49 Pov Grayfia (1/2)

It had been a few weeks since Yukio had disappeared, at first, I did not see much importance, he was a very mysterious child that I a.s.sumed would be venturing.

But the longer I thought about him, the more I wanted to see him.

I decided to go to the human world.

There I discovered that even his parents were looking for him, I quickly started trying to find some news of him, he never let his family worry normally.

Week after week, but it was impossible for me to find out anything ...

I started to feel sad, I saw him as a son ... I was still trying to look for him.

I sent out my subordinates for all kinds of investigations, but we still could not find anything.

I felt very distressed by this ... My heart was pressed every time there was no information, my mood had diminished a bit.

During that time I noticed that Rias had changed a lot, she even insisted on looking for Yukio.

After three years I found nothing, not a single clue or any mention of someone like him.

I came to think about the worst ... He was dead or maybe kidnapped ...

I spoke with Sirzechs about it, he had told me that a few years before telling us about Yukio there were two similar energies that disappeared without a trace.

When I heard his words I felt like my heart was breaking, I had noticed a year ago ... It was not that I saw him as a son ... I did not know why or what reason but I had fallen in love with him...

It was not strange for a demon to fall in love with someone of a young age, after all, everyone lives thousands of years ...

But that's not why I was going to stop my search, I wanted to know if he was really dead ... I wanted to see his smile again.

I could never reprimand him for not telling me about taking the Yokai faction, or because he took a risk for those two Nekomatas girls.

Regardless, I proceeded to continue with the search, the next year I went to find everything about the Yokai faction, but every time my subordinates found one, they suddenly disappeared.

I knew ... They went to the dimension of Yukio, but I did not know the way they entered.

I found out that the Yokai Faction was at war against the Tepes, so if someone approached them they fled, I decided to go to contact them.

But even then they always escaped, it was strange even if I hid all my aura, they seemed to notice me and soon they disappeared.

My anger grew towards them, I just wanted to talk to them, but they disappeared so strangely.

In the sixth year I started to give up, I still wanted to go look for them but ... My body started to feel heavy, I felt very weak and I was losing my power.

Sirzechs had noticed ... He discovered that I was sick and would not let me go anywhere.

Sirzechs: ”I know you're worried, I'm also worried, I can not bear to see little Rias like that ... You know I've sent many people in their search but it's like the earth swallowed him up”

Grayfia: ”I know ... But I do not trust that they will do a good job, I want to go myself”

Sirzechs looked at his wife with a complex look and sighed. ”No, your illness is getting worse, we do not really know what you have, just stay home for now”

Grayfia: ”but-”

Sirzechs: ”Stop ...” He raised his hand ”Grayfia ... I know what you feel for that child ... I'm not going to lie that it does not hurt, but I'm not going to interfere with your decision ... I'm only asking you for the respect that you still have for me that you stay at home and you recover ”

When I heard him say those words I became pale ... My own husband had noticed my feelings for another man.

It was obvious that it was something improper, but I could not deny that it was true ... I had to make a choice ...

I would decide ... When I found him I would choose who I would be with my whole life.

I nodded towards Sirzechs and left the office, so I went to my room.

--- Sirzechs Office

Sirzechs: ”* Sigh * ... You're not the only Grayfia ...” He said taking out a medallion where was the picture of a woman ”Even though I love you ... I can not forget her, we got married by the fact of stopping a war ... But now?..”

He sat in his chair and clung to the medallion in his hand

--- Seventh Year

Even if I stopped searching on my own, my subordinates always brought me reports.

I had fallen to a very strange disease, I lost almost all my power ... I felt that at this step I would be a simple human or maybe I would die ...

I had locked myself in my room, the only people who came were my son, Rias, and Sirzechs.

Rias always tried to get me out of this place, but I preferred to stay here.

A subordinate came one day giving me news about a child who destroyed the Tepes faction

My hopes were fed but after they told me the child's appearance I knew it was not Yukio.

I almost felt that my world was going back to darkness but ...

Subordinate: ”Umm, even so, although I could not find Yukio-sama, the child was saying things like 'Do not play with the Gotei 13', 'Do not touch the woman of another', 'Viva Agarus' and 'Long live the Yokai faction.”

When I heard his words, I had some hope ... I knew Agarus was the name that Yukio used when he put two girls under the protection.

He also wrote about Gotei 13, but it made me feel very bad to know that someone from the Yokai faction was considered his woman.

But I felt that maybe he was alive ... I had some hope.

So I spent my years locked in my room, my commitment to Sirzechs was very awkward ... So we decided to abandon it. I had also noticed a change in his mood.

It seemed strange, but curiously it did not bother him that our commitment broke.

Rias was very angry because she did not know the reason for our breakup.

How could I tell her? That I fell in love with the same boy like she? ...

My son on his part ... Well, he did not take it so bad, he cried but he said that regardless of everything they would be his parents.

He came a lot to play in my room, he told me many things about his new friends.