Part 43 (1/2)
He could not keep away the dread remorse that haunted him. All the sophistry in the world could not veil the sin he had committed against the helpless, unoffending infant, the melancholy legacy of his ill-starred Mary. True, he had a strange facility of suppressing deadly memories by the aspirations of some new ambition; but there were times when, like our fallen parents at noon-day in the garden, he ”heard the voice of G.o.d,” and was ”afraid.”
But all the remorse, all the repentance in the world, could not compel the sea to ”give up her dead;” and, if the strict performance of his duty to his family and his country could have made atonement for his early crime, G.o.d would have had compa.s.sion on the sinner. But G.o.d requires another kind of repentance, another atonement, than that existing between man and his brother. The thief on the cross was justified and pardoned at the last moment; but albeit the justification and the atonement sufficed to save, he acknowledged the justice of this world's condemnation.
There was nothing of this in all Sir John Manvers's regrets for the past. He trembled at the warning voice that pierced the worldly din surrounding him, or disturbed the repose he sought; but he did not say with David, ”Against Thee only have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight.”
And so it is ever with sin prosperous; there may be warnings, there may be misgivings, there may be heavy regrets for the ill we have done our neighbour; but there is not that depth of remorse which bids us cast ourselves before G.o.d for pardon and for grace to ”lead a new life.”
Still, long a.s.sociation with an amiable woman and an innocent family had softened the heart of Sir John Manvers, and he would have given worlds that he had never been tempted.
The command at the Cape of Good Hope was offered to him soon after the loss of the _Trafalgar_; his acceptance of it was requested as a favour, since every one knew it was eventually designed for Sir Adrian Fairfax, then absent in India. Change of any kind was agreeable to Sir John, who was weary of a country gentleman's life at home, and whose finances would be advantageously recruited by a measure which would lead to something better. He parted from his family with the less regret, that, on obtaining a better appointment, they were to join him.
But when Mr Daveney presented himself before this proud General, with the information that the wretched prodigal was not only alive, but would ere long be brought forth to be tried for his life as a traitor, Sir John Manvers beheld the truth in all its hideous nakedness.
”Better, oh better, had the sea engulfed him!” exclaimed the sinful father, in the solitude of his tent, ”than that my hand should sign his death-warrant.”
Sir John Manvers uttered these words as he heard the sentry again challenge some invader of his privacy. He re-seated himself in his easy-chair, tried to quell the anguished thoughts that surged within his breast, and turned, with apparent calmness, to his aide-de-camp, who, putting aside the canvas screen, stepped into the General's presence, and laid before him a packet of letters brought in by another express.
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE.
CONCLUSION.
It was a bright autumn day in Kafirland. Eleanor was borne out into the garden. They laid her on a couch on the sunny side of the cottage; the lime-trees and acacias met over her head. May had shaped them into a bower; they were the remains of a grove planted on the spot by some poor colonist, who had been long since driven by the savage from his homestead. The cheek of the invalid had resumed its marble hue, the eyes shone less brightly, the fever had abated.
The morning was delicious,--it reminded one of June in England; the canaries were singing their last summer melodies, and the swallows trilled their farewell lays to Kafirland. Below the willow bank, the stream murmured with a sound that pleased the ear and refreshed the senses.
Eleanor had been told by her father that her husband had again eluded justice. By a tacit agreement, the convict's name was never referred to. All hoped alike that he would never more occupy a prominent position in the world, and the patient wife, daily praying for strength to support her in her trials, daily grew more resigned.
She longed to get away to some quiet nook, and be at rest.
She leaned on her mother's bosom--Mrs Daveney was devoted to this sad daughter now. A faint colour tinged the sufferer's wan cheek, the soft air lifted the dark braids from the temples: how tense they were! What a picture of desolation she presented--that young, intelligent, graceful, desolate being!
Mr Trail was reading, His wife working, the little Trails were watching the antics of May, who was dancing for their amus.e.m.e.nt, after making herds of clay oxen for them. Marion and Ormsby were walking up and down, talking earnestly, for both had grown more serious of late; and Mr Daveney was superintending the irrigation of his garden, when the quietude of the party was disturbed by a message summoning Mr Trail to his cottage, which, it will be remembered, was only separated by a lane from the Daveneys' home.
Presently there was a clatter of arms, and the steady tread of soldiers; then the guard pa.s.sed by--it soon re-appeared, bringing with them the young prisoner Gray.
Mr Trail walked by his side. The party pa.s.sed close to the garden fence--Gray, though handcuffed, contrived to salute the compa.s.sionate people, who had in many ways softened the miseries of his confinement.
On the afternoon of that day, it was understood that the evidence on the court-martial was entirely against him--that his showing himself to the troops was p.r.o.nounced the effect of terror and panic, and that it was proved he had lived for months among the Kafirs and Boers, trafficking in gunpowder with the former, and a.s.sisting the latter in their preparations for treking and for war. There was little time given for the defence. The accused could only affirm on oath that he had constantly remonstrated with Lyle on the course they were both pursuing, while, on the other hand, a Dutch prisoner related Gray's reply to his fellow-convict, when the latter desired him to ”do his duty.”
Poor Gray also admitted that he might have made an effort to remain with Vanbloem, when the latter fell to the rear with his wife, but he also urged, that by doing so he might have involved the young Dutchman in serious trouble. In short, he had no sound ground or defence to present, and the court-martial closed, after sitting four days. The finding was approved, and the sentence ere long promulgated. The poor youth was condemned to be shot as a deserter and a rebel.
Mr Trail was with him soon after this was made known to him. He bowed his head in silent submission to the laws of his country, and requested the good missionary to come to him that evening, when he should be glad to impart his last wishes to him. ”That done,” said the poor youth, ”I will turn my back to the things of earth, and give all my thoughts to heaven.”
And, as the sun went down, Mr Trail went again to the condemned man, who was now a solitary prisoner, strongly guarded. They talked far into the night. Poor Amayeka! thou wert foremost in the thoughts of thine ill-starred young soldier-love. He gave Mr Trail some tokens of affection and kindness for the friends of his early youth, ”if they still lived;” but for Amayeka, he entreated the missionary's care of her welfare, ”that she might know there was a future, where the tears shall be wiped from off all faces.”
No further intelligence of Lyle--or Lee, as he was denominated officially--reached the British camps. The last accounts of Sir Adrian Fairfax referred to his being deep in diplomatic business with the conquered Dutch beyond the Orange River; and, save the antic.i.p.ated execution of Gray, matters remained in abeyance with Sir John Manvers's division until the two Generals should meet, to hold a parley with the Kafir chiefs and people; for, although subdued for a time, these restless savages would not ”sit still”--the great array of forces scattered over the face of the land kept them in check; but though their words were ”sweeter than honey in the honeycomb, and smoother than oil,”
there was war in their hearts.
Mr Daveney had long a.s.serted this to Sir John Manvers, who, jealous of all interference from the Commissioner, and haughtily reserved alike in communicating or receiving opinions, especially from him, made no serious objections to the return homeward of some of his best burgher captains. Troops and colonists rested on their arms, and the usual amus.e.m.e.nts of camp life were entered into with all the avidity of excitement-loving soldiers.