Chapter 102 (1/2)

Chapter 102

He finally said, “I’ve always been looking for you, but your mobile phone is turned off, your father said you were on a business trip, until yesterday Chi Fei Fan told me the truth……” So it was Chi Fei Fan that betrayedcould find me in the hospital, these two men, what did they want to do?

I was outraged, “Why are you seekingtable? I tell you, the last ti easy on you, you dare to have any inhumane ideas Today, I’ll castrate you, let you completely die without any descendants!”

He rubs his bandaged head, and gave a wryly s”

“Of course, or else I would have been bullied to death by you this asshle”

“Jing Zhi, it’s not that I don’t want this child,” His voice was low, there was a long pause, “I don’t knohat to say to you” I didn’t expect that he also dare to say, I was so angry that I wanted to choke him, “Of course, such inhumanity words, it must be hard”

He also looked at , I couldn’t see his expression, but intuitively, I suddenly felt heart-broken, because he just dazedly stared at me, like he never seen ht when there’s no stars and there was also no moon, dark like the boundless sea/ocean The way he looked at me, I suddenly felt myself almost drowned in the sea He had never stared at me this way before, such seriousness, such focus…… Finally, I finally heard his voice, “Jing Zhi, I love you”

I al h I have drea would say that to ht he would be really say to me But in this case, I ato conceive me not to have the child, so he does not hesitate to use the beauty tactic Miserable wretch! My teeth itch with hatred, but my face did not expose any expression at all, I even sive birth to our child?”

Hitting where it hurts, he actually dare to use the beauty tactic, I’ll beat hiame He paused for a moment, and finally made up his ht it was my elder sister’s CT When she was in hospital, I’ve often seen this type of brain CT’s before, the attending doctor always pointed to the shadows and told me how many tumor and diffusion there was In front of the tery simply was at a loss what to do, what the doctors can only do, is to try to reduce the pain of et pass each day

But this is not the CT film of my elder sister, I realised because there was no dreadful shadow, I took the fil some doubts His voice was very low, it see, maybe it was my illusion, but he said, “When your elder sister died, you cried until you fainted in the ward, the doctor perforain your consciousness, so they did a body check, the results they found there was a large soy bean lump in your skull base……”

My eyes instinctively fell on CT file soy bean black dot, and it was in my skull base, if you didn’t look carefully and you would never be able to find it I looked at the tiny bean, the shtful I didn’t knohen my hands started to trerew a small tu back on her last days, I just felt dizziness, nausea and wanting to vomit

“The position is very bad, it within the nerve most intensive areas, the doctor said if we risk the operation, there’s a very high probability you will becoetable [1], if it’s not stinant” He reached out his hand to hold my hand, I discovered that my hands as cold as ice, and his hands were just as cold as mine

[1] 植物人 Zhí Wù Rén: A vegetable (vegetative patient): serious functional brain injury, the victims in irreversible deep coma, loss of consciousness, but toand heartbeat can be sub-cortical central

I have never seen Lu Yu Jiang like this, his eyes had tears, “Jing Zhi, you’re a personwho loves being active and mischievous, when the doctor toldthere, cannot see, cannot hear, but also can never eat anything, cannotin bed for a lifetime, I knoill make you feel worse than death The doctor reco as there is no horreat hope it will not worsen As long as it does not grow, you besides having occasional headaches, you can live like nory experts fro as you not to have children, you should not have any risk So…… So I selfishly decided for you, I don’t want to let you live in the shadows When your elder sister left, you were very heart-broken, if you knew, you will feel afraid, so regarding this issue I have kept you in the dark Jing Zhi……” His very hot lips on the back of ive my selfishness……”

I was shaking,on ice I couldn’t hear what he said, I clutched the CT fil flashed beforeon her nerves, very early on she could not see anything, she was so thin there was only bones left, her hair all fell out I can never forget her last gasp appearance, when I think of her I’ll tremble, I’m really afraid, afraid I’ll becaood, the world is so beautiful, I really want to live

At the , he deceives me for so many years, let me live without sorrow and anxiety, if I had known aboutdied—— I really couldn’t bear such things as being ter me, and now it’s my turn

I know that fate will not letfor ht, the writer of this story was so ruthless, to give ic Queen? Don’t you always commit innumerable murders? Don’t you always abuse your readers to wail and whine? Don’t ic female lead, it’s uncomfortable!

I asked Lu Yu Jiang, “You married me is it because you pity me?”

“No, not at all” He looked up, “Jing Zhi, it’s not what you think”

I laughed, hthat you love ”

He heldZhi, I love you, not because I pity you”

Anything he said was futile, it was in vain I looked into his eyes, his eyes still so black, reflecting my own shadow, my face in his eyes there are some deformation, I looked at this person who I swear that I will not love I didn’t think I would have the same disease as my elder sister, there will also be a day, when I would be like my elder sister and die a painful death I don’t even hear to what he had said, there were hu sounds in my ears And after a while, I could not see his face, I’ve once loved hiht, don’t be sad, I will love you in elder sister’s place

I did not expect such a cruel fate, not giving elder sister a chance, also not giving me a chance

“Jing Zhi, you always have been so stubborn, no matter what I do, you will fled further away……” He crouched there,what to say, “That tio,by my side But I wasn’t rest assured, I wasn’t reconciled, I wanted you to stay, a place where I can see you But you always have a way toZhi…… It is my fault, I always have been very careful, but that day you really ry……”

Incoherent words a sentence into my ears, I don’t want to hear the of this, no matter what he wants to say Why did he not keep it fro in front ofinto this, then tell me I have cancer, I cannot have children My days are stolen, I lived so long, if I want to survive, I had to give up my little soy bean