C28 It actually tasted like chewing wax … (2/2)
I don't know what's coming.
What I imagined did not appear. However, I also did not receive any messages or phone calls from Qing Er, who seemed to be extremely patient in testing my will, or perhaps waiting for me to take the initiative to look for her.
I made up my mind. Since it was already like this, I will face it bravely. I will reach this step sooner or later anyways. It's better to be late than early.
On the morning of the third day, I received a large, bulging envelope. When I saw the familiar handwriting on the envelope, my heart started pounding …
The letter was from Qing Er, I was extremely familiar with his handwriting.
My colleagues were all in the office, so I didn't open the envelope. After finishing what I had to do, I rushed back to the dormitory with the envelope in hand.
Closing the door to my room, I tore open the large envelope and dropped it in a scattered heap on the floor.
I could tell right away that this was Liu Yue's letter and these letters had indeed been discovered and brought away by Qing Er. After five days, during these five days, Qing Er must have carried out serious research and research …
My heart was in a mess, so I slowly squatted on the floor and picked up the envelope that was dropped on the ground. Only then did I realise that there was another letter on the ground, and another sealed letter.
I know that this is definitely a letter Qing Er has written to me, and this letter definitely contains all of the pain and sorrow Qing Er has suffered these past few days.
I picked up all the envelopes on the floor, packed them properly, and looked at the ones Qing Er had written for me from left to right, but didn't have the courage to open them. I didn't know what kind of enormous pain and pain I would feel if I were to face Qing Er upon opening them.
I lay on my bed in the dormitory, my eyes blind and weak, in a terrible mood.
Just then, my BB machine rang. I opened it to take a look and saw a message from Liu Yue: ”A Feng, I have finished accompanying you. You have safely returned to Xiejing. ”Yue Er!”
When I thought of Liu Yue, my heart suddenly surged with incomparable courage and strength. I felt that I should be brave enough to face everything, brave enough to face everything.
I sat up from the bed and took Qing Er's envelope. I opened it without hesitation and took out the letter.
However, to my surprise, there was only a single sheet of paper inside the envelope. The sheet of paper appeared to be blank, with no words on it, only a few punctuation marks:?...
At the same time, the letter was covered in water stains …
Whether it's a question mark, an exclamation mark, or an ellipsis, they're all seven chapters. I understand that this represents our seven-year love affair from high school to college.
I understand, this is the strong doubt, incomparable anger and grief that Qing Er expressed without words. The sky must have caved in at this moment, and the immense grief must have knocked her down …
Huge guilt surged in my heart. I deeply felt that I had let Qing Er down, failed him, and had no face to look back …
I know that Qing Er did not take any further measures, but she is silently bearing through all of this …
I didn't expect things to be resolved in such a way, which was greatly out of my expectations. I knew that everything between Qing Er and I had ended, and everything that had happened from high school all the way to university had vanished into thin air …
I know, I have deeply hurt Qing Er, and Qing Er will probably never contact me again. These few simple punctuation marks as well as the water stains on the letter have already told me what kind of pain and suffering Qing Er is going through …
It was over, silently, like this ….
My heart suddenly felt a huge sense of loss. The storm of rain that I had originally thought was not here, had instead welcomed Qing Er's extremely simple and speechless, almost as if it were empty, piece of paper …
I felt a sharp pain in my heart...
The following days were calm and peaceful, I was still busy every single day, and Qing Er didn't have any more information or news.
Maybe it really was over. After days of uneasiness, my mind gradually calmed down.
Just like before, Liu Yue would send me a letter every week, and every day, she would send me a message on the BB machine. They would talk about work, talk about life, talk about today, talk about tomorrow …
I couldn't believe that this matter would calm down so smoothly and so peacefully. Everything that I had expected didn't happen, and instead, it made me feel that something was wrong. I couldn't believe that the happiness between Liu Yue and I had come to this, that there would be no obstacles in my heart to fall in love with Liu Yue …
That day, I received a call from the Old Third in my dorm room. He had also graduated and stayed in school to work.
From Old Third, I finally found out news of Qing Er.
”Xu Qing has been discharged …” This is the first sentence Old Third told me.
”Ah?” ”What's wrong?” I asked.
Jiang Feng, you really aren't f * * king anything! This is the second sentence Old Third said to me, and his tone was very cold.
With that, the Old Third hung up.
I was stunned, could it be that Qing Er just left the hospital because of me?
I touched my phone and called Old Third: ”Old Third, tell me, what happened to Qing Er?”
”Nothing, Qing Er suffered from a serious illness, and everything has been cured … From today onwards, Qing Er, you have nothing to do with him. You can go back to your place. Old Third fiercely said from the other side of the phone, ”Qing Er, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with Qing Er, why is she apologizing to you? You dog, you actually hurt her like this … ”You and that old girl of yours can go die together …”