Volume Ii Part 16 (1/2)
What was the meaning of all this? She said her sister, not her husband.
Had she left her husband? He was longing to know all, and yet he could not ask her anything.
”You know you can depend upon my friends.h.i.+p,” he said earnestly to her, and the kindness of his tone, the care he took of her, everything contrasted with the misery of her home, and she lay back in the railway carriage with great tears unconsciously rolling over her face. He saw her safe to her sister's door, and there he left her, anxious not to increase her difficulties, but determined to be at hand should she require help.
”Here is my address,” he said, as he gave it to her. ”At any moment I am ready to serve you, and I trust and hope you will not refuse me this one thing left for me to do--let me be of some use to you.”
”Thank you,” said Margaret, gratefully. ”If I go for help to any one I will go to you.” And as she left him her smile of perfect confidence went to his heart.
Grace could not understand her sister's wild rapture when she once more held her baby in her arms. ”I nearly lost you, oh, my darling!” she heard her murmur, and she lavished endearments upon it; and she seemed to hear nothing, see nothing, but it.
”A round chubby-faced baby, with no particular anything to distinguish it from other babies,” was Grace's way of putting it.
Margaret had sustained so severe a shock that she was neither pleased nor displeased when Mr. Lyons appeared again, ready and anxious to walk to the Limes to see her home, and to try and have leave to call upon her.
As they drew near the place, however, Mr. Drayton was on the step (with his servant) looking out for his wife.
He was horribly afraid she had gone, and now that he was himself again he could not remember what had pa.s.sed. His servant could not or would not remind him of anything, and the vague feeling of fright at having said or done something terribly violent, filled him with dread. But all these remorseful feelings were swept away when he saw Mr. Paul Lyons as her escort, the nurse and baby bringing up the rear.
She turned abruptly when she came up to him, and, as he slammed the heavy gate behind the small party who entered, a thrill of fear pa.s.sed through poor Margaret's heart.
She felt as though a prison door had closed upon her.
Alas! could she have looked forward and seen the real future lying before her, how far, far deeper had been her anguish--how agonized her feelings!
She went upstairs with her baby. She had seen her husband turn into his sitting-room down stairs, and she stayed till dinner was ready, then she met him.
He was silent and sullen during dinner, and she tried in vain to get him to speak.
It was a dismal meal. Margaret was tired by her unwonted exertions, and frightfully depressed by the news she had heard, and Mr. Drayton was jealous and miserable and full of plans of vindictive revenge, his wife's written opinion of him rankling in his heart.
Next day fresh complications arose. Grace sent her sister a note asking her if she could pay for the attendant and various luxuries she had had.
”I don't think I told you that I had a violent tiff with old Sandford when I left him, so of course I cannot ask him for money. Will you send it to me to-day, please?”
Margaret had spent the very little she had in her yesterday's expedition; but she thought, though her husband would not have her sister in the house that he would not mind helping her. He had been generous enough when they were at Torbreck.
”Will you please give me a cheque?” she said to him when they met.
”What for?”
”I want to pay some things for my sister. You will not allow her to come here. She is not well enough to go back to Scotland. She wants the money.”
”Does she?” he said. ”Then she may want it! Not one single farthing of my money shall she have, that I swear!” and he thumped his hand down upon the table with violence.
”What am I to do?” asked his wife, in a tone of distress.
”What do I care? I feed and clothe you because you are my wife. I told you before I have not married your sister, and I will have nothing to do with her.”
”I must go and see her, then, and make some arrangement for her,” said Margaret, turning away.
”Not so fast,” he said, while a laugh rang through the room that made her s.h.i.+ver again. ”You do not go out again without _me_. I can tell you I am not going to allow a wretched stick of a fellow to run about with my wife any more--no, no!”