arrived, Sarojis offering minor a.s.sistance and lots of suggestions as Wilkinson crawled over the s.h.i.+mmery metal box that took up the forward third of the narrow s.p.a.ce.
Looking down at me as I threaded my way between the other boxes cramming the hold, he shook his head. ”Nothing wrong here, Cap'n,” he said. ”The s.h.i.+elds structurally sound; there's no way the Ming metal inside could affect our configuration.”
”No chance of hairline cracks?” I asked.
He held up the detector he'd been using. ”I'm checking, but nothing that small would do anything.”
I nodded acknowledgement and spent a moment frowning at the box. Ming metal had a number of unique properties inside cascade points, properties that made it both a blessing and a curse to those of us who had to fly with it. Its unique blessing, of course, was that its electrical, magnetic, and thermodynamic properties were affected only by the absolute angle the s.h.i.+p rotated through, and not by any of the hundred or so other variables in a given cascade maneuver. It was this predictability that finally had made it possible for a cascade point autodrive mechanism to be developed. Of more concern to smaller s.h.i.+ps like mine, though, was that Ming metal drastically changed a s.h.i.+p's ”configuration”-the size, shape, velocity profile, and so on from which the relation between rotation angle and distance traveled on a given maneuver could be computed. Fortunately, the effect was somewhat a.n.a.logous to air resistance, in that if one piece of Ming metal were completely enclosed in another, only the outer container's shape, size, and ma.s.s would affect the configuration. Hence, the s.h.i.+eld. But if it hadn't been breached, then the cargo inside it couldn't have fouled us up.... ”What are the chances,” I asked Wilkinson, ”that one of these other boxes contains Ming metal?”
”Without listing it on the manifest?” Sarojis piped up indignantly. He was a dark, intense little man who always seemed loudly astonished whenever anyone did anything either unjust or stupid. Most everyone on the Dancer OD'd periodically on his chatter and spent every third day or so avoiding him. Alana and Wilkinson were the only exceptions I knew of, and even Alana got tired of him every so often. ”They couldn't do that,” Sarojis continued before I could respond.
”We could sue them into bankruptcy.”
”Only if we make it to Taimyr,” I said briefly, my eyes on Wilkinson.
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