Chapter 30 (1/2)

‘The Golden Commandment, is it.'

Its meaning wasn't complicated and the phrase wasn't trying to imply anything deep, either. So, he only needed to interpret it as he heard it. However, he just couldn't link the original meaning of the phrase to his ability, ‘Nine Eyes'. It didn't feel quite right.

Just like the ‘right' and ‘left' directions, there must be some kind of deeper meaning behind the way it was named like that. He thought about it dozens of times, but could only draw blank. The deeper he thought about it, the more complicated his head became.

In the end, he spent the whole night without a wink of sleep.

‘I can't figure it out.'

Sleep didn't want to visit him. Eventually, Seol got exhausted stirring around the bed wide awake, and decided to postpone deciphering the ‘Golden Commandment' to another time. He knew better than to force himself to a wrong conclusion here. In any case, he needed to find the proverbial loose string to yank out first if he wanted to unravel this mystery.

There were two ways he could think of that might resolve this quandary:

One, to open up the ‘right' direction.

Just like how the ‘left' direction was connected to ‘lower' direction, the odds of ‘upper' direction having a link with the ‘right' was high. If he could find what the remaining three colours were, he might be able to narrow down the meaning of the golden colour.

‘But, there are no more Ambrosias left….'

Two, the sole remaining method, was to find the truth by experimentation.

Having stared at the ceiling for the entirety of the night, Seol made up his mind and pushed himself off the bed.

The longer one stayed in the Neutral Zone, the harder it became to sense the hours pa.s.sing by. Not only there were no watches in this place, most of the facilities stayed open 24 hours a day, which kind of made finding a spot without light s.h.i.+ning on it a rarity within the Zone. Only the smartphone he received at the beginning of the Tutorial kept him up with the current date and time.

[05:17 AM]

Around this early morning hour, the always-crowded first floor plaza would be much more quieter.

Wondering if Yun Seo-Rah was there, Seol came down to the first floor only to find someone else's familiar back, instead.

‘Yi Surl-Ah?'

He was about to call out to greet her but stopped. His half-opened mouth slowly closed shut.

Yi Surl-Ah was in the midst of taking a halting glance at the noticeboard.

It didn't seem as if she was here for that running mission again. A Basic difficulty mission could be repeated infinitely, so there were no need to worry about the mission parchments running out. So, if she was hesitating like that in front of the board, that could only mean that she was thinking of challenging a mission with a difficulty higher than ‘Very easy'.

Her pet.i.te shoulders drooped in disappointment. Her head faltered, hinting that she was deeply devastated over something. Seol quickly walked over to her side.

”What should I do now….?” (Yi Surl-Ah)

”Miss Surl-Ah?” (Seol)

”Heukyahck?!?!” (Yi Surl-Ah)

When he called out to her out of the blue, a rather peculiar scream jumped out of her mouth. She quickly turned around to face Seol. Her shocked expression calmed down quickly after seemingly losing ten years of her life through fright.

”Orabeo-nim!” (Yi Surl-Ah)

”Good morning. You here to try the running mission again? It's been a while since we ran side by side, so how about it?” (Seol)

”Oh…. Well, shall we?” (Yi Surl-Ah)

She sounded really unwilling. Seol didn't miss the fact that she hesitated ever so slightly before answering him.

”What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?” (Seol)

”Oh, no! Not at all. Uhm, it's like, I'm lacking in confidence, something like that? I haven't practiced a lot lately and stuff….” (Yi Surl-Ah)

She blurred the ends of her sentence and smiled awkwardly. Her smile was the usual one that seemed pure and innocent, but today, he picked up the hint of unnaturalness that she couldn't completely conceal. Her always-sunny complexion seemed very haggard as well.

‘Mm?'

Seol carefully studied her appearance for a little while and tilted his head.

Now that he had taken a closer look at her, there were a few odd things about her. It had been slightly over a month since the Jobs were awakened, yet her attire remained the same as what she wore during the Tutorial. And having met up with s.h.i.+n Sahng-Ah and Hyun Sahng-Min earlier on, this oddness came across as quite bizarre to him now.

Yi Surl-Ah's ‘apt.i.tude' wasn't bad when he took a peek at her Status Windows. Although it couldn't be called as desirable as ‘Brilliant', he did remember seeing the description of ‘jack of all trades' or something similar to that in her Apt.i.tude column.

”Have you eaten breakfast yet?” (Seol)

When he asked her while thinking, it can't be, right?, she hurriedly nodded her head.

”O, of course!! I filled up before getti….” (Yi Surl-Ah)

*SFX for a loud stomach rumble*

With the exquisite timing, the loud cry of an empty stomach roared out for everyone to hear. And sure enough, it was not coming from Seol's belly.

”…..If I want to eat, I need to complete missions, you see….” (Yi Surl-Ah)

Quite unlike how she sounded just a minute ago, there was no energy in her voice now. Her pinkish neck slowly reddened up in the shade of sunset. Seol dazedly s.h.i.+fted his gaze over to the noticeboard.

As expected, she wasn't here to do Basic difficulty missions. She was checking out the sections where ‘Very easy' and ‘Easy' missions were originally located. Unfortunately, there were no parchments left there. Because, Seol ended up completely exhausting what little remained a few days ago, that was why.

….Yi siblings are constantly helping out Yun Seo-Rah….

Suddenly, Seol recalled Hyun Sahng-Min's words. And right away, it felt like a hammer struck him in the head.

‘Ahh…..'

Now he understood the truth.

It wasn't as if the Yi siblings failed to earn enough SPs for themselves. No, it was more like they couldn't, as they were trying to look after Yun Seo-Rah, as well.

In order to complete a mission that paid out enough Survival Points for one to carry on living in the Zone, one would need to get the matching equipment and suitable abilities for one's Job. Attempting a mission without those would be akin to throwing your life away.

If one had to lower the difficulty through a sheer lack of choice, then the rewards on offer was too low. Even then, if one continued to persevere and complete them, it'd be possible to ama.s.s a few handful of points. But for the Yi siblings, those points would have been spent in looking after Yun Seo-Rah, instead.

It'd only leave them towards a continuous downward spiral. On top of this, Yi Surl-Ah entered the Neutral Zone with only 46 points to her name. Her brother, Yi Sung-Jin, only 114 points. Since they had to support another person with their already struggling finances, their situation must've been in a downward slide for a long time by now.

‘G.o.dd*mn it.' (Seol)

Seol's hand clutched his spear tightly.

‘….And I had no reason to even do those missions, either….' (Seol)

He resolved himself not to repeat the mistake he made during the treasure hunt, yet he had done it again. He told himself to control his desires, yet, in the end, he thoughtlessly used himself as an example when making decisions.

Only if he paid little more attention. How could he fail so spectacularly to consider the possibility that the situation would be different for other survivors?

From Yi Surl-Ah's perspective, it must've been like him robbing her of the last lifeline she had been depending on until now.

”….I'm sorry.” (Seol)

Hearing his sudden apology, Yi Surl-Ah's eyes grew wider and wider.

Of course, she was aware of it, too. There was no way she didn't know, since the stories about Seol were wide spread around the Neutral Zone nowadays.

”N, no! Don't say that!” (Yi Surl-Ah)

”I'm at fault. I'm the one who finished off all the easier missions.” (Seol)

”Orabeo-nim, don't say that. Those mission papers aren't mine to begin with.” (Yi Surl-Ah)

”…..”

”More importantly, for the last two months, you didn't touch any of those missions, anyways. It's my fault for being lazy and not completing the missions more often, you know. It's my fault instead.” (Yi Surl-Ah)

Seeing her trying to console him, his hard-to-describe guilty conscience got heavier by another layer. She said that she had been lazy, but there was no way that could be true. No, it was far more likely that she was struggling desperately to survive.

”I heard that you are looking after Miss Yun Seo-Rah.” (Seol)

”Oh, uhm…. T, that is….” (Yi Surl-Ah)

Yi Surl-Ah could only open and shut her mouth repeatedly as if she didn't know what to say. Her expression was asking him, How did you find out?

”How long has it been?” (Seol)

”Maybe…. After entering the Neutral Zone…. Around ten days after that….” (Yi Surl-Ah)

So, well over a month, huh.

Seol chuckled out bitterly.

She could've asked him for help during that time, at least once. But she didn't say anything, even when they met a few times to lap the track together. She didn't even show any signs of struggling, either. If no one told him of the Yun Seo-Rah situation, he might've never found out what was going on.

Seeing her helplessly lower her gaze, Seol's thoughts became very complicated.

‘What should I do now?' (Seol)

Although he didn't give a definite answer to Kim Hahn-Nah, he was planning to help Yun Seo-Rah out, anyways. He thought that it wouldn't be such a bad idea to repay Kim Hahn-Nah's kindness, since he had received lots of benefits from her Gold Mark up until this point in time.

However, helping out the Yi siblings was out of his calculations. Of course, if he began supporting Yun Seo-Rah, the burden on the siblings would decrease considerably, but…

But, it was already too late. Others had leapfrogged far ahead of them by now. Never mind catching up to them, could she and her brother even manage to gather 1000 points each before the end of the deadline?

While stewing inside the swirling mess of jumbled up thoughts, Seol got to confirm his disposition being ‘Chaotic' one more time. Even though he thought he should aid them somehow, no small part of him didn't want to get involved here and just wanted to concentrate on completing missions, instead.

Should he help them, or not?

Encountering yet another crossroads in his path, Seol closed his eyes to contemplate.

It was then, he suddenly recalled a scene from almost two months ago.

…Let's run together!!

He remembered a scene of a girl who came to console him after seeing how shaken he was back then. It was of a girl who'd never forget her saviour and tried to repay the favour no matter what.

And then, that Bible verse Kim Hahn-Nah left behind entered his thoughts as well.

….Therefore whatever you desire for men to do to you, you shall also do to them.

He then decided to look at things from the siblings' perspective.

What if he ran into a situation similar to what the siblings, or even, Yun Seo-Rah was facing? Without a doubt, he'd be wis.h.i.+ng for someone to come and help him out right about now.

….I never really thought of those words as altruistic babble, though. No, it's much more closer to ‘give-and-take'…

Although it was only by a little bit, Seol thought he could understand where Kim Hahn-Nah's sentiment was coming from.

Maybe….

Just maybe, there could be a future that might unfold in the way Kim Hahn-Nah had been implying - a future, where Seol needed to receive help from someone else. Could this girl in front of him be one of the potential ‘someone else'?

No, that didn't matter. What did matter was his feelings on the subject, regardless of what might happen in the future. He didn't know why, but he wanted to help her.

He wasn't dealing with a b*stard like Kahng Seok here, either. Knowing the struggles this kind-hearted and warm girl was going through, he couldn't turn a blind eye anymore.

‘It's not like I don't have a wiggle room, is it?' (Seol)

The moment he decided, Seol opened his eyes and spoke to her.

”Come. Let's run for a while.” (Seol)

Seol and Yi Surl-Ah began jogging on the track.

He completed his portion of the allocated laps first and waited for her to finish. Seeing her slowly inch closer to the finish line, he waved his hands in encouragement. She managed to get to the line, but before crossing it, she collapsed on the floor and began panting heavily. Seeing this, Seol grinned softly.

”It's only 30 laps, you know. I didn't know you were this unfit.” (Seol)

”Doping is not allowed!” (Yi Surl-Ah)

Yi Surl-Ah protested to the injustice of this situation.

”I'm telling you, it's not doping.” (Seol)

While defending himself, Seol's lips formed a bitter smile. He remembered giving an advice that she should buy Competence, while being completely oblivious to her living conditions.

”How do you feel after you ran around for a while?” (Seol)

”It feels nice.” (Yi Surl-Ah)