Chapter 518 - If You Are Healed, Will I Still Be the Only One in Your Heart? (2/2)

“I admit that you’re nice to me, but is it based on our love or s.e.xual partners.h.i.+p? Ever since we had our first time, I’ve been having a strong feeling that you are paying very great attention to s.e.x. You even only care about your own feelings. You never consider my feelings. Seriously, you are a person with such strong needs. If you weren’t ill, would you have been single over the past seven years? If you were healthy, would I ever have had a chance to be with you?” The more Luosang said, the more she wanted to cry. “I just offered you a chance, yet you refused to admit it. Are you feeling guilty?”

Nian Junting didn’t know how to explain. He didn’t admit it because he was too ashamed to. He thought that she didn’t have any proof, so if he denied it, his body reacting to her was the best proof to prove that he was healthy. He didn’t know that she had secretly found out about everything.

“Alright, I admit it. What Leng Shuangwei said is true. I’ve done many tests, and I’m still ill. At first, the doctor said that I might have a psychological shadow, as I was single for so long because of the treatment, and that I was just unconfident. When you gave me a sponge bath and accidentally…”

Nian Junting tried very hard to organize his language. The secret had been uncovered so suddenly, that he even stuttered a little. “If that was the reason why I started a relations.h.i.+p with you, I would have asked you to stay back when you were taking care of me, instead of waiting until we met each other again…”

Luosang interrupted him, “When we met again, you thought I was pursuing you and playing hard-to-get. When I was taking care of you, you didn’t get the time to do an overall checkup, did you? Because your spine was injured. At that time, you didn’t know that your body only reacted to me. You thought you had recovered, didn’t you?”

Nian Junting opened his mouth wide. He didn’t know what to say, as he had thought that way back then.

His silence made Luosang’s heart sink. “Junting, did you propose to me because your body only responds to me? Or was that the main reason? If you are healed someday, will I still be the only one in your heart?”

Nian Xi wanted to be the only one in Ji Chuan’s heart and to marry him for love. Luosang wanted the same thing. No matter how rich and capable and handsome Nian Junting was, she wouldn’t want to be with him unless he loved her with all his heart. The more she loved him, the more she cared about whether he loved her back.

“Luosang, am I such an irresponsible man in your eyes?” Nian Junting said through clenched teeth.

“I know that you are a very responsible man. You proposed to me, and you spent so much money on a ring. I made your company lose a giant sum of money, yet you didn’t even frown over it. No one ever treated me as well as you did. But, I’m afraid. I’m afraid that one day, another woman will show up to heal your illness, and then I will no longer be the only person in your love life.” Luosang closed her eyes to erase that sobbing tone from her voice, then continued, “Maybe even you don’t know how you really feel.”

Nian Junting hurriedly said, “Yes, I know. I can tell the difference.”

“Then let me ask you a question. If your body didn’t respond to me but did to another woman, would you still marry me?” asked Luosang.

Nian Junting was puzzled for a second, then said, “That question isn’t logical.”

Lusoang gripped her phone and said, “Answer my question.”

Nian Junting didn’t know how to answer, maybe because he had never thought about it. He had lots of thoughts in his head now.