Part 13 (1/2)
”Certainly. I saw, as she approached me, that she moved very gracefully, that she had a beautiful figure, and that she was a little over the middle height. I noticed, when she asked me the way to Mrs. Armadale's house, that her manner was the manner of a lady, and that the tone of her voice was remarkably soft and winning. Lastly, I remembered afterward that she wore a thick black veil, a black bonnet, a black silk dress, and a red Paisley shawl. I feel all the importance of your possessing some better means of identifying her than I can give you. But unhappily--”
He stopped. Midwinter was leaning eagerly across the table, and Midwinter's hand was laid suddenly on his arm.
”Is it possible that you know the woman?” asked Mr. Brock, surprised at the sudden change in his manner.
”No.”
”What have I said, then, that has startled you so?”
”Do you remember the woman who threw herself from the river steamer?”
asked the other--”the woman who caused that succession of deaths which opened Allan Armadale's way to the Thorpe Ambrose estate?”
”I remember the description of her in the police report,” answered the rector.
”_That_ woman,” pursued Midwinter, ”moved gracefully, and had a beautiful figure. _That_ woman wore a black veil, a black bonnet, a black silk gown, and a red Paisley shawl--” He stopped, released his hold of Mr. Brock's arm, and abruptly resumed his chair. ”Can it be the same?” he said to himself in a whisper. ”_Is_ there a fatality that follows men in the dark? And is it following _us_ in that woman's footsteps?”
If the conjecture was right, the one event in the past which had appeared to be entirely disconnected with the events that had preceded it was, on the contrary, the one missing link which made the chain complete. Mr. Brock's comfortable common sense instinctively denied that startling conclusion. He looked at Midwinter with a compa.s.sionate smile.
”My young friend,” he said, kindly, ”have you cleared your mind of all superst.i.tion as completely as you think? Is what you have just said worthy of the better resolution at which you arrived last night?”
Midwinter's head drooped on his breast; the color rushed back over his face; he sighed bitterly.
”You are beginning to doubt my sincerity,” he said. ”I can't blame you.”
”I believe in your sincerity as firmly as ever,” answered Mr. Brock. ”I only doubt whether you have fortified the weak places in your nature as strongly as you yourself suppose. Many a man has lost the battle against himself far oftener than you have lost it yet, and has nevertheless won his victory in the end. I don't blame you, I don't distrust you. I only notice what has happened, to put you on your guard against yourself.
Come! come! Let your own better sense help you; and you will agree with me that there is really no evidence to justify the suspicion that the woman whom I met in Somersets.h.i.+re, and the woman who attempted suicide in London, are one and the same. Need an old man like me remind a young man like you that there are thousands of women in England with beautiful figures--thousands of women who are quietly dressed in black silk gowns and red Paisley shawls?”
Midwinter caught eagerly at the suggestion; too eagerly, as it might have occurred to a harder critic on humanity than Mr. Brock.
”You are quite right, sir,” he said, ”and I am quite wrong. Tens of thousands of women answer the description, as you say. I have been wasting time on my own idle fancies, when I ought to have been carefully gathering up facts. If this woman ever attempts to find her way to Allan, I must be prepared to stop her.” He began searching restlessly among the ma.n.u.script leaves scattered about the table, paused over one of the pages, and examined it attentively. ”This helps me to something positive,” he went on; ”this helps me to a knowledge of her age. She was twelve at the time of Mrs. Armadale's marriage; add a year, and bring her to thirteen; add Allan's age (twenty-two), and we make her a woman of five-and-thirty at the present time. I know her age; and I know that she has her own reasons for being silent about her married life. This is something gained at the outset, and it may lead, in time, to something more.” He looked up brightly again at Mr. Brock. ”Am I in the right way now, sir? Am I doing my best to profit by the caution which you have kindly given me?”
”You are vindicating your own better sense,” answered the rector, encouraging him to trample down his own imagination, with an Englishman's ready distrust of the n.o.blest of the human faculties. ”You are paving the way for your own happier life.”
”Am I?” said the other, thoughtfully.
He searched among the papers once more, and stopped at another of the scattered pages.
”The s.h.i.+p!” he exclaimed, suddenly, his color changing again, and his manner altering on the instant.
”What s.h.i.+p?” asked the rector.
”The s.h.i.+p in which the deed was done,” Midwinter answered, with the first signs of impatience that he had shown yet. ”The s.h.i.+p in which my father's murderous hand turned the lock of the cabin door.”
”What of it?” said Mr. Brock.
He appeared not to hear the question; his eyes remained fixed intently on the page that he was reading.
”A French vessel, employed in the timber trade,” he said, still speaking to himself--”a French vessel, named _La Grace de Dieu_. If my father's belief had been the right belief--if the fatality had been following me, step by step, from my father's grave, in one or other of my voyages, I should have fallen in with that s.h.i.+p.” He looked up again at Mr. Brock.
”I am quite sure about it now,” he said. ”Those women are two, and not one.”