Part 27 (1/2)
Grandpa Seeley had told him as much as any man could tell another about going to Oregon. But no man could really know unless he tried the journey himself; how could Grandpa Seeley have forecast the rain and the sea of mud? Joe stirred uneasily. He had, in a very real sense, appointed himself the guardian of seven lives and he knew very well that those lives were now in danger. Their supplies were dangerously low and it was still an undetermined distance to Laramie. In that moment Joe wished mightily that they had never come, and he knew that, if he could, he would turn back. Now they might better go on. Laramie was certainly closer than Independence or Kearney and there was nothing for Joe at Kearney. The die was cast. They had made their choice.
The curtain rustled and Emma's hand came through, searching in the dark for her husband. Tenderly, Joe took the proffered hand, and she whispered,
”Joe, it will be all right.”
He whispered back, ”Yes, darling.”
There was silence while their hands remained clasped. Joe thought, with anguish, of all his wife had endured. No part of it had been easy for her, but nothing else was as bad as the mud. It clung to everything, found its way into every part of the wagon, and even into the food.
Normally a tidy housewife, the unconquerable mud revolted Emma's very soul.
Expressing a hope that was nothing more than a hope, he whispered with an effort at certainty, ”Things are going to get better soon, Emma.”
For answer there was only the comforting pressure of her hand.
Wind rustled the canvas cover, and Joe still stared into darkness. They were only on the first lap of their journey, with a very long way to go.
Certainly, before they ever reached Oregon, there would be more hards.h.i.+p and danger. Joe's hand still in hers, Emma fell asleep.
In the middle of the next morning, the laboring mules finally pulled the wagon onto dry ground. Joe heaved a tremendous sigh of relief, and the mules bobbed happy heads up and down and trotted. Emma turned gleeful, excited eyes on her husband. Back in the wagon, for the first time in a week, Alfred voiced childish glee.
”Is this Oregon?” he asked.
”Not quite, Ally.” Joe felt like laughing.
”Let's have us a game,” little Joe urged.
Just before they entered the mud, Carlyle had discovered a bed of small round pebbles. They were some sort of quartz, Joe didn't know just what because he had never seen them before, and when held to the light they were translucent. The youngsters had devised a fascinating game wherein, unseen by the rest, one hid a few pebbles. Then all the rest had to guess how many there were, and the one who came nearest held the pebbles next time.
Alfred asked, ”How many stones I got?”
”Six,” baby Emma guessed.
”Four,” little Joe said soberly.
”Five,” Carlyle hazarded.
”Nope.” Alfred was shaking with suppressed mirth.
”How many do you have?” Barbara asked.
”Not any!”
Alfred burst into laughter and little Joe protested seriously, ”That is not the way to play this game!”
Emma looked brightly at Joe and he smiled back. They were still a lost dot on a vast prairie and their situation had not changed materially from last night's. But they were out of the mud. They had met and defeated a slimy, vicious enemy that had done its best to drag them down, and their spirits lifted accordingly.
Emma breathed, ”This is wonderful!”
”Like riding on feathers,” Joe agreed and he called back to his daughter, ”How do you like this, Bobby?”
”Oh, it's grand!” Her voice was gay, but there was a strange undertone in it that Joe could not understand. He looked quizzically at Emma. She lowered her voice.