Part 15 (1/2)

Anne smiled. ”Twenty dollars, ten if they were on sale?”

”Like that, yeah. And he had his fis.h.i.+ng rod with him, and his knife.”

”His knife?” Anne echoed.

”A pocketknife, with a turquoise handle,” Sheila told her. ”It was something his daddy gave him, before he left. Danny always had it in his pocket.”

Anne glanced around the shabby room that was all Sheila Harrar had left in life. ”I wish I could tell you I think you're wrong about Danny,” she said finally, deciding the one thing Sheila Harrar didn't need right now was false hope. ”But I suspect you're probably right. The thing about Kraven that no one ever understood was how he picked his victims. There was never a pattern, never a common denominator. Mostly, it just seemed random. And I suppose it really was random, and if he had a chance, there's no reason why Kraven wouldn't have killed someone he knew once or twice. In fact, it might even fit with the lack lack of a pattern.” She reached out and laid her hand on Sheila's. ”But that doesn't help, does it?” of a pattern.” She reached out and laid her hand on Sheila's. ”But that doesn't help, does it?”

Sheila shook her head and sighed, but then a faint, rueful smile curved her lips. ”You listened,” she said. ”That helps. No one else listened-they didn't even care. It's better, just knowing someone else knows what happened to Danny, too.”

Wis.h.i.+ng there were something she could do for Sheila Harrar, but knowing there wasn't, Anne went back to her office and continued with the odds and ends of the day.

She called Mark Blakemoor and got the answer to the question she hadn't asked at lunch.

”Why would there be any progress on Shawnelle Davis?” he asked, his tone clearly implying that he expected better of Anne. ”She was a hooker. You know how it is around here when hookers get killed-n.o.body cares. If n.o.body cares, I can't get very far. No time, no cooperation, hardly even any interest. I don't like it, but I can't change it.”

And though Anne didn't like it, either, she understood it. It was just the way of the city, and it wasn't Mark Blakemoor's fault.

Still, the killing of Shawnelle Davis bothered her. Though it lacked some of the distinctive features of what Kraven had done, the similarities were still there, whether anyone in the police department wanted to admit it or not. Maybe she should write another follow-up story. If the department wouldn't pressure itself, maybe she could pressure them.

She was just beginning the outlines of the story when the phone on her desk jangled. Picking it up, she was surprised to hear Joyce Cottrell's voice.

Joyce was her slightly over-the-hill-and perhaps not completely sane, as far as Anne was concerned-next door neighbor.

”I've been trying to get you all afternoon,” Joyce told her. ”And I didn't want to leave a message because-well, you'll understand when I tell you.”

Anne listened in silence, barely able to believe what she was hearing, as Joyce Cottrell described what she'd seen in the backyard that morning.

”I only saw him for a split second, and he hardly even looked like Glen at all! But who else could it have been? And it wasn't just that he was naked,” Joyce finished. ”It was the way he looked at me. Anne, I can't tell you how strange it was. It was-well, I don't know-I've always liked Glen, you know that. But the way he looked at me just scared me.” She was silent for a second, then her voice dropped almost to a whisper. ”Anne, it was was just a heart attack, wasn't it? I mean-well, Glen's just a heart attack, wasn't it? I mean-well, Glen's all right all right, isn't he?”

Though she a.s.sured Joyce that Glen had suffered only a heart attack and hadn't secretly been in the psycho ward at Harborview, when Anne hung up the phone, she felt a lot more frightened than she'd let Joyce know.

CHAPTER 29.

The house no longer felt the same. Yet as she let herself in the front door late that afternoon, Anne Jeffers couldn't have said exactly how it felt different. All her journalistic training told her that the sudden frisson she felt as she turned the key, the surge of anxiety that chilled her as she stepped into the hallway's silence, was ridiculous: it wasn't the house that felt different at all-it was she she who felt different. It had started yesterday, when Glen made love to her and she'd felt as if a stranger had been touching her. who felt different. It had started yesterday, when Glen made love to her and she'd felt as if a stranger had been touching her.

An exciting stranger, granted, but still a stranger. It had disturbed her, although by this afternoon she had all but a.s.sured herself that if anything truly strange had occurred, it had been mostly in her own mind. She had been worried about Glen, uncertain whether they should be making love, despite what Gordy Farber told them, and so the sheer energy Glen had shown struck her as being-well, disturbing disturbing.

Even more disturbing had been the phone call from Joyce Cottrell. From the moment she'd hung up the phone, Anne was telling herself that whatever Joyce might think she'd seen, she must be mistaken.

a.s.suming she'd seen anything. anything. After all, hadn't she and Glen been speculating for years that Joyce was a secret drinker, sitting alone in the big old house next door where both her parents had died, tippling gin in the false and empty comfort of a darkened room? It had only been speculation, of course, but if it turned out they were right, it would certainly explain the peculiar phone call Joyce had made to her. Probably nothing had happened at all. Or maybe, taking advantage of Glen's presence at home in the middle of the day, Joyce made a pa.s.s at him, was rebuffed, and had been trying to extract some kind of warped revenge. After all, hadn't she and Glen been speculating for years that Joyce was a secret drinker, sitting alone in the big old house next door where both her parents had died, tippling gin in the false and empty comfort of a darkened room? It had only been speculation, of course, but if it turned out they were right, it would certainly explain the peculiar phone call Joyce had made to her. Probably nothing had happened at all. Or maybe, taking advantage of Glen's presence at home in the middle of the day, Joyce made a pa.s.s at him, was rebuffed, and had been trying to extract some kind of warped revenge.

Now, though, all Anne's rationales were crumbling around her in the too-silent foyer. Something Something had changed in this house. ”h.e.l.lo?” she called out. ”Anyone home?” had changed in this house. ”h.e.l.lo?” she called out. ”Anyone home?”

”I'm up here.” Heather's voice echoed from the second floor, m.u.f.fled by the closed door to her room.

Dropping her gritchel onto the table by the foot of the stairs, Anne took the steps two at a time, knocked once on Heather's door, and pushed it open at almost the same second she heard her daughter telling her to come in.

Heather was sitting at her desk, a math book open in front of her, a badly gnawed pencil clutched in her fingers.

”I thought you promised to quit chewing those things,” Anne said, sliding automatically into mother mode, and knowing even as she did that mostly it was a way to put off her half-formed anxieties for at least a minute or two.

”I'm trying,” Heather sighed. ”I just don't think about it. It's hard to stop doing something you don't even know you're doing.”

”I know,” Anne agreed. ”But it's still going to ruin your teeth.” She moved farther into the room, lifting the window to let some fresh air in. ”Where's your dad?” Anne hoped the question sounded casual, and when Heather spoke without looking up from the equation she was laboring over, she thought she'd succeeded.

”Taking a nap, I guess. The door to your room was closed when I got home, and I didn't even knock.” Finally she glanced up, her eyes falling on the clock on her nightstand. ”Is it really six already?”

”It's six.” Anne sighed. ”I better go wake your father up. I a.s.sume no one's started figuring out anything for dinner yet?” Heather shook her head. ”And where's Kevin?”

”He said he was going over to Justin's, and he promised to be home by five-thirty.” Reading the look in her mother's eye, which clearly said, Do I have to do everything around here? Heather got up from her desk. ”I'll call the Reynoldses and find out where he is. And why don't I call Dino's and order pizza for dinner? That way you don't have to worry about it.”

Anne hesitated. It was tempting, but then she remembered Gordy Farber's admonition about Glen's diet. Was pizza on the recommended list for heart attack patients? Somehow she doubted it. ”Let me go wake up your dad, then we'll see,” Anne temporized, telling herself it wasn't too late to run down to the Safeway and pick up something healthy, but suspecting that in the end they'd probably all wind up going out somewhere instead. As Heather went downstairs to call Justin Reynolds, Anne went to the closed door of the master bedroom and found herself hesitating before going inside.

But what was she expecting?

It was Glen Glen, for G.o.d's sake!

Abruptly feeling foolish, Anne pushed open the door and went inside. The shades were drawn and the room was stuffy, and when she switched on the lamp on Glen's side of the bed, he immediately came awake, sat up, and s.h.i.+elded his eyes against the glare. For a second-no more than an instant, really-Anne had the unsettling sense that she was looking into the eyes of a stranger. Then it was over. Glen's eyes cleared and he smiled at her-the same smile she'd known for years, the smile that had always rea.s.sured her that everything in her world was intact.

”Hey,” he said. ”Come here and give me a hug, okay?”

Flopping onto the bed next to her husband, Anne slipped her arms around him, gave him a kiss, then lay her head on his chest.

”You'll never guess who called me at the office today,” she said, suddenly certain that Joyce's crazy tale could only have been a figment of the woman's imagination. ”Joyce Cottrell.”

”Joyce?” Glen echoed. ”You're kidding. What did she want?”

As Anne began relating the conversation she'd had with their next-door neighbor, she felt Glen's body stiffen. All the fears that had been allayed by his smile only a few moments earlier came flooding back to her. Still, she tried not to let her voice or her body betray the questions that were ricocheting in her brain. ”Crazy, huh?” she asked as she finished.

”Maybe we've been right all along,” Glen suggested, but his bantering tone didn't quite cover the instant's hesitation before he answered. ”Maybe she really has has been drinking over there all these years.” been drinking over there all these years.”

Anne sat up and looked into Glen's eyes, now openly searching for that look she'd barely glimpsed a few minutes earlier. ”Then it didn't happen?” she asked.

”How could it have?” Glen countered. With a quick hug that Anne read as an evasion, he stood and crossed to the bathroom.

Glen's mind raced as he tried to figure out how to answer Anne's question. He didn't want to lie to her, but he didn't want to worry her, either. Surely, if he'd been wandering around the backyard stark naked, he'd remember it, wouldn't he?

But the last thing he remembered of the morning was being in the bathroom, naked. He'd showered, and was about to shave, and then- The black hole in the day, as if lightning had come out of nowhere and struck him unconscious.

Glen's mind was churning. Why was he even thinking of lying to Anne? Why not just tell her he was missing part of the day?