Part 26 (2/2)
Her fears did not disappear, but something bigger and more important than fear flowed into her. Her sobs stopped. She went to Joe and put her arms around his neck.
”I've been going on like a loon, Joe,” she said.
He raised his face, and looked at her, bewildered.
”Seems as though sometimes I get an overdose of feeling, and an underdose of sense.” She laughed shakily. ”We're going to a better life, Joe, and no matter what I say, I know that from the bottom of my heart.
No matter what we have to go through on the way--we'll look back at this, my darling, and have a good laugh over it, some day!”
An enormous relief came to his face. His shoulders straightened, and he took her in his arms. ”You do trust me, Emma?” he asked, huskily.
For answer, she kissed him on the lips. The kiss told him everything he needed to know.
He took up the plate of food, divided the food exactly in half and, dutifully, he and Emma finished every morsel. They each drank exactly half of the coffee, smiling tremulously at each other over the rim of the cup.
They returned to the children then.
Joe brought a bucket of water and a handful of sand from the Platte, and they scrubbed their dishes clean. Back in the wagon, Joe let the drop curtain fall, removed his mud-stained outer garments, and lay with his sons curled close on one side of the curtain while Emma joined her daughters on the other. It was the best arrangement now; the fire offered little comfort and there was no point in just standing around outside. Joe looked to his rifle, and made sure that it was within easy reach of his hand. They had seen few Indians so far and all of them had been peaceful. But they might run into hostiles.
Underneath the wagon, Mike moaned fretfully in his sleep as he dreamed of some happy hunt in which he and Tad had partic.i.p.ated. Joe felt a little easier. The dog ate his share of food and so far he had been unable to get any for himself. But he was courageous, and almost certainly he would give the alarm if anything tried to approach them in the night. Joe pulled the quilts up around his chin and settled into the warm bed.
”There was a little wagon going to Oregon,” he began.
On both sides of the curtain little pairs of ears were attentive, and eyes stared expectantly into the darkness of the wagon. Joe continued his story.
By sheer coincidence the little wagon in the story had the same number of children in it that this wagon carried. But the mules were stubborn and would not pull. Even a carrot dangled in front of their noses would not make them move. They wanted to go back to Missouri. Finally the children in the little wagon had a happy inspiration. They stood where the mules could hear them--these mules could understand children talk--and had a great argument. They wanted to go back to Missouri too.
But the mules did not know the right way. Calling good bye to the mules, and a.s.suring them that they were going to Missouri, the children started walking toward Oregon. The mules looked at each other, decided they'd been wrong, and followed the children all the way. When they got there, they liked Oregon so well that they no longer wanted to go anywhere.
On the other side of the curtain little Emma said sleepily, ”That was a nice story, Daddy.”
Little Joe yawned prodigiously and Alfred and Carlyle snuggled a bit closer to their father. Tad whispered,
”Pa.”
”Yes?”
”I'm sorry we didn't get us an antelope.”
”So am I.”
”But we'll get one, huh?”
”Sure we will. Don't talk any more now. The kids are going to sleep.”
”All right, Pa.”
Joe tried to sense whether, on the other side of the curtain, Emma still lay awake. He had a feeling that she did, but he did not want to whisper to her and risk awakening her if she was asleep. He stared at the blackness over him.
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