Chapter 4 Part1 (1/2)
I’m… a little lazy Ok, I’omen?
Interesting to note that the title of the previous chapter is “The Villain’s Story” and this chapter is titled “My Story” Also, this is the final chapter, with 8 parts, followed by an epilogue and an extra chapter Note on translation speed/progress/update/continuation at end
Gomen ne, Oniisama Chapter 4 part 1
Those Who Have Lost (So)
My body feels like it’s imire, unable to move
I wonder, did I die?
As I feelhand grabsme out
This is your story- so
A language I’ve heard before, but a voice I’ve never heard- that’s right, it’s the language I used to speak- “【Origa】won’t die like this,” it said
So, come on, wake up
As if led by those words, far away, I hear a voice calling me
Far away, I feelin
Ah, but, I want to sleep, just a little more
However, ently pulled to the surface by cold hands— I slowly opened my eyes
“…riga-saa-sama”
The first thing to coed man’s face
I don’t think I’ve ever seen this person
“…Go… d?”
“I’ained consciousness It was getting rather dangerous”
As I speak while slowly blinking, my throat aches with dull soreness
When I try to get up, my arm collapses under et here?
As I looked around idly, trying to understand the situation, I realized that I was in a familiar room
“…I, am alive?”
“Of course you are I’d be in trouble if you weren’t Well, here we go, do you remember your name?”
I said my name in a hoarse voice, and the man looked into my eyes as he handed me a pitcher
“Good It seems your consciousness is stable”
Why am I here?
As I opened my mouth to ask what happened, Keika ran in the rooto ask…
-Recalling the feeling of so my hand in my dream
According to the explanation I received fro, it see consciousness could only be described as a miracle
It seeain consciousness forpast my limit to heal Atlas and the overdose of medicine my body wasn’t used to
Although Atlas was also in severe condition, he was helped by a skilled healing e as in the fort
As if it were a e so easily
But I…
The place where power nor of absence
After she finishes a brief explanation, she continues ra voice, while the ic says that it should be enough for me to move around, and looks away
“Well then, Keika I suppose I should be going now”
“Wh… Origa has only just woken up Even if you say she’ll be fine, I can’t allow such careless treata, the family head of the Ruzil”
When she heard the words of the man who seems to be a healer, she used such words to respond
……Did so happen while I was unconscious?
“Miss Keika Please don’t misunderstand I caa My client isn’t in this room”
As he looks at Keika, trying to protest, the healer lowers his head deferentially
“Origa-sauest roo you do anything unreasonable for your health But as you have regained consciousness, the duty I was given was to bring you in front of the”
At the words of the healer, Keika looks down, chagrined
Healing icians are quite rare in the first place, and they don’t have much of a connection with the Ruzil
This type of handling is already not how the head of a family would be treated― I did try to abandon them, so I suppose it can’t be helped
So What Atlas risked his life to save, is only this
“I don’t e my clothes?”
Although I s fro, indeed, soth
She chose to betray my predecessor because of , and now that position is in danger
The words we exchanged as I changed into so were ht voice and act as though nothing was going to happen
As I enter the roo here are faher ups of the clan, they all have stern expressions
Is it sorrow, anxiety, or anger on their faces?
But nobody speaks a word, and only the quiet sound of breathing fills the room
“……Professor Please tell me the current condition of my body”²
I broke the silence, unable to bear their constant gaze
He started with s had no side effects, and that I would recover th soon
Perhaps afraid to continue past the good things, he stuttered and stopped speaking for a
“Origa-saic by yourself No, it would be after one more use It appears that your【vessel】has been cracked”
At those words, I slowly lower my eyes
The feeling in the depths of
I can’t feel a trace of that huge ical power
So I can tell easily how much was lost
“If the lack of ic! Origa is good at ical power is low,”
“No, that’s not the case”
Keika’s words, vehe to dispel the silence, were cut off by the doctor
“The generation of ic poill continue at the same level as normal people, but the vessel itself… the outlet is broken”
Ietic face
However, although the reatly declined, it will still accue
Eventually, the broken vessel will be filled with ical power, and will overflow
“…If ical power continues to accue when it overflows froician by your side, and regularly release the excess mana”
He spoke in a quiet voice, rubbing his hands together with a pained expression
But they all continued breathing as they stared at me
When I blankly raised aze, my eyes met Keika’s― she stepped back, with a shocked expression on her pale face
Because she’s like a representation of the Ruzil family’s constitution
The head of the clan that can’t even use ic without assistance
I’ve how those without ability see the gifted since I was a child- no, I already knoell from my previous life
“What will you do, about the position of the head?”
Words were spoken that had occupied the heads of everyone present
I bit my lips a bit too hard, and tasted a bit of blood
“…Origa is also the king’s niece The ceremony of inheritance may encounter difficulties”
“Then eaway our pride”
A discussion of whether or not to throwtheir desk
Surviving anything, and ending up in front of Gil-sama
I can’t stand as a villain, someone to be killed, anymore
“It’s not acceptable for anyone to discover Origa-sama has lost her power We’ll have to cover it up for now”
None here intend to turn to me, the head, for my opinion
None of them care about their head who abandoned them
“For one, or two years, she can use injuries as a reason to not go out, but what about after that?”
“Well then, should we have Origa have a child? Talent is talent Surely it would be inherited”
“It’s necessary to give birth to a child with ability exceeding you You must choose carefully”
To have children, is one of the icians
But, for so like this that isn’t even at the level of a political e, as if
“…………”
Contrary to oes cold
Behind htly closed eyelids, for some reason I recalled my mother’s lonely smile
“―So then, is the former head fine?”
Raisingat me like an object, emotionlessly
Hidden behind those cold pupils, is it anger at the one who abandoned them?
“You don’t have to be worried about being closely related”
Abruptly, an embarrassed voice spoke out― and quickly cut off
Even while knowing fa not to worry about it
The decision, was made
For a oosebumps
Even if I were to seek help from around me, no one here would look at me
Even if I try to open , I don’t knohat to say
―Is this my reward?
“I said earlier that the vessel to be inherited was broken Unfortunately, there is no way that a child Origa gives birth to will be a ician”