Part 22 (1/2)
He pa.s.sed into the court, and stood for a few moments gazing at where there was a cellar opened, with half a score of children collected to drop themselves or their toys down; while, being a fresh arrival upon the scene, a cl.u.s.ter of the little ones began to get beneath his feet, and run against him, or give themselves that pleasant cramp known as ”a crick in the neck,” by staring up in his face; but he freed himself from his visitors by hastily entering the opposite house.
More than one door was opened, and more than one head thrust out, as Mr Sterne ascended the staircase; but in every instance there was a smile and a rude curtsey to greet him, for he had that happy way of visiting learned by so few, and his visits always seemed welcome. Those who, moved by curiosity, appeared, were ladies, who directly after became exceedingly anxious concerning their personal appearance. Ap.r.o.ns, where they were worn, were carefully stroked down; hair was smoothed or made less rough; sundry modest ideas seemed to rise respecting a too great freedom of habit where a junior was partaking of nourishment; but everywhere the curate met with cordial glances, till he once more stood in front of an attic and entered.
Mr Sterne had so far only encountered females; for ”the master” of the several establishments was out at work, or down in the country after the birds, or at the corner of some street where there was a public-house, at whose door he slouched, in the feeble antic.i.p.ation that work would come there to find him, or that the landlord or a pa.s.sing friend would invite him to have ”a drain;” but Mr William Jarker was, as has been seen, at home, though, with the exception of his legs, invisible; for he was among his pigeons, emulating the chimneys around by the rate at which he smoked--chimneys smoking here the year round, since in most cases one room formed the mansion of a family.
But Mr Sterne had not come to see Jarker, but at the summons of his wife, in whom some eighteen months had wrought a terrible change. She sat wrapped in an old shawl, s.h.i.+vering beside the few cinders burning in the rusty grate--s.h.i.+vering though burned up with fever, the two or three large half-filled bottles of dispensary medicine telling of a long and weary illness. The wide windows admitted ample light, but only seemed to make more repulsive the poverty-stricken place, with its worn, rush-bottomed chairs, rickety table, upon which stood the fragments of the last meal; the stump bedstead, with its patched patchwork counterpane; the heaped-up ashes beneath the grate; the battered and blackened quart-pot from the neighbouring public-house standing upon the hob to do duty as saucepan; while here and there stood in corners the stakes and nets used by Mr Jarker in his profession of birdcatcher. A few cages of call-birds hung against the wall; but Mr Jarker's custom was, when he had captured feathered prey, to dispose of it immediately-- pigeons being his ”fancy.”
A sad smile lit up the woman's face as the curate entered,--a face once doubtless pleasing, but now hollow, yellow, and ghastly; where hung out flauntingly were the bright colours which told of the enemy that held full sway in the citadel of life.
”I knew you would come, sir,” she whispered, letting her thin white fingers play amongst the golden curls of a little head, but half-concealed in her lap, where one bright round eye as peeping timidly out to watch the stranger; and then, as the curate took one of the broken chairs and sat beside the sick woman, whenever she spoke it was in a whisper, and with many a timid glance at the ladder and open trap in the roof, where her master stood, as though she feared to call down punishment upon her head,--”I knew you would come; and Bill was easy to-day, and come and fetched you, though he came back and said you were busy, and would not stop.”
”Look alive, there, and get that over!” cried Mr Jarker from the trap.
”I ain't a-goin' to stand here all day;” and by way of giving effect, or for emphasis, this remark was accompanied by a kick at the ladder, and a shake of the trap. Then followed an interval of peace, during which the presence of the domestic tyrant was made known only by the fumes of his tobacco, which floated down into the room, and made the poor woman cough terribly.
Once Mr Sterne was about to tell the fellow to cease, but the look of horror in the woman's face, and the supplicating joining of her hands, made him pause, for he knew that he would be but adding to her suffering when his back was turned. The open trap seemed to act as a sort of retiring-room for Mr Jarker when anyone was in the attic that he did not wish to see; but every now and then during the earnest conversation with the suffering woman, there came a kick and a growl, and a shake of the ladder, which made Mr Sterne frown, and the poor woman start as if in dread. And so, during the remainder of the curate's stay, the consolatory words he uttered were again and again interrupted; while at last the voice came growling down as if in answer to a statement Mrs Jarker had just made:
”Don't you tell no lies, now, come, or I shall make it hot for yer!”
When in the involuntary shudder the woman gave, there was plainly enough written for the curate's reading the long and cruel records of how ”hot”
for her it had often been made.
And now the importunities of the child by her knee aroused the poor woman to a forgetfulness of self in motherly cares, when the curate took his leave, but in nowise hurried by the savage shake that Jarker gave to the ladder--a shake which brought down a few sc.r.a.ps of plaster, to fall upon the cages and make the songsters flutter timidly against their prison-bars.
Half-way down the stairs Mr Sterne encountered the woman with whom he had seen Lucy in the Lane; the woman he presumed to be the mother of the child Mrs Jarker had now for some time nursed.
For a moment he stopped, as if to speak; but he remembered the next instant that he had no right to question her, and he stood gazing sternly at her, while, as she shrank back into a corner of the landing, her look was keen and defiant--the look of the hunted at bay. Once he had followed her for some distance, and then perhaps he would have spoken; but now the desire seemed gone, and linked together in his mind were Lucy, _ma mere_, the ruffian he had left up-stairs, and this woman.
”But what is it to me?” he thought bitterly; and, hurrying down the stairs, he stood for a moment at the doorway, heedless of the children scampering over the broken pavement--heedless that, with hot eyes and fevered cheeks, Lucy had left her sewing-machine and stepped back from the window that she should neither see nor be seen--heedless of all around; for his thoughts were a strange medley--pride, duty, and pa.s.sion seeking to lead him by different roads. Then for a while he remembered the poor woman he had left, whose leave-taking he felt was near--a parting that he could not but feel would be a happy release from sorrow and suffering.
At last, turning to go, he cast his eyes towards the open window that Lucy had so lately left, when, with knitted brow and care gnawing at his heart, he pa.s.sed out into the street, and walked towards his lodgings; but even there, in the midst of the busy throng, where the deafening hum of the traffic of the great city was ever rising and falling, now swelling into a roar, and again sinking to the hurried buzz of the busy workers, ever rang in his ears the bitter words of the old Frenchwoman--”Our beauty, some of us!”
Volume Two, Chapter VIII.
DOc.u.mENTARY EVIDENCE.
”Now, sir,” said old Matt, as he appeared, brushed-up and smart for the occasion, punctual to his appointment; ”now, sir; here we are--baptism, marriage, and doctor. First ought to come last, you know, only Saint Mark's Church comes before Finsbury, don't you see?”
Septimus Hardon rose from his writing with a sigh, for he was far from sanguine of success, and would fain even now have given up his task entirely, so feeble seemed to him the likelihood of any advantage accruing; but in obedience to instructions from Mrs Septimus, old Matt rattled on about the future, thoroughly doing his duty in keeping the shrinking man to his part; and so they started.
They made their way out into Holborn, and then up Skinner-street, past the frowning walls of Newgate, and into the street of the same name; when old Matt could not get along for stopping to admire the various joints displayed, and giving his opinion upon their merits.
”Here, let's go this way, sir,” he said, turning into Warwick-lane.
”Pretty game this, sir, isn't it? Slaughtered sheep, and murdered novels, and books of all sorts close together. Authors' sheep's-heads, and butchers' sheep's-heads cheek by jowl. Rum thing for both trades to get so close together. Regular bit of philosophy if you like to take it up, sir; stomach and brains, you see, food for both--books for the brains, meat for the stomach; and then backwards and forwards, one feeds the other, and one couldn't get on without the other; and here they are situated close to the very heart of the City. Look at the circulation going on--wonderful, ain't it, sir?”
Old Matt stopped by a slaughter-house, not to pity the simple animal just killed, but to point out sundry choice portions that might be had bargains, if they could have availed themselves of the opportunity.
”Wouldn't do, though, to go about such a job as we have on hand carrying a sheep's-head, would it, sir?” he observed to Septimus.
”No; pray come along, and let's get our task over,” exclaimed the latter.