Part 2 (2/2)
”I'm sorry.””I should be displeased if you were to forget your scent again. It's not ladylike to go about smelling of your flesh.”
”Yes, Mother.”
Miss Gentilbelle munched her toast slowly and looked into Robert's flushed face.
”Roberta, do you feel quite well?”
”Yes.”
Miss Gentilbelle put her hand to Robert's forehead. ”You do seem somewhat feverish. I think we will dispense with today's lesson in Jeanne d'Arc. Immediately following your criticism on the Buxtehude you will go to bed.”
The breakfast was finished in silence as Miss Gentilbelle read a book. Then they went into the living room.
Robert hated the music. It sounded in the faded room like the crunch of shoes on gravel, and the ba.s.s notes were all dissolved into an ugly roar.
They listened for one hour without speaking, and Robert moved only to change the records.
”Now, then, Roberta,” Miss Gentilbelle said. ”Would you agree with Mr. Locke that Buxtehude in these works surpa.s.ses the bulk of Bach's organ music?”
Robert shook his head. He knew he would have to answer. ”I think Mr. Locke is right.”
And then it struck him that he had actually lied before, many times. But perhaps he never knew before that he disliked music.
”Very good. No need to continue. The facts are self-evident. Go to your room and undress.
Dinner will be prepared at twelve-thirty.”
Robert curtsied and began to walk to the stairway.
”Oh, Roberta.”
”Yes, Mother?”
”Did you by any chance see Mr. Franklin last night?”
Robert's throat went dry. It was difficult to hold on to his thoughts. ”No, Mother, I did not.”
”You know you should never see that evil man, don't you? You must always avoid him, never speak a word to him. You remember when I told you that, don't you?”
”Yes, Mother.”
”You disobeyed me once. You would never dream of doing that again, would you, Roberta?”
”No, Mother.”
”Very good. Retire to your room and be dressed for dinner by twelve.”
Robert went up the stairs slowly, for he could not see them. Tears welled in his eyes and burned them, and he thought he would never reach the top.
When he went into his room he saw Margaret for a moment and then she was gone.
He sat on the bed and proceeded to remove his clothes. They were dainty clothes, thin and worn, demanding of great care. He took them off lightly with a touch and looked at each garment for a long time.
The patent leather shoes, the pink stockings, the pale yellow dress--he laid them neatly on the sofa and looked at them. Then, when all the clothes had been removed, he went to the mirror and looked into it.
Robert didn't know what he saw and he shook his head. Nothing seemed clear; one moment he felt like shouting and another, like going to sleep. Then he became frightened and leapt into the large easy chair, where he drew his legs and arms about him. He sat whimpering softly, with his eyes open, dreaming.
A little bird flew out of a corner and fluttered its wings at him. Margaret's wing, the one Miss Gentilbelle had cut off, fell from the ceiling into his lap and he held it to his face before it disappeared.
Presently the room was full of birds, all fluttering their wings and crying, crying to Robert. He cried, too, but softly.
He pulled his arms and legs closer to him and wrenched at the blond curls that fell across his eyes. The birds flew at him and around him and then their wings started to fall off. And as they did, thebrown liquid he remembered soaked into all the feathers. Some of it got on Robert and when it did, he cried aloud and shut his eyes.
Then the room seemed empty. There were no birds. Just a puppy. A little dog with its belly laid open, crawling up to Robert in a wake of spilled entrails, looking into his eyes.
Robert fell to the floor and rolled over several times, his body quivering, flecks of saliva streaming from his lips.
”Edna, Edna, don't go away.”
The puppy tried to walk further but could not. Its round low body twitched like Robert's, and it made snuffling noises.
Robert crawled to a corner.
”Edna, please. It wasn't me, it wasn't, really .
And then a cloud of blackness covered Robert's mind, and he dropped his head on his breast.
When he awakened he was in bed and Drake was standing over him, shaking his shoulders.
”Bobbie, what is it?”
”I don't know. All of sudden I saw Margaret and Edna and all the birds. They were mad, Drake.
They were mad!”
The man stroked Robert's forehead gently.
”It's all right. You don't have to be afraid now. You just had a bad nightmare, that's all. I found you laying on the floor.
”It seemed very real this time.”
”I know. They sometimes do. Why, I could hear you crying all the way down the hall!”
”She didn't hear me, did she?”
”No, she didn't hear you.”
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