Part 50 (2/2)
”She is the most wonderful woman I have ever met,” was her answer, enthusiastic and characteristically feminine. ”I admire her. I am almost her slave.”
The frequency of Cornelia's visits to the palace on following days seemed to prove that the admiration was not unreciprocated. Indeed, Monime and Berenice grew jealous of the queen for stealing their new friend from them.
Chapter XXI
How Ulamhala's Words Came True
I
The sentries were going their rounds; the camp-fires were burning low.
Over on the western hills bounding the Thessalian plain-land lingered the last bars of light. It was oppressively warm, and man and beast were utterly fatigued. Quintus Drusus stripped off his armour, and flung himself on the turf inside his tattered leather tent. Vast had been the changes eighteen months of campaigning had made in him. He had fought in Italy, in Spain, in the long blockade of the Pompeians at Dyrrachium. He had learned the art of war in no gentle school. He had ceased even so much as to grumble inwardly at the hards.h.i.+ps endured by the hard-pressed Caesarian army. The campaign was not going well. Pompeius had broken through the blockade; and now the two armies had been executing tedious manoeuvres, fencing for a vantage-ground before joining pitched battle.
Drusus was exceedingly weary. The events of the past two years,--loves, hates, pleasures, perils, battles,--all coursed through his mind; the fairest and most hideous of things were blended into buzzing confusion; and out of that confusion came a dull consciousness that he, Quintus Drusus, was thoroughly weary of everything and anything--was heavy of heart, was consumed with hatred, was chafing against a hundred barriers of time, s.p.a.ce, and circ.u.mstance, and was utterly impotent to contend against them.
The Imperator--how he loved and adored him! Through all the campaigning nothing could seem to break the strength of that nervous, agile, finely strung physique. Sleeping in carriages or litters; ever moving; dictating continually books and letters to a secretary if for an hour there was a halt; dictating even while on horseback, in fact, and composing two letters at the same time; riding the most ungovernable horses fearlessly and without a fall; galloping at full speed with his hands clasped behind his back,--these were the mere external traits that made him wonderful among men. Worthy of all praise was the discipline by which the Imperator had held his troops to him by bonds firmer than iron; neither noticing all petty transgressions, nor punis.h.i.+ng according to a rigid rule; swift and sure to apprehend mutineers and deserters; certain to relax the tight bands of discipline after a hard-fought battle with the genial remark that ”his soldiers fought none the worse for being well oiled ”; ever treating the troops as comrades, and addressing them as ”fellow-soldiers,” as if they were but sharers with him in the honour of struggling for a single great end. Drusus had known him to ride one hundred miles a day in a light chariot without baggage, march continually at the head of his legions on foot, sharing their fatigues in the most malignant weather, swim a swollen river on a float of inflated skins, always travelling faster than the news of his coming might fly before him. Tireless, unsleeping, all providing, all accomplis.h.i.+ng, omniscient,--this was what made Drusus look upon his general as a being raised up by the Fates, to go up and down the world, destroying here and building there. The immediate future might be sombre enough, with all the military advantages falling, one after another, into Pompeius's lap; but doubt the ultimate triumph of Caesar?
The young Livian would have as readily questioned his own existence.
Some one thrust back the flaps of the tent, and called inside into the darkness:--
”Are you here, Drusus?”
”I am,” was the wearied answer. ”Is that Antonius?”
”Yes. Come out. We may as well dispose of our cold _puls_ before the moon rises, and while we can imagine it peac.o.c.ks, Lucrine oysters, or what not.”
”If sight were the only sense!” grumbled Drusus, as he pulled himself together by a considerable effort, and staggered to his feet.
Outside the tent Antonius was waiting with a helmet half full of the delectable viand, which the two friends proceeded to share together as equally as they might in the increasing darkness.
”You are over sober to-night,” said Antonius, when this scarcely elaborate meal was nearly finished.
”_Perpol!_” replied Drusus, ”have I been as a rule drunken of late? My throat hardly knows the feeling of good Falernian, it is so long since I have tasted any.”
”I doubt if there is so much as a draught of _posca_[176] in the army,” said Antonius, yawning. ”I imagine that among our friends, the Pompeians, there is plenty, and more to spare. _Mehercle_, I feel that we must storm their camp just to get something worth drinking. But I would stake my best villa that you have not been so gloomy for mere lack of victuals, unless you have just joined the Pythagoreans, and have taken a vow not to eat fish or beans.”
[176] A drink of vinegar and water very common among the soldiers.
”I do not know that I am especially gloomy to-night,” replied Drusus, a bit testily. ”I know little whereon to make merry.”
”The arrows of Amor,” hinted Antonius, ”sink deep in the soul, and the G.o.d is unfair; he shoots venomed darts; the poison ever makes the pain greater.”
”I would you could endure your own troubles,” retorted the other, ”and let me care for mine!”
”_Perpol,_ friend,” replied Antonius, ”don't be vexed! I see it is a case of your wanting little said on a sore point. Well, keep silent, I won't tease you. Doesn't Theognis declare:--
”'Caress me not with words, while far away Thy heart is absent and thy feelings stray'?[177]
[177] Elton, translator.
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