Part 13 (2/2)
Mr. Brock shook his head.
”I am glad you have come to that conclusion,” he said. ”But I wish you had reached it in some other way.”
Midwinter started pa.s.sionately to his feet, and, seizing on the pages of the ma.n.u.script with both hands, flung them into the empty fireplace.
”For G.o.d's sake let me burn it!” he exclaimed. ”As long as there is a page left, I shall read it. And, as long as I read it, my father gets the better of me, in spite of myself!”
Mr. Brock pointed to the match-box. In another moment the confession was in flames. When the fire had consumed the last morsel of paper, Midwinter drew a deep breath of relief.
”I may say, like Macbeth: 'Why, so, being gone, I am a man again!'”
he broke out with a feverish gayety. ”You look fatigued, sir; and no wonder,” he added, in a lower tone. ”I have kept you too long from your rest--I will keep you no longer. Depend on my remembering what you have told me; depend on my standing between Allan and any enemy, man or woman, who comes near him. Thank you, Mr. Brock; a thousand thousand times, thank you! I came into this room the most wretched of living men; I can leave it now as happy as the birds that are singing outside!”
As he turned to the door, the rays of the rising sun streamed through the window, and touched the heap of ashes lying black in the black fireplace. The sensitive imagination of Midwinter kindled instantly at the sight.
”Look!” he said, joyously. ”The promise of the Future s.h.i.+ning over the ashes of the Past!”
An inexplicable pity for the man, at the moment of his life when he needed pity least, stole over the rector's heart when the door had closed, and he was left by himself again.
”Poor fellow!” he said, with an uneasy surprise at his own compa.s.sionate impulse. ”Poor fellow!”
III. DAY AND NIGHT
The morning hours had pa.s.sed; the noon had come and gone; and Mr. Brock had started on the first stage of his journey home.
After parting from the rector in Douglas Harbor, the two young men had returned to Castletown, and had there separated at the hotel door, Allan walking down to the waterside to look after his yacht, and Midwinter entering the house to get the rest that he needed after a sleepless night.
He darkened his room; he closed his eyes, but no sleep came to him.
On this first day of the rector's absence, his sensitive nature extravagantly exaggerated the responsibility which he now held in trust for Mr. Brock. A nervous dread of leaving Allan by himself, even for a few hours only, kept him waking and doubting, until it became a relief rather than a hards.h.i.+p to rise from the bed again, and, following in Allan's footsteps, to take the way to the waterside which led to the yacht.
The repairs of the little vessel were nearly completed. It was a breezy, cheerful day; the land was bright, the water was blue, the quick waves leaped crisply in the suns.h.i.+ne, the men were singing at their work.
Descending to the cabin, Midwinter discovered his friend busily occupied in attempting to set the place to rights. Habitually the least systematic of mortals, Allan now and then awoke to an overwhelming sense of the advantages of order, and on such occasions a perfect frenzy of tidiness possessed him. He was down on his knees, hotly and wildly at work, when Midwinter looked in on him; and was fast reducing the neat little world of the cabin to its original elements of chaos, with a misdirected energy wonderful to see.
”Here's a mess!” said Allan, rising composedly on the horizon of his own acc.u.mulated litter. ”Do you know, my dear fellow, I begin to wish I had let well alone!”
Midwinter smiled, and came to his friend's a.s.sistance with the natural neat-handedness of a sailor.
The first object that he encountered was Allan's dressing-case, turned upside down, with half the contents scattered on the floor, and with a duster and a hearth-broom lying among them. Replacing the various objects which formed the furniture of the dressing-case one by one, Midwinter lighted unexpectedly on a miniature portrait, of the old-fas.h.i.+oned oval form, primly framed in a setting of small diamonds.
”You don't seem to set much value on this,” he said. ”What is it?”
Allan bent over him, and looked at the miniature. ”It belonged to my mother,” he answered; ”and I set the greatest value on it. It is a portrait of my father.”
Midwinter put the miniature abruptly, into Allan's hands, and withdrew to the opposite side of the cabin.
”You know best where the things ought to be put in your own dressing-case,” he said, keeping his back turned on Allan. ”I'll make the place tidy on this side of the cabin, and you shall make the place tidy on the other.”
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