Chapter 316 (1/2)

Shen Huanzhi didn't expect ah Xi to take the initiative to see him.

After coming to the capital for a few days, Shen Huanzhi only felt that his head was not enough. His road to business had just begun. Everything was being explored and absorbed. At first, he wanted to see her right away. However, in this place of the capital, there were clear levels of etiquette and everywhere prudence and repression, which made him not cautious. In addition, there were many things waiting for him to deal with and there was no leisure.

When a basin of cold water poured down, his head woke up, and then he felt that he was too menglang. The lintel of the Xie family and the girl in the boudoir house were no longer wild girls without constraints in the countryside. How could he rashly see her and what should the Xie family think of him.

Business is helpless. Although he can make some achievements, when he really came to the foot of the emperor and looked at the high doors and deep courts, Shen Huanzhi really felt humble and oppression. He found that he didn't have a suitable identity to see her.

The merchants from the small country town, even if they can have a wealth, are regarded as inferior in the eyes of the dignitaries in the capital. Shen Huanzhi began to reflect on his overestimation and how he could marry the Xie family girl. Even if he studied and became an official step by step, ah Xi had already become a woman when he entered the eyes of Xie Ge.

It's a dead end, isn't it?

Then he didn't want to see her much.

So when ah Xi appeared in front of Shen Huan's eyes, his first reaction was helpless, and then there was unspeakable joy. In fact, he wanted to see her.

I haven't seen her for years. Ah Xi has grown into a big girl. She is the same as he imagined. No, she is better than he imagined. After all, she is in the high gate of the capital. She has no shortage of education, edification and dress up. She has been reborn.

Shen Huanzhi felt this way. She had already stood in two doors with him. Although she was still ah Xi, she was really different.

His embarrassment and embarrassment were all hiding the hopelessness in his heart. He had been hit.

In her eyes, there was the joy of reunion. The joy was separated by thousands of rivers and mountains. It was almost a joy of rebirth after suffering. He thought that the life in the gaomen of the capital must be unhappy. However, in just a few years, she had completely faded her innocence and became cautious, determined and helpless. He didn't want ah Xi to become like that.

But he also did not have the courage to say the words ”you go with me”. He hated his cautious concerns. When he left, he saw a trace of disappointment in her eyes. This disappointment was not real, but how he knew her, he just knew that ah Xi was disappointed.

It turned out that she also longed for someone to take her out of here. Shen Huanzhi stretched out his hand to the closed door. He didn't have the courage to open the door and catch up. It was too late. He had no chance.

Many years later, Shen Huanzhi repeatedly recalled that day, which was the day he completely missed her. Was it due to fate? In fact, it was not all because he was not firm enough. What ah Xi wanted at that time was firmness.

But the man gave it to her, Gu Yun, ah Xi's husband.

Later, everything was in his expectation. Ah Xi continued to treat him as usual, accompanied him to visit the capital, and then refused him. The reason why he said it was to give himself a ceremonial way to end. She clearly refused, and he might give up his heart completely.

It's to give up on yourself. You can't really do it to her.

It wasn't long before he got the news that ah Xi was going to marry. A trip to the capital became another ups and downs in his life. He lost ah Xi, but established his feet in the capital.

He met the so-called Bole noble man, but he didn't know that there were not so many so-called luck in life. Everything was just the deliberate kindness of others. That person was Gu Yun.

He didn't know what the man thought at that time, which was the true image he knew many years later, but he still couldn't understand Gu Yun's mind. The so-called volt pulse thousands of miles, there was no reason for no reason. Can Gu Yun see any worldly talent in him? It's really ridiculous.

Is it to please ah Xi, but she doesn't know how to please from beginning to end. He is just an insignificant rival in love. Gu Yun can get rid of him without scruples. She really can't find any reason to help him.

The answer to this question took him most of his life to understand that Gu Yun was giving him a chance to take care of ah Xi after he left.

Gu Yun probably existed like a creator and predicted too many indescribable future.

After Shen Huanzhi left Beijing, he embarked on his long road to business. The despair he got from ah Xi made him have an earth shaking understanding of the whole world. People living in the world have never had the so-called best of both worlds. It is almost a fool's dream to want to stand out and stubbornly maintain a childlike heart.

Whether you are in business or in an official position, you should temporarily put down your self. You must have sophisticated means and excellent mind. No matter shopkeeper Li or song Yanchen, they all have a strong skin bag. If others can easily pierce and see through this skin bag, you are a loser.

Shen Huanzhi began to slowly cast this layer of disguise for himself. He was no longer hypocritical and stubborn to maintain the so-called gentleman's style. Then he found that he was surrounded by more and more people, more and more human feelings, wealth and power.

There are not so many necessities in life. The things he thought he must get in the past are gradually blocked under the silence of time. He forgets those that are not available. He begins to accumulate his own aura and strength.

People's growth is generally so.

But the gear of fate still rotates along the track, and the story between him and her will not end so easily. When he heard the news that she was leaving Beijing, the heavy door in his heart showed signs of opening again. Of course, this is not a luxury, but it is already a favor to communicate with her again.

He was selfish and took the place of song Yanchen to pick her up. When he arrived, he knew the news of her disappearance. What happened later was a pain that he could not forget in his life. It seemed that every encounter with her was a ups and downs of life, and rising higher and higher. He thought everything before had been extreme, but he didn't want the biggest turning point of fate. It would always be the next time.

Ah Xi fell into the water. He jumped down without hesitation. At that time, he actually had the worst plan in his heart. In cold winter, a pregnant woman fell into the water, which was a top disaster, but his mind was also very clear, that is, how to accompany her, whether death or life.

Later, he and ah Xi wandered to a small fishing village, where they met and lost. He accompanied her to give birth and witnessed the birth of Zhian.