C28 It actually tasted like chewing wax … (1/2)

I did not feel that the kiss that had so captivated me was now like chewing wax.

After not seeing me for more than a month, Qing Er naturally wanted to be intimate with me for a bit longer.

My mind was churning intensely, considering if I should reveal this to Qing Er.

Qing Er's gentle and affectionate actions made it impossible for me to speak, so I gently pushed Qing Er away.

Qing Er clearly felt my coldness, but she did not give up. Instead, she nestled deeper into my embrace.

I laid there in a daze. In my mind, one moment was Liu Yue's charm and gentleness, the next moment was Qing Er's sweet kiss.

I saw Qing Er's eyes staring at me in the darkness, and it was very close to my eyes. I could clearly see the fear and unease in Qing Er's eyes …

”I haven't rested yet, and my body doesn't feel anything. Let's go to sleep early …” Seeing Qing Er's expression, I dispelled the idea of having a showdown with her at this moment. I turned around with my back facing Qing Er, and at the same time, I secretly made the decision that I must explain everything to Qing Er tomorrow.

Qing Er didn't make a sound, and just laid behind me.

I drifted off to sleep.

In my dreams, I dreamt of Liu Yue. I dreamt of Liu Yue and I walking together in the mountains shrouded in moonlight, chatting, enjoying the future together, dreaming of tomorrow together …

The next day, I woke up. Qing Er had woken up and was sitting in front of the writing desk in a daze.

I said apologetically, ”What is it? You didn't sleep well? ”

Seeing me wake up, Qing Er immediately stood up and forced a smile: ”No … ”It's nothing, I'll go cook for you …”

After a while, the meal was ready. Qing Er and I ate together silently, and as we were eating, my BB phone rang. I turned it on and saw: ”20 minutes to the city committee's entrance for an urgent interview. Liu Fei ”

”I'm not eating anymore. I have an emergency meeting!” I put down my bowl and said to Qing Er.

Qing Er put down his bowl, and looked at me silently, his eyes filled with melancholy.

I grabbed my briefcase in a flurry, mounted my bike, and headed for the city council.

Only after rushing to the city council's gate and getting on a waiting Central Bus did they know that a Big Leadership had suddenly arrived in the province. I wanted to interview him, but this leader wanted to go to the county to inspect.

After the car had left, I suddenly realized that the BB machine had forgotten to take and had been thrown into the dormitory.

I regretted my impatience, but there was nothing I could do.

Three days later, I successfully completed my interview and returned back to my dorm after reporting the script.

The dormitory was quiet, everything was as neat and tidy as ever, and my BB machine was lying safely on the pillow.

I quickly walked over and grabbed the BB machine. When I looked at it, it was off.

I hit the start button, but nothing happened, and then I realized the BB battery was dead.

I heaved a sigh of relief, there was no more electricity, good, without it Qing Er would not be able to see the information inside.

The reason why I thought this was because I didn't want the information in the BB Machine to excite Qing Er, even though I planned to leave her.

But then another thought flashed through my mind. When did the BB come without electricity? Was it just after I left or just now? If it wasn't there just now, then wouldn't Qing Er have seen the contents of the text message before he left?

My heart started to feel uneasy. I really did not want to excessively provoke Qing Er.

I lay on the bed tiredly, smelling the scent from the pillow, the scent from the shower, and immediately realized that Qing Er had washed the pillowcase after I left.

Then I realized that not only the pillowcases, but also the sheets were clean and freshly laundered.

My heart lurched, and I pulled back the mattress under the pillow to see what I kept under it.

Opening it, I was stunned, the nearly 10 letters that Liu Yue had sent me underneath the mattress had completely disappeared, one of them was gone!

My head was suddenly covered with blood. Why is the letter gone? Where was the letter?

As I held onto the soft mattress, I suddenly realised that Qing Er must have dried my mattress and washed my sheets and pillowcase after I hastily left. When he was doing this, Liu Yue's letter was exposed …

Then, the letter must have been taken away by Qing Er. Then, Qing Er must have seen all the contents of the letter.

I sat woodenly in my dorm room, my mind in a mess, looking similar to the shock these letters brought to Qing Er, and the torrential storm that was about to hit me …

Or Qing Er would go straight back to my hometown, find my parents, and bring them here to help. Then, I would wait for my father to beat me up, and my mother to cry; or Qing Er's parents would come to my unit and accuse me of being Chen Shimei …

My mind was cloudy, my mind was in a whirl, I was thinking about the storm I was about to face...

My emotions were frantic and frustrated. I could have taken the initiative to solve this problem, but now I was quite passive.