Part 72 (1/2)

Aunt Marguerite stepped out into the pa.s.sage, her head erect, and her stiff silk training noisily behind her, to go to her own room, but the way was barred by the presence of Liza, who was down on the floor crouched in a heap, sobbing pa.s.sionately, with her ap.r.o.n up to her eyes.

”Get up!” said Aunt Marguerite imperiously, as she struck at the girl's hand with her fan.

Liza leaped to her feet, looked aghast at the figure before her, and fled, while Aunt Marguerite strode into her room, and loudly closed the door. As she pa.s.sed her niece's chamber, Louise was clasped tightly in Madelaine's arms, and it was long before the two girls were seated, hand in hand, gazing wonderingly at the inroads made so soon by grief.

”It is so horrible--all so horrible,” whispered Madelaine at last, for the silence was for long unbroken, save by an occasional sob.

Louise looked at her wildly, and then burst into a pa.s.sion of tears.

”Maddy!” she cried at last, ”is it all true?”

They could say no more, but sat gathering comfort from the sympathetic grasp of each other's hands.

At last, in a dull heavy way, the words came, each sounding as if the speaker were in despair, but willing to suffer so that her companion might be spared, and by degrees Louise learned that Van Heldre still lay in the same insensible state, the awaking from which Madelaine shrank from with horror, lest it should mean the return for a brief time of sense before the great final change.

”I could not come to you,” said Louise, after a long silence, as she gazed wistfully in her friend's face, ”and thought we should never meet again as friends.”

”You should have known me better,” replied Madelaine. ”It is very terrible, such a--such a--oh Louy, dearest, there must have been some mistake. Harry--Harry could not have been so base.”

Louise was silent for a time. At last she spoke.

”There must be times,” she said gently, ”when even the best of us are not answerable for our actions. He must have been mad. It was when, too--he had--promised--he had told me--that in the future--oh,” she cried, shuddering, as she covered her face with her hands, ”it can't be true--it cannot be true.”

Again there was a long silence in the room, whose drawn-down blind turned the light of a sickly yellow hue. But the window was open, and from time to time the soft sea breeze wafted the blind inward, and a bright ray of sunny light streamed in like hope across the two bent forms.

”I must not stay long,” said Madelaine. ”I s.h.i.+ver whenever I am away, lest--”

”No, no,” cried Louise, pa.s.sionately, as she strained her friend to her breast, ”we will not despond yet. All this comes across our lives like a dense black cloud, and there must be a great change in the future.

Your father will recover.”

”I pray that he may,” said Madelaine.

”And I will not believe that Harry is--dead.”

”I pray that he may be alive, Louy, to come some time in the future to ask forgiveness of my father. For I did love him, Louy; at first as a sister might the brother with whom she had played from childhood, and of late in sorrow and anguish, as the woman whom he had always said he loved. I fought with it, oh, so hard, but the love was there, and even when I was most hard and cold--”

”And he believed you cared for Mr Leslie.”

The words slipped from Louise Vine's lips like an escaped thought, and the moment they were spoken, she shrank away with her pale cheeks crimsoning, and she gazed guiltily at her companion.

”It was a foolish fancy on his part,” said Madelaine gravely. ”I cannot blame myself for anything I ever said or did to your brother. If I had been wrong, my lapse would have come upon me now like the lash of a whip; but in the long hours of my watches by my poor father's bed, I have gone over it again and again, and I cannot feel that I have been wrong.”

Louise drew her more closely to her breast.

”Maddy,” she whispered, ”years will have to pa.s.s, and we must separate.

The pleasant old days must end, but some day, when all these horrors have been softened by time, we may call each other sister again, and in the long dark interval you will not forget.”

”Forget!” said Madelaine, with a smile full of sadness. ”You know that we shall always be unchanged.”