Part 34 (2/2)
”Boone.” Adoring him, Ana leaned over to kiss his cheek. ”You know perfectly well Jessie could hardly wait for us to drive away so she could begin her little adventure at Lydia's.”
”Yeah, but- It's not packing her off so much, it's packing her off with ulterior motives.”
Knowing what those motives were brought a little knot of heat to Ana's stomach. ”She isn't going to have less of a good time because of them- particularly when you promised her she could have a slumber party in a couple of weeks. If you're still feeling guilty think about how you're going to feel riding herd on five or six little girls all night.”
He slanted her a look. ”I kind of figured you'd help-since you have ulterior motives, too.”
”Did you?” The fact that he'd asked pleased her enormously. ”Maybe I will.'' She laid a hand over his. ”For a paranoid father riddled with guilt, you're doing a wonderful job.”
”Keep it up. I'm feeling better.”
”Too much flattery isn't good for you.”
”Just for that I won't tell you how many guys gave themselves whiplash craning their necks to get a second look at you when we were walking on the wharf today.”
”Oh?” She skimmed back her blowing hair. ”Were there many?”
”Depends on how you define many. Besides, too much flattery isn't good for you. I guess I could say I don't know how you could look so good today after the night you put in.”
”It could be because I slept like a rock.” She stretched luxuriously. A bracelet of agates winked at her wrist. ”Morgana's the amazing one.
When I got there this morning, she was nursing both of the twins and looking as if she'd just spent a reviving week at an expensive spa.”
”The babies okay?”
”The babies are terrific. Healthy and bright-eyed. Nash is already a pro at changing diapers. He claims both of them have smiled at him.”
He knew that feeling, too, and had just realized he missed it. ”He's a good guy.”
”Nash is very special.”
”I have to admit, I was stunned when I heard he was married. Nash was always the go-it-on-your-own type.”
”Love changes things,” Ana murmured, and carefully screened all wistfulness from her voice. ”Aunt Bryna calls it the purest form of magic.”
”A good description. Once it touches you, you begin to think nothing's impossible anymore. Were you ever in love?”
”Once.” She looked away, studying the s.h.i.+mmering ice plants along the banks. ”A long time ago. But it turned out the magic wasn't strong enough. Then I learned that my life wasn't over after all, and I could be perfectly happy alone. So I bought my house near the water,” she said with a smile. ”Planted my garden, and started fresh.”
”I suppose it was similar for me.” He grew thoughtful as they made the final turn toward home. ”Does being happy alone mean you don't think you could be happy with someone?”
Unease and hope ran parallel inside her. ”I guess it means I can be happy as things stand, until I find someone who not only brings me the magic, but understands it.”
He turned into the drive, shut off the engine. ”We have something together, Ana.”
”I know.”
”I never thought to feel anything this powerful again. It's different from what I had before, and I'm not sure what that means. I don't know if I want to know.”
”It doesn't matter.” She took his hand again. ”Sometimes you just have to accept that today is enough.”
”No, it's not.” He turned to her then, his eyes dark, intense. ”Not with you.”
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