Part 28 (2/2)

They found the remains of a camp as the sun was beginning to dip behind a large black peak, spreading a span of rays across the sky. There was no one around, but the earth was flattened and there were the cold ashes of a fire and the smell of animal skins on the gra.s.s where people had slept.

'They went inland,' said Feileg.

Vali nodded. He knew. 'Then follow,' he said. He spat. For a day he had been salivating heavily.

The prince seemed possessed to the wolfman. Feileg looked at him with fear in his eyes and he did as he said.

The storm had gone and the sun was rising by the time they came upon the reindeer hunters. A new fire had led them there, seductive in its smell of cooking meat.

A single family was gathered around two squat conical tents of birch poles and reindeer skins. The tents were open at the top where the sticks met, and in one of them was the small fire that had drawn Vali and Feileg in. Of more immediate concern, however, were the two men who challenged them a bowshot from the camp. A bowshot was an appropriate measure of distance because both of the hunters had strange short bows in their hands. Arrows were stuck in the ground in front of them, not nocked, but available for easy access.

Vali felt his blood rising in his veins, ready for the fight, and tried to tell himself there was no need. Yet his focus had s.h.i.+fted, it seemed. His first response was to think of murder. He felt a hand at his side and his sword was drawn without him touching it. Feileg tossed the sword towards the bowmen and sat down on the ground. Vali exchanged a glance with him. The wolfman was wounded but Vali had only ever seen him respond to newcomers with seething anger before. Now he acted as Vali himself would have wanted to act, had he been in more control of his mind. Vali remembered the raid on the monastery. Hadn't he made a gesture like that once? He tried to recall that thought, to drop an anchor to hold him still in the tide of animosity that was engulfing him.

The hunters, who wore dark blue coats trimmed with red and gold bands, gave a friendly wave and walked towards the brothers. They were an interesting people, thought Vali, with dark hair and blue eyes like his own. They all exchanged smiles, and the hunters said something in a strange language and sat down in front of them. Vali didn't understand a word.

The wolfman was opening his pack with weak fingers. He offered the hunters wine in a skin, which they drank from gratefully. It was the same skin Vali had tried. He had thought it was bad but the hunters seemed to like it well enough. One of them gestured towards Feileg's wound and then to the camp. Vali stood to follow them but realised that Feileg could not get up. He had spent the last of his energy on the overnight trek. The prince had never seen the wolfman weak before. He knew what had happened - his wound had turned. There wasn't long for him now.

Vali forced himself to think, to be the boy who had grown up around Forkbeard's farms, the young man who had loved Adisla and had vowed to die for her. That dirty mire water was in him though, and he struggled to frame his thoughts. It came to him that he should help Feileg to his feet. He crouched, put the wolfman's arm around his shoulders and got him up. The human gesture seemed to restore Vali and his head cleared some more. These were Whale People or their kin from the interior of the country who lived from reindeer. Hemming had said that Haarik intended to exchange Adisla for his son. Perhaps they would know where or who this Domen was that Bodvar Bjarki had spoken of.

At the camp the men made signs for the brothers to sit inside one of the tents. A woman was in there, holding a young child. She looked at them with wary eyes but pointed to some furs for Feileg to lie on. Vali lowered the wolfman to the ground and then went outside. The interior of the tent was unbearably stuffy. He needed to be under the sun.

Feileg lay breathing heavily on the deerskins. The pace Vali had demanded had nearly killed him. The wolfman was convinced that some sort of sorcery had taken the prince but he was still determined to follow him. Something had moved in Feileg when he had spoken to Adisla and he was set on following his impulse to find her until the end. He breathed in the aromas of the tent: cooking and curds of goats' milk, reindeer hide and the birch fire. Feileg found it all immensely comforting and recalled evenings sitting in the dark with his brothers and sisters and listening to stories of adventure and glory. He had had no idea he was different then, marked for a special destiny among the wolves. Feileg had not wanted to be inside for years, but now he was content. It was Vali who sat in the open, head bowed and looking at his feet.

A man came in. He was smaller than the others and wearing a hat of four corners, like a parcel of cloth folded back on top. He nodded and smiled a greeting, sat down and put a hand on the wolf pelt Feileg wore. The wolfman felt no threat and allowed him to pull it aside. The man examined the wound. He shook his head and ran his fingers lightly across it. Then he turned and said something to the woman. She brought Feileg some stew in a bowl and he ate it gratefully.

'Ruohtta,' said the man to Feileg. He pointed at him and made a gesture of lying down on his side and turning up his eyes. Feileg realised he was telling him he was going to die.

Feileg had never feared death. When he was with his family he had been told it was glorious; when he was with Kveld Ulf he had seen it as simply a happening - a transformation, a different kind of day among other days. He thought he would be happy to die in the little tent with its domestic smells, among the kindness of these strangers, although the peace of that place, the company of the children and the women, the smiles of the man in the four-pointed hat, made him want to live. He wanted this for himself, he thought. The words 'I am a wolf' came to him again, but what wolf ever thought that? He was separate from his forest brothers, for all that he had been raised to be like them. The man in the hat got up and left.

Outside, stew was brought to Vali. He ate a little and drank some of the fermented milk drink he was offered. He could hardly stomach it and accepted only out of politeness. He smiled at the woman who had brought him the stew but the gesture was for him, not her. These rituals of etiquette and manners seemed vitally important to him now. He needed a link to the everyday, the human, he thought, to keep him from - what? He didn't know, but he was afraid of the feeling within him, halfway between nausea and elation. It was something that seemed ready to evict him from his own head. The prince knew he was losing something valuable to him.

Everything felt different. He had thought before that the sensation was a bit like being drunk, and that impression was stronger now. There was a feeling of freedom, like when the wine first takes effect. There was the knowledge that he was entering a different sort of consciousness. There was even some fear, but this was accompanied by an odd delight, an inner sn.i.g.g.e.r that said, 'Go on. Give in to it. Step away from yourself and change.' He did not know where he was going, nor what had happened to him, but instinctively he knew he had to fight it. Mad thoughts jostled in his head: I am becoming not myself, but how can that be? Myself is what I am, therefore I am leaving myself to become myself. Myself is more than one thing. I am uncontinuous and broken, I am . . . He struggled to find a word to sum up how he felt. And then it came to him: hungry. Yes, he was hungry, but not for anything that the pot could provide.

He looked inside the tent and realised that Feileg would not be coming with him. He wanted to leave right now, to find Adisla. The love he bore her seemed to take on even more importance. It was like a light seen through rain by a lost traveller, something to guide him to safety. He saw her face as he'd seen it for the last time when she'd kissed him goodbye - fearful, anxious but full of love for him.

Vali waved to the man in the four-pointed hat. He willed his unwieldy brain to concentrate on what he needed to do, using Adisla as the focus for his thoughts.

The man came and stood next to him. Without a shared language, they struggled to communicate.

'Haarik's son?' said Vali. He scratched in the dirt a picture of a s.h.i.+p then mimed it being wrecked by smas.h.i.+ng his fist into his hand. He drew a crown and mimed s.n.a.t.c.hing it.

'Domen,' he said. 'Where is Domen?'

The man smiled at him and made a calming gesture with his hands. Then he turned, ruffled the hair of one of the children, kissed the woman who had brought the stew and set off across the plain towards the distant mountains.Vali felt helpless. He sat outside the tent with the reindeer family watching him, saying nothing.

He began to lose concentration, to just exist beneath the changing light, the moving clouds. Vali didn't know how long he had been sitting there when he felt a hand on his shoulder.

'No tribute.' The man spoke Norse, however badly.

The man was back, and with someone else just like himself in a dark wool tunic and four-pointed hat. Beside them was a roped reindeer. The nervousness of the beast seemed to flood over Vali; he could taste its fear.

Instead of a bow the newcomer had a broad shallow drum in his hands. Vali started. It was just like the one he'd seen in his dream on the boat, where he'd glimpsed Adisla surrounded by those odd masked figures. This one though wasn't decorated with that crooked little rune that had tumbled from the skins of the drums in the vision, but with scenes of hunting and fis.h.i.+ng.

'No tribute.' The man said it again.

'No tribute,' said Vali. 'I'm looking for a person, not furs or gold.'

The man smiled, and Vali saw that he had two extra teeth in his upper jaw. He knew this was how the Whale People chose their holy men - by physical peculiarities like withered limbs or odd-coloured eyes. Veles Libor had told him as much. The thought of the merchant's name filled Vali with nausea.

'Domen?'

The holy man looked at him blankly.

'Domen. Drums.' Vali pointed at the drum. 'Domen.'

'Vagoy?' said the holy man.

'Domen.'

The holy man shook his head and gestured inside the tent, pointing at Feileg. He scratched a sort of rough circle and a wavy line in the dirt. Vali didn't understand. The man took up a rock. He scratched out a little hollow in the earth, put the rock in it and poured some water from a container around the rock.

'Vagoy,' he said, pointing at the rock. Then he howled, splashed at the water and mimed beating the drum.

Vali suddenly saw it - he was showing him an island, an island full of wolves where the drum was beaten.

'Domen?' said Vali, pointing at the rock.

'Ahhh! Dooerrrrrmaaan,' said the man, and Vali realised he had got the p.r.o.nunciation wrong.

'Yes, Domen.'

The man nodded.

'Jabbmeaaakka,' he said. Then he pointed at the tent, shook the flap that covered its entrance, said slowly, 'Hel. G.o.ddess. Fight,' and snarled with a grabbing gesture.

Vali pointed about him: which way?

The holy man gestured east, waving his arm several times to indicate that it was a long way.

Vali didn't wait. He got to his feet immediately and strode off in that direction but the man called after him in his incomprehensible language. The prince turned and the man pointed at him, then at himself, then east again.

'You will take me?' said Vali. He echoed the man's gestures.

The holy man gave a slow nod and disappeared inside the tent.

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