Part 45 (1/2)
”Why, of course not,” he replied, and a frightened look came for the first time into his blue eyes. He turned and faced me.
”Of course not,” he repeated, his eyes still devouring mine; ”but Westenra cares for n.o.body, I never saw a girl less of a flirt in the whole course of my life. It is not to be supposed that such a very pretty girl should not have men fall in love with her, but that is neither here nor there.”
”You ask her yourself,” said the d.u.c.h.ess; ”I think from your face that you seem a very honest good sort of man; you are a publisher, are you not?”
”Yes, Madam, I publish books, bright, entertaining books too.”
”I repeat that you seem a very honest upright sort of man, who sincerely loves my young friend, and honestly wishes to do his best for her, but I think you will find that there is more behind the scenes than you are aware of, and, in short, that Westenra ought to tell you the truth. Tell him the truth now, Westenra.”
”Yes, tell me now, Westenra,” he said; ”tell me the truth;” and he faced me once more, and I forced myself to look into his eyes.
”I know you don't love me just yet,” he continued, ”but it will come some day.”
”I will do my very best to love you,” I answered; ”I will try to be a good wife to you, Albert.”
”Ay, ay--how sweetly you say those words. May I hold your hand?”
I gave him my hand--he held it as he always did hold it, as if it were something very precious and sacred, letting it lie in his palm, and looking down at it as if it were a sort of white wonder to him.
”But ask her the question,” said her Grace, and then I glanced at the d.u.c.h.ess and saw that her cheeks were pink with excitement, and her eyes s.h.i.+ning; ”ask her that straight, straight question on which all your happiness depends, Mr. Fanning.”
”I will, your Grace. You do not love me, Westenra, but you will try to be a good wife to me, and you will try to love me, that is, in the future. There is no one else whom you love now, is there? I know, of course, what your reply will be, darling, and it is a hard question to ask of you, as though I doubted you. There is no one, is there, Westenra? Speak, little girl, don't be afraid, there is no one?”
”But there is,” I faltered. I covered my face for a moment, then I checked back my tears and looked at him as steadily as he had looked at me.
”There is another,” he repeated, ”and you--you love him? Who is he?”
”I won't tell you his name. I shall get over it. I could not help myself--I promised to marry you, but I never said that I could love you, for I don't--not now at least, and there is another, but I will never see him again. It won't make any difference to you, Albert.”
”Yes, but it will,” he said, ”all the difference on earth.” He dropped my hand as though it hurt him. He turned and faced the d.u.c.h.ess.
”I suppose you are talking of Mr. Randolph. I quite understand, he belongs to the set in which she was born, but he deserted her when she wanted him most. It can scarcely be that she cares for him. There, I don't want either of you to tell me his name just now. I have heard enough for the present.”
He strode out of the room, slamming the door behind him.
CHAPTER x.x.xI
THE END CROWNS ALL
”I have done it now,” said the d.u.c.h.ess, ”G.o.d knows what will be the consequence, but I have at least delivered my soul.”
She had scarcely uttered the words before Albert Fanning strode back into the room. He was not the least awkward now, he looked quite manly and dignified.
”Will you oblige me,” he said, looking straight at the d.u.c.h.ess, ”by giving me the address of Mr. James Randolph?”
”You are not going to do anything,” I cried, springing up, ”oh, you are not going to say anything? This has been forced out of me, and I have not mentioned any one's name.”
”I will do nothing to hurt you, dear,” he said very gently, and he looked at me again, and putting his hand on mine forced me quietly back into my seat. Then he turned to the d.u.c.h.ess, waiting for her to give him what he required.
Her face was very white, and her lips tremulous. She tore a sheet out of her little gold-mounted note-book, which always hung at her side, scribbled a few words on it, and handed it to him.