Chapter 518 - If You Are Healed, Will I Still Be the Only One in Your Heart? (1/2)

Translator: Nyoi-Bo Studio Editor: Nyoi-Bo Studio

Luosang was surprised. She hadn’t expected him to figure out so soon that Leng Shuangwei had talked to her. She was planning to go back to Xia City and solve this problem after New Year’s, but since he had asked, she decided to tell him now. “Do you really want me to say it out loud? Don’t blame me if you feel awkward about what I’m going to say,” she said.

“I am a decent man. What is there to be awkward about?” Nian Junting said. He thought for a second and realized that as a man, there was only one thing that he never wanted to mention. However, that secret was well kept, so Leng Shuangwei couldn’t possibly have found out about it.

“You had been having s.e.xual dysfunction before you met me, right?” Luosang asked in a gentle voice. “When you were in the army, that part of your body was injured during a mission.”

Nian Junting was stunned. At this very moment, he felt exactly the same as when the doctor had told him that that part of his body had a problem after he had been sent to the hospital for a checkup after his injury. He was overwhelmed with a complicated feeling that included embarra.s.sment and helplessness. He took a long while to calm himself down, then started feeling upset. “Is that why you left me? You dislike and despise me for that reason?”

Luosang gave a bitter smile. How could she possibly dislike him for that? Even if he was really ill, she wouldn’t care. What she cared about was if he truly loved her or not.

As she stayed silent, Nian Junting panicked. He denied it automatically. “Don’t listen to Leng Shuangwei. I broke up with her seven or eight years ago, so how could she possibly know all that? She’s trying to tear us apart.”

Luosang was disappointed. “You’re still ill,” she continued.

“Nonsense. You know how good I am. It’s you who said that my one time is as good as the others’ seven times. And you said that I always make you tired,” Nian Junting refuted loudly, as if he were trying to persuade both her and himself.

“That’s because your body only responds to me.” Luosang laughed bitterly. “You have a psychological problem.”

“Ha, that’s even more ridiculous. How can I have such a weird illness?” Nian Junting forced himself to laugh.

“I found all the relevant medical records in storage. The latest test was done before we went to Australia. You still had doubts about your condition then, and the test results from the hospital said that you haven’t healed. However, you can do it with me. Nian Junting, how long were you gonna keep this secret from me?”

Nian Junting felt as if he had been stripped naked and seen through. Even being physically stripped would be less embarra.s.sing, at least for a man. As a proud man, he saw his illness as a flaw in his life. He hid those records in the deepest corner, yet she still found them. How had Leng Shuangwei known about all this? Only his parents, Xiao Si, and Doctor Han knew about his illness. Even Nian Xi and Steward Wu didn’t know. His parents couldn’t possibly have told Leng Shuangwei about it, and Doctor Han didn’t even know Leng Shuangwei. So… Xiao Si…

“Junting, I think you should think about this carefully. Are you really in love with me? Or… are you with me because… your body responds only to me.” Luosang stood in the snowfield. Snowflakes fell on her face and made her heart feel cold.

“Am I such a shallow person?” Nian Junting once again refuted loudly, “Don’t you see how I have been treating you?”