Part 51 (1/2)
And doubtless you would reverse the saying and put 'my heart' for 'thy heart.' Forgive me.”
But Drusus, now that the ice was broken, was glad to talk.
”Now, amice, I won't harbour any ill feeling. I know that you don't look at women the way I do. If you had ever fallen in love with one like Cornelia, it would have been different. As it is, you can only stare at me, and say to yourself, 'How strange a sensible fellow like Drusus should care for a girl from whom he has been parted for nearly two years!' That's why I doubt if your sympathy can be of any great solace to me.”
”Well,” said Antonius, was.h.i.+ng down his _puls_ with a draught of water from a second helmet at hand, ”I can't say that I would be full of grief two years from the day my beloved Fulvia was taken from me. But there are women of many a sort. Some are vipers to sting your breast, some are playthings, some are--what shall I call them--G.o.ddesses? no, one may not kiss Juno; flowers? they fade too early; silver and gold?
that is rubbish. I have no name for them. But believe me, Quintus, I have met this Cornelia of yours once or twice, and I believe that she is one of those women for whom my words grow weak.”
”Then you can sympathize, can feel, for me,” said Drusus, as he lay back with his head on the dark green sward.
”Yes, as a poor man who has always possessed nothing can feel for a rich merchant whose whole fortune is about to founder at sea. Do not spurn my feeble sort of pity. But do you know nothing of her, not a word, a sign? Is she alive or dead? Much less, does she still care for you?”
”Nothing!” answered Drusus, and the sense of vexation and helplessness choked his utterance. ”She vanished out of sight at Baiae, as a flash of lightning pa.s.ses away in the sky. I cannot imagine the cause of her disappearance. The pirates, indeed, might have wished to take her for ransom; but no, they bore her off with never a demand for money from any friend or relative. I have tried to trace them--the Pompeian s.h.i.+ps on every sea make it impossible. I have questioned many prisoners and spies; she is not at the Pompeian camp with her uncle. Neither can I discover that her kinsmen among the enemy themselves know where she is. And to this is added that other mystery: whither has my Aunt Fabia vanished? How much of the account of those who followed her to the river dock is to be believed--that pirates saved her from Gabinius, and then abducted her? Upon all, my clever freedman Agias is gone--gone without ever a word, though I counted him faithful as my own soul!”
”And what then do you expect?” asked Antonius, not without friendly interest.
”What can a man, who dares to look the situation in the face, expect, except something too horrible to utter?” and Drusus groaned in his agony.
”You mean--” began his friend.
”That the pirates have kept Cornelia and perhaps Fabia in their vile clutches until this hour; unless, indeed, the Fates have been merciful and they are dead! Do you wonder at my pain?”
”_Phui!_ we will not imagine any such disagreeable thing!” said Antonius, in a sickly effort to make banter at the other's fears.
”Don't speak again unless you want me your enemy,” threatened Drusus, springing up in fury. Antonius knew his own interests enough to keep quiet; besides, his friend's pain cut him to the heart, and he knew himself that Drusus's dread was justified under the circ.u.mstances.
”Do you think there will be a battle to-morrow?” demanded Drusus, after some interval of gloomy silence.
”I would to the G.o.ds it might be so,” was his answer; ”are you thirsting for blood?”
Drusus half drew his short sword, which even in camp never left the side of officer or private during that campaign.
”Thirst for blood?” he growled. ”Yes, for the lives of Lucius Lentulus, and Domitius and his accursed younger son. I am hot as an old gladiator for a chance to spill their blood! If Cornelia suffers woe unutterable, it will be they--they who brought the evil upon her!
It may not be a philosophic mood, but all the animal has risen within me, and rises more and more the longer I think upon them and on _her_.”
”Come,” said Antonius, lifting his friend by the arm, ”and let us lie down in the tent. There will be toil enough to-morrow; and we must take what rest we may.”
II
On that same night, in a very sumptuous tent, fresh from an ample dinner and a season over choice wines, the high and the mighty of Caesar's enemies were taking counsel together. No longer were they despairing, panic-stricken fugitives, driven from their native land which they had abandoned a prey to the invader. The strength of the East had gathered about them. Jews, Armenians, and Arabians were among their auxiliary forces; Asia Minor, Greece, the Archipelago, had poured out for them levies and subsidies. In the encampment were the va.s.sal kings, Deiotarus of Galatia and Ariarathes of Cappadocia, allies who would share the triumph of the victorious Pompeius.
For none could doubt that the Magnus had proved his right to be called the favoured child of Fortune. Had not Caesar been utterly defeated at Dyrrachium? Was he not now almost a fugitive in the interior of Greece,--liable at any moment to have his forces cut to pieces, and he himself to be slain, in battle like a second Catilina, or to die by the executioner's axe like another Carbo? Had not several delighted Pompeians just hastened away to Lesbos, to convey to Cornelia, the wife of the Magnus, the joyful tidings that Caesar's power was broken and the war was over?
Throughout the Pompeian camps there was feasting and revelry, soldiers trolled low songs deriding their opponents, and drank themselves stupid, celebrating in advance the return of the victorious army to Italy. Their officers were looking forward even more eagerly to their reinstatement in their old haunts and pleasures at Rome. Lucius Ahen.o.barbus, who was outside the tent of the Magnus, while his father was taking part in the conference, was busy recounting to a crony the arrangements he was making.
”I have sent a freedman back to Rome to see that my rooms are furnished and put in order. But I have told him that I need a suite near the Forum, if possible, so as to be convenient for the canva.s.s when I sue for quaestor at the next election, for it is time I began on my 'round of offices.'” (A ”round of offices” being, according to this worthy young gentleman, an inalienable right to every male scion of his family.)
Within the debate was waxing hot. Not that any one had the least doubts that the Caesarians were at their last gasp; rather it was so extremely difficult to decide how the spoils of victory were to be equitably shared, and what was almost equally important, how the hostile and the neutral were to be punished. The n.o.ble lords were busy settling amongst themselves who should be consuls for several years to come, and how the confiscated villas of the proscribed Caesarians should be divided. As to the military situation, they were all complaisance.
”There is no need for a real battle,” Pompeius was saying. ”Our superior cavalry will rout their whole army before the infantry join the attack.”