Chapter 33 (2/2)
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“About earlier, I… um… I’m sorry.”
2 Both of us were sitting on the ground, looking up into s.p.a.ce.
I was filled with an exquisite sensation of peace. Without meeting Leon’s eyes, I put on an air of nonchalance and got to the real issue at hand.
After looking at me for a moment, surprised, he suddenly smiled.
“No, I also… How did I become so angry? It was truly a blunder.”
“Well, if you put it like that, same goes for me. I wonder why I got so p.i.s.sed off.”
“Why indeed.”
Even as he spoke, Leon couldn’t stifle his laughter.
He really seemed to be enjoying himself. I felt like he’d finally gone back to normal.
“…I was afraid.”
After laughing for a short while, the seriousness returned to his expression, and he said those three short words.
“That I would lose [Chris] again.”
As if following her as she climbed, Leon lifted his eyes to the elm tree.
His eyes narrowed, as if he could see a trace of the girl waiting for him.
Then, the words came out of him like a torrent.
” — I believe I was eight when I first met her. At her father’s invitation, I met her during a summer trip. [Chris] was two years younger than me, so she must have been six at the time.”
It roughly corresponded the contents of the dreams.
It was simple exposition, but the scene emerged before my eyes, as if I’d seen the real thing.
No, in a sense, I really had.
“At first, she avoided me, so I avoided her too. I was quite shy. But we were children, so it didn’t take long for us to become friends. And like me, she had few opportunities to play with other children her age.”
“You didn’t have any brothers or sisters?”
“I had two older brothers, but they played around too much.”
Well, it was the world of the aristocracy. Just because they were siblings, it didn’t mean that they’d be able to get along well.
“However, she seemed to consider me her older brother, for some reason. She’d call me ‘Big Brother’, ‘Big Bro’… Might you know anything about that?”
“That’s… it’s just, [Chris] thought of you as family, so of course she called you ‘Big Brother’…”
“Family, is it? I see, she was an only child, so she may have seen things that way.”
“Maybe,”
I responded vaguely. It was pretty much how a kid would think.
“After that, I began to go see her in the summer, and then the winter. There might have been something between our parents, but personally, I looked forward to our meetings. Maybe she did too.”
“She actually did look forward to them, I think.”
‘Think’ was putting it mildly. [Chris] clearly adored him. So much that she declared him family. Make no mistake — she loved Leon like she did her own parents.
“However, that lasted for two years… I found this out after the fact, but it seems that her magical apt.i.tude had been revealed, and I could no longer see her. As for her parents, her six-Attunement apt.i.tude — in other words — ”
“She was the kind of genius you’d never see, not even in a thousand years.”
I dug back up the information I’d learned at the guild today.
From the looks of things, even if I hadn’t gone out of my way to question Arc and Irene about magic, I might’ve been able to ask Leon. Recalling the talk I’d had at the guild, it didn’t seem to be any particular secret.
Maybe it was general knowledge among the upper cla.s.ses, as such things tended to be.
“Yes. In truth, that talent of hers was unbelievable. When I found out, she was already at the Schola Magorum, it seems… I was never able to meet her after that.”
“The Schola Magorum is in the capital, isn’t it?”
“It is, but the Schola Magorum is a very special inst.i.tution. Moreover, an individual in possession of all Six Attunements presents a political issue by virtue of their existence alone.”
Meaning there was no seeing her at the drop of a hat, then?
My information on [Chris] ended here. I might have another dream eventually, but the gist of it was, she’d gotten caught up in worthless matters against her wishes, that’s for sure.
The truth is, she, too, grieved over being sent to such a place at the age of eight. In her heart, she earnestly wanted to ask to see Leon. But there were circ.u.mstances barring her way, all thanks to that one word: ‘politics’. What those circ.u.mstances were, only the person herself knew.
That’s why I made a conscious decision not to touch on the topic.
“After that, I couldn’t see her for a time. In some respects, I was left behind, but… After I reached the age of ten, I also became quite busy. In the end, six years would pa.s.s before I saw her again.”
“…That’s a big jump.”
“She had become an excellent magus. Our reunion was unlike the past… it was buried in formality.”
Leon’s narrowed eyes grew grim. As if it were terribly difficult for him to discuss, he was choosing his words carefully.
“…A few days later, she — was involved in an incident.”
— In an incident? What’s the matter? — I didn’t have to ask any of that.
Leon probably had something he regretted. A few days after their first meeting in years, his childhood friend died in an incident. Maybe I was seeing a connection between the two.
“What was it… How did she…?”
Leon looked at me, his eyes pleading.
I couldn’t do anything but shake my head.
“No, I don’t know that much either.”
“Is that so…”
Upon hearing that, Leon sighed in disappointment.
It must have been torturing him this whole time.
Maybe someday, I’d dream again.
At that time, would it be okay to tell him?
“It was a case of magical power running berserk. At least, that’s what I heard. What kind of situation that specifically refers to, I don’t know. It was unprecedented. At any rate, it… consumed her soul.”
“Her soul was — consumed?”
“That’s right. Her contents vanished, so to speak. Her body was warm. Her heart, still beating. But she didn’t move at all. She wouldn’t open her eyes… Is that death, or is it life? It wasn’t clear to me either. However… the Schola Magorum confirmed that her soul had disappeared. ‘A vortex of magical power scattered her soul’, they said.”
I’d certainly seen such cases myself.
G.o.d only knew where their souls had gone, but it was common knowledge that head trauma was usually the cause.
Alive, but never to wake up again.
Among those of us in the adventuring business, at least, such people — were considered dead.
“Nevertheless, she wasn’t allowed to die in peace. Her heart was still beating. And from a national standpoint, they had lost an individual that they couldn’t afford to lose. That fact couldn’t be released to the public. She was dead, but placed in a state of limbo they called ‘life’. This — ”
Leon took a breath after his long speech, then spat out the last of it.
” — was ten years ago.”
Footnotes
1. This is a callback to Chapter 8 — Chris said the same thing to Leon during their confrontation. I adjusted that translation from “You’re ruder than I thought” to this, since it fit better.
…Look, I just wanted you know that, okay? N-Not like I’m extra concerned about accuracy when it comes to my s.h.i.+p or anything… ↵
2. Skipped: どちらとも無く体を離し、今は楡の下 ↵
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