Part 2 (1/2)
”When Jessie, uh ... I should have called, and really I should have come to the service, but I'm just weird when it comes to-”
”Death.” Think, Cameron. Think, Cameron. He knew him. ”It's all right.” He knew him. ”It's all right.”
As they talked Cameron tried to picture the guy fifteen years younger. They were in some kind of group together ... weren't they?
”Are you doing your films yet? I bet you are.”
He jerked his head back. ”What?”
”Aren't you making films and doing the Steven Spielberg directing thing? You always said you'd have your first one finished by the time you reached the age of thirty-two. You were so convincing. Some of the stuff you did back in high school was pretty impressive, so I figured thirty-three means you're a year overdue, if you haven't done one yet.”
A chill washed over Cameron. That was indeed the plan. Two years ago he was on track to jump into the Hollywood circus, but the plan didn't include losing Jessie. The dream crashed and burned after that.
”No, I'm behind schedule.”
”I understand.” The man nodded. ”You ever want to talk about it, call me. I mean it.”
As the man sauntered off, the pieces inside Cameron's brain snapped into place.
A moment later Brandon came up to him with two drinks in his hand.
”That was Donnie Taggart,” Cameron said.
”Uh, yeah it is.”
”It took me a second to remember-”
”Well, he's pretty forgettable. We only played in a band with him for two years.”
Donnie Taggart was in their band? What? No. Wait. That's right. How could he forget that? ”He played ba.s.s. Sang a killer version of 'Better Man' for us and sounded just like Vedder. He lived a few miles away from you in a house painted a muted yellow. Didn't he have a boxer that snagged Frisbees out of the air no matter how far you threw it?”
”Look out Jeopardy, here comes Cameron. Nice to know your steroid-strength memory is still functioning. You know I hated you in high school 'cause of that. I don't think you ever studied.”
If only it were as simple as taking steroids to get his memories to return and fix whatever was malfunctioning in his mind.
Brandon clapped him on the back. ”Have fun, bro. I'm going to go catch up with all my old girlfriends.”
”That'll take, what, five, ten seconds?”
”Ha.” Brandon punched him in the arm. ”Be good.”
Cameron breathed deep and it seemed to clear his head. As he scanned the room, he recognized almost every face. He remembered names and even the cla.s.ses he'd taken with them. The memory loss had to be due to stress and lack of sleep more than any kind of encroaching disease.
His gaze settled on a dark-haired woman who stood next to the small stage they would probably use for giving out awards for having the most kids, the farthest distance traveled to get here, and married the longest.
As he studied her profile, a wave of heat washed over him. He should know her. Concentrate. Concentrate. Something about their junior year. She was part of it. Something about their junior year. She was part of it.
She turned and spotted him.
Oh no. He needed to figure it out before she reached him. But his mind was blank.
She s.h.i.+mmed up to him and gave him a sideways hug. ”Hey, handsome. I was hoping you would be here.”
”I was hoping the same.” Cameron bit his upper lip, as if the shot of pain would tell him who this woman was.
”It is so great to see you. You know, I meant to come to the ten, but life was pretty crazy in those days.” She pulled on her earlobe. ”I'm so sorry about your wife. I read about it. It was a small plane accident, right?”
Cameron nodded.
She stepped back a few paces. ”Let's see, your black hair is just as black and thick, no discernible extra girth around the middle yet, and only a few laugh lines around your gray-blues.” She laughed and leaned closer to him. ”I thought all the guys were supposed to come to the fifteen-year reunion bald and overweight.”
A moment later he knew her. ”Tonya!”
”Cameron!” She pointed at him, smiled, and studied his face. ”You okay?”
”I'm just tired; my job has been nuts lately. For the past year actually.”
By the time they'd finished talking, he remembered every one of their dates. But it didn't help the big slug of lead in his stomach get any lighter.
Two weeks later on a sun-soaked Sat.u.r.day afternoon, Cameron packed the last of his climbing gear into the back of his MINI Cooper and fired up the engine. He felt good. Strong. His mind hadn't s.h.i.+fted into hibernate mode even once since the reunion, and he tried to believe the incidents were over.
But part of his brain still felt like he was watching a 3-D movie without the gla.s.ses.
He hit Highway 2 out of Monroe at two o'clock and glanced at his watch. Should be to Leavenworth by four or four thirty. He might even be able to get a climb in before dark and make camp on top.
As the little town of Gold Bar slid by, his dad's words from eight years earlier echoed in his mind: ”When you get it ... when you get it ... You will ... you will...” ”When you get it ... when you get it ... You will ... you will...”
”No, Dad, I can't believe that.” Cameron popped his steering wheel with his fist. ”It's just the anniversary of Jessie's death and the pressure of work. That's all.”
The stress-O-meter had been pegging red for far too long. Brandon and he had become master jugglers with twenty video projects in the air at all times. That extracted a high price at life's tollbooth.
”Nice try,” said the other side of his brain. Stress alone wouldn't make his mind take as many vacations as it had during the past twelve months. Neither side of his mind could claim victory. But in his heart there was already a clear winner.
The fingers of his right hand started shaking, and he clamped his left hand on top it. That didn't accomplish anything except make both hands quiver. Relax! Relax! His mind was fine. He probably just needed food. His mind was fine. He probably just needed food.
A burger at the Alpen Drive-In took care of his hunger pains, but it didn't quell the gnawing feeling running through his mind.
As he waited to pull back onto Highway 2, Cameron stared at the license plate in front of him and played the game he amused himself with on long car rides when he was a kid.
LIO A33.
Liking intelligent orangutans after thirty-three.
Launching igloos over a thirty-three.