78 Against your will (2/2)
”That he finally came to your side?” Troy asked and he shook his head.
”That he's finally where he was destined to be. Being a killer is written in his destiny. This the place where he belongs and was meant to be from the start.” He said with a proud face.
”H...how are you so sure about this?” Troy asked hesitantly.
”He's my son after all.” He replied...
*At the Beach*
Meera just sat by the beach quietly for some time. She took a deep breath and walked away from it. She reached the car and told the driver to go back on his own for she wanted to be by herself. He insisted on taking her there but she refused his request and drove the car on her own. She drove to her old house where she used to live with her mother as a kid. Everything was covered in dust and the paint on the walls was shedding off. She just stayed there silently for some time. All the memories, happy and painful, flashed in front of her and she felt all those feelings again. She walked out of there at once, for she felt suffocated to be at the place where she laughed and cried the most. As far as she remembered, she was always happy to be around her mother and was the happiest with her but when Sam came, he tortured her every day in a new way, he turned her life into hell. She got into the car and drove away from that house. She stopped the car after driving for a long time and realized that she at the graveyard. She stepped out of the car and walked inside. She stopped after walking for some time and kept staring in the same direction for a long time. In front of her was her mother's grave and on each side of it was her grandfather's and her uncle's grave. She just stayed there quietly without moving even a bit, thinking about how many people she lost in this fight. It wasn't even her choice to be the person she had become now. She looked at the sky and smiled.
”You took everything from me again?” She said with a smile and was referring to what people call god.
”Why do you hate me so much? And if you do why didn't you kill me the day I was born or when that monster used to torture me all day? Why did let me live so long? Why do you kill me every single day with emotional pain? Just do it at once!” She shouted, at this point, she was completely exhausted, from fighting a war that only brought her pain and made her lose all her loved ones.
She fell on her knees and cried in pain. It was the first time she let out all her emotions. It was the first time she cried out loud. The bottle she filled with her pain was now broken for she couldn't take this pain anymore. She was keen on stopping Sam but at this point when even Noah left her, she felt weak. She couldn't see the future herself if she'll win or die.
”You gave me everything I wished for but made me forget about the one I loved the most and when I do remember him, you make him hate me.” She said and laughed with tears in her eyes.
”You took away my last reason to live, to carry on this life.” She said and lowered her head.
”They all say you decided everyone's fate, if that's true then I hate you the most for what you've decided for me. Now, even if you want me to die I'll do the exact opposite. I'll go against your will.” She said and wipes away her tears, looked up at the sky again.
Her eyes were dark for they were now filled with only hate. Kindness, love, friendship, all these feelings died inside her. She stood up and walked away and decided to end this all at once now...