Chapter 317 (1/2)
Shen Huanzhi officially decided to go back to Dachen to settle down five years after Gu Yun's death. First, he knew that an could take charge alone. Everything on Luzon's side was under his control. In addition, there were a lot of business on Dachen's side. He had to sit in the town in person for more than half a year and simply go back.
Before leaving, Shen Huanzhi specially talked to Ye Ying alone. Ye Ying paid too much for them and everyone carried too heavy things. Now, he should have his own life. He can't give her everything she wants. In addition to being sorry and grateful, he should also give her freedom to choose.
Ye Ying didn't show too much weight or regret, but smiled, ”back to Da Chen, I've forgotten what da Chen looks like. How nice Luzon is. Everywhere is my territory. How happy life is. You can go if you want. Don't be like you'll never see me again. Little Shen still needs me.”
In fact, ye Yinghuo knows a lot better than him. She always knows and feels at ease. He is confused.
Shen Huanzhi mocked himself. He felt that he was really not so transparent. It made people think more. Ye Ying hasn't mentioned anything to him for so many years. How could he try to give her freedom because of his guilt? It's really stupid.
When leaving, Shen Wei stood side by side with Ye Ying and said, ”don't worry, father. What are you worried about with aunt ye? There's nothing that Aunt ye can't do in the whole Luzon. I need her very much, don't I, aunt ye?”
Ye Ying clasped his shoulders with him, ”little Shen knows me, but don't you? It's impossible to leave me here. Take care of yourself. Don't forget to come back and have a look.”
Shen Huanzhi smiled and waved at them, thinking that Shen Wei was really better at being a man than him. He was so stupid that he had to say nothing.
After a few months of travel, Shen Huan Zhi arrived in Dachen in autumn. He happened to go to Hangzhou to see the old lady first. At this time in previous years, ah Xi usually worshipped her. He thought that since he couldn't meet her, he would stop by to have a look.
Everything needs a process of psychological construction. Shen Huanzhi usually takes a long time to build. After several years, he is still not ready to see her. He is really discouraged. Therefore, it is difficult to change his nature. Even if he has become a respected Master, he is still shy and timid when he has some feelings for some people.
I really don't have a long memory.
Shen Huan Zhi still walked in the village and recalled the past. Then he took some sacrifices to the old lady's grave. He usually seldom carried anything. He usually folded a few white flowers and cleaned them for her. Otherwise, he prepared a pot of wine and sat down to talk to her.
The old lady was the first one he respected in his life. He always felt that a few words with her would make a lot of sense. He was also willing to tell her some of his feelings that were not humane. Before my life, I could always wake him up with one or two words. He benefited a lot from her.
Today, Shen Huanzhi specially prepared something. When he met her 30 years ago, it was probably such a season. Everything around him didn't change much. It's easy to touch the scenery. Therefore, he felt a lot today and brought more food.
Of course, eating food is not all sacrifice, but mainly his own lunch. He always feels that when worshipping, he carries a pile of food. It seems that after death, what people crave is just eating and drinking, but in fact, they can't eat. It's more waste. Therefore, he simply sits on the ground and eats lunch by himself while chatting with the old lady.
”I decided to come back and settle down.” Shen Huan's hand held a local unique cake. He forgot his name. He just remembered that he ate it when he was a child and the old lady made it for him. He chewed half of it slowly and said, ”in this way, I can often see you in the future. I know you are not alone. Jing Yu and his daughter-in-law will accompany you. It's good.”
”But maybe you need someone who can talk to you. Jing Yu is not good at talking. In fact, I am not good at it, but you can probably understand what I say.” Shen Huanzhi smiled, ”I still haven't seen her. Don't laugh at me. I still can't do it for so many years. You said that you have to fight for some things by yourself. What you earn is your own. I remember.”
Shen Huanzhi poured a glass of wine, poured it on the ground as usual, and then poured it himself. ”In fact, now, I don't want to earn anything. It's enough to know that she's good.”
While drinking, Shen Huan Zhi talked about many interesting childhood stories. He felt like an old mother. He was usually quiet and quiet. He talked more cumbersome than anyone. Unconsciously, noon had passed. Shen Huan Zhi looked up at the sky, cleaned up the sundries in front of him, and was ready to get up and go down the mountain. He was wondering whether to go to see Jing Yu, but when he turned around, he saw a familiar figure.
Shen Huanzhi kind of wanted to go back for a few hours and then smoke his two mouths. Who said that ah Xi must have pinched the time to return to Huainan every year. Is it necessary for him to be so arbitrary? When he came, he came and squatted here, eating, drinking and chatting. He felt like a thief stealing sacrifices. He immediately wanted to find a ground seam to drill in.
”You...” Shen Huanzhi wanted to ask her for a long time, but it was useless. No matter how she answered, Shen Huanzhi felt that she had been listening to him.
He began to think about what he had just said and whether there were any words that couldn't be heard. He thought over and over again. He felt that he didn't want her to hear any sentence, because it seemed that each sentence was more or less related to her.
”Thank you for visiting grandma every year. She will be very happy.”
Ah Xi was not surprised at all. It seemed that it was a common thing to see him, and then he burned a incense for the old lady. Shen Huanzhi was so stunned that he couldn't hold anything in his head.
”Should, should, you...” ah Xi suddenly turned back to look at him. Shen Huanzhi almost bit his tongue. He subconsciously stepped back and wanted to keep a distance from her. ”This year, I thought you went back.”
Shen Huan Zhi slapped himself in the face silently, which was nothing but self deception.
Ah Xi smiled, ”Anning is going to give birth, so I'll stay with her for a while.”
It's no wonder that Jing Yu's daughter-in-law wants to give birth. It's human nature for ah Xi to stay for a while. Shen Huanzhi wants to abandon himself. Just meet him now.
”That's really a good thing. I'm going to the northwest in a while. It's also convenient to go back with you. If you need any help, just say it.”
I don't know if there is an old lady watching. Shen Huanzhi suddenly became enlightened and finally said something on the point. Although he was very nervous, he said it at least.
”Well, Jing Yu is a little busy. You can help him do some farming. Won't it delay you?”
”No, no!” Shen Huanzhi was relaxed and happy. After taking the first step, things went smoothly. He looked back at the old lady's tombstone and suddenly realized that what the old man said was a wise saying.
Jing Yu set up a private school in the village to teach the children in the village to study and read, so the work of his daughter-in-law usually falls on his daughter-in-law. Both of them are proud of their meat. They are very grounded and can start anything after coming to the village for a few years.
Shen huanzhijue's people are very interesting. Some people are looking forward to getting ahead. Some people can leave their wealth and return to their fields. He didn't expect that naughty and ignorant Xiao Jingyu was the best among them when he was a child.
Is this the so-called fool's blessing? Probably.