Part 17 (1/2)

SYSTEM FAILURE.

Pixie Dark as a partially wiped hard drive? It was horrible, but it felt like the stone truth.

'I majored in English, but as a young man I read a great deal of psychology,' the Head told them. 'I began with Freud, of course, everyone begins with Freud* then Jung* Adler* worked my way around the whole ballfield from there. Lurking behind all theories of how the mind works is a greater theory: Darwin's. In Freud's vocabulary, the idea of survival as the prime directive is expressed by the concept of the id. In Jung's, by the rather grander idea of blood consciousness. Neither man, I think, would argue with the idea that if all all conscious thought, conscious thought, all all memory, memory, all all ratiocinative ability, were to be stripped from a human mind in a moment, what would remain would be pure and terrible.' ratiocinative ability, were to be stripped from a human mind in a moment, what would remain would be pure and terrible.'

He paused, looking around for comment. None of them said anything. The Head nodded as if satisfied and resumed.

'Although neither the Freudians nor the Jungians come right out and say it, they strongly suggest that we may may have a core, a single basic carrier wave, or-to use language with which Jordan is comfortable-a single line of written code which cannot be stripped.' have a core, a single basic carrier wave, or-to use language with which Jordan is comfortable-a single line of written code which cannot be stripped.'

'The PD,' Jordan said. 'The prime directive.'

'Yes,' the Head agreed. 'At bottom, you see, we are not h.o.m.o sapiens h.o.m.o sapiens at all. Our core is madness. The prime directive is murder. What Darwin was too polite to say, my friends, is that we came to rule the earth not because we were the smartest, or even the meanest, but because we have always been the craziest, most murderous motherf.u.c.kers in the jungle. And that is what the Pulse exposed five days ago.' at all. Our core is madness. The prime directive is murder. What Darwin was too polite to say, my friends, is that we came to rule the earth not because we were the smartest, or even the meanest, but because we have always been the craziest, most murderous motherf.u.c.kers in the jungle. And that is what the Pulse exposed five days ago.'

17.

'I refuse to believe that we were lunatics and murderers before we were anything else,' Tom said. 'Christ, man, what about the Parthenon? What about Michelangelo's refuse to believe that we were lunatics and murderers before we were anything else,' Tom said. 'Christ, man, what about the Parthenon? What about Michelangelo's David? David? What about that plaque on the moon that says, We came in peace for all mankind'?' What about that plaque on the moon that says, We came in peace for all mankind'?'

'That plaque also has Richard Nixon's name on it,' Ardai said drily. 'A Quaker, but hardly a man of peace. Mr. McCourt-Tom-I have no interest in handing down an indictment of mankind. If I did, I'd point out that for every Michelangelo there's a Marquis de Sade, for every Gandhi an Eichmann, for every Martin Luther King an Osama bin Laden. Leave it at this: man has come to dominate the planet thanks to two essential traits. One is intelligence. The other has been the absolute willingness to kill anyone and anything that gets in his way.'

He leaned forward, surveying them with his bright eyes.

'Mankind's intelligence finally trumped mankind's killer instinct, and reason came to rule over mankind's maddest impulses. That, too, was survival. I believe the final showdown between the two may have come in October of 1963, over a handful of missiles in Cuba, but that is a discussion for another day. The fact is, most of us had sublimated the worst in us until the Pulse came along and stripped away everything but that red core.'

'Someone let the Tasmanian devil out of its cage,' Alice murmured. 'Who?'

'That need not concern us, either,' the Head replied. 'I suspect they had no idea of what they were doing* or how much much they were doing. Based upon what must have been hurried experiments over a few years- perhaps even months-they may have thought they would unleash a destructive storm of terrorism. Instead they unleashed a tsunami of untold violence, and it's mutating. Horrible as the current days may now seem, we may later view them as a lull between one storm and the next. These days may also be our only chance to make a difference.' they were doing. Based upon what must have been hurried experiments over a few years- perhaps even months-they may have thought they would unleash a destructive storm of terrorism. Instead they unleashed a tsunami of untold violence, and it's mutating. Horrible as the current days may now seem, we may later view them as a lull between one storm and the next. These days may also be our only chance to make a difference.'

'What do you mean, mutating?' Clay asked.

But the Head didn't answer. Instead he turned to twelve-year-old Jordan. 'If you please, young man.'

'Yes. Well.' Jordan paused to think. 'Your conscious mind only uses a tiny percentage of your brain's capacity. You guys know that, right?'

'Yes,' Tom said, a bit indulgently. 'So I've read.'

Jordan nodded. 'Even when you add in all the autonomic functions they control, plus the subconscious stuff-dreams, blink-think, the s.e.x drive, all that jazz-our brains are barely ticking over.'

'Holmes, you astound me,' Tom said.

'Don't be a wisea.s.s, Tom!' Alice said, and Jordan gave her a decidedly starry-eyed smile.

'I'm not,' Tom said. 'The kid is good.'

'Indeed he is,' the Headmaster said drily. 'Jordan may have occasional problems with the King's English, but he did not get his scholars.h.i.+p for excelling at tiddlywinks.' He observed the boy's discomfort and gave Jordan's hair an affectionate scruff with his bony fingers. 'Continue, please.'

'Well*' Jordan struggled, Clay could see it, and then seemed to find his rhythm again. 'If your brain really was was a hard drive, the can would be almost empty.' He saw only Alice understood this. 'Put it this way: the info strip would say something like 2 percent in use, 98 percent available. No one has any real idea what that ninety-eight percent is for, but there's plenty of potential there. Stroke victims, for instance* they sometimes access previously dormant areas of their brains in order to walk and talk again. It's like their brains wire a hard drive, the can would be almost empty.' He saw only Alice understood this. 'Put it this way: the info strip would say something like 2 percent in use, 98 percent available. No one has any real idea what that ninety-eight percent is for, but there's plenty of potential there. Stroke victims, for instance* they sometimes access previously dormant areas of their brains in order to walk and talk again. It's like their brains wire around around the blighted area. The lights go on in a similar area of the brain, but on the other side.' the blighted area. The lights go on in a similar area of the brain, but on the other side.'

'You study this stuff?' Clay asked.

'It's a natural outgrowth of my interest in computers and cybernetics,' Jordan said, shrugging. 'Also, I read a lot of cyberpunk science fiction. William Gibson, Bruce Sterling, John s.h.i.+rley-'

'Neal Stephenson?' Alice asked.

Jordan grinned radiantly. 'Neal Stephenson's a G.o.d.' G.o.d.'

'Back on message,' the Head chided* but gently.

Jordan shrugged. 'If you wipe a computer hard drive, it can't regenerate spontaneously* except maybe in a Greg Bear novel.' He grinned again, but this time it was quick and, Clay thought, rather nervous. Part of it was Alice, who clearly knocked the kid out. 'People are different.'

'But there's a huge leap between learning to walk again after a stroke and being able to power a bunch of boomboxes by telepathy,' Tom said. 'A quantum leap.' He looked around self-consciously as the word telepathy telepathy came out of his mouth, as if expecting them to laugh. No one did. came out of his mouth, as if expecting them to laugh. No one did.

'Yeah, but a stroke victim, even someone who has a bad one, is light-years different from what happened to people who were on their cells during the Pulse,' Jordan replied. 'Me and the Head-the Head and I I-think that in addition to stripping people's brains all the way to that one unerasable line of code, the Pulse also kicked something on. Something that's probably been sitting inside all of us for millions of years, buried in that ninety-eight percent of dormant hard drive.'

Clay's hand stole to the b.u.t.t of the revolver he had picked up off the floor in Beth Nickerson's kitchen. 'A trigger,' he said.

Jordan lit up. 'Yeah, exactly! A mutative mutative trigger. It never could have happened without this, like, total erasure on a grand scale. Because what's emerging, what's building up in those people out there* only they're no longer people, what's building up is-' trigger. It never could have happened without this, like, total erasure on a grand scale. Because what's emerging, what's building up in those people out there* only they're no longer people, what's building up is-'

'It's a single organism,' the Head interrupted. 'This is what we believe.'

'Yes, but more than just a flock,' flock,' Jordan said. 'Because what they can do with the CD players may only be the start, like a little kid learning to put his shoes on. Think about what they might be able to do in a week. Or a month. Or a year.' Jordan said. 'Because what they can do with the CD players may only be the start, like a little kid learning to put his shoes on. Think about what they might be able to do in a week. Or a month. Or a year.'

'You could be wrong,' Tom said, but his voice was as dry as a breaking stick.

'He could also be right,' Alice said.

'Oh, I'm sure he's right,' the Head put in. He sipped his spiked hot chocolate. 'Of course, I'm an old man and my time is almost over in any case. I'll abide by any decision you make.' A slight pause. The eyes flicked from Clay to Alice to Tom. 'As long as it's the right one, of course.'

Jordan said: 'The flocks will try to come together, you know. If they don't hear each other already, they will real soon.'

'c.r.a.p,' Tom said uneasily. 'Ghost stories.'

'Maybe,' Clay said, 'but here's something to think about. Right now the nights are ours. What if they decide they need less sleep? Or that they're not afraid of the dark?'

No one said anything for several moments. A wind was rising outside. Clay sipped his hot chocolate, which had never been much more than tepid and was now almost cold. When he looked up again, Alice had put hers aside and was holding her Nike talisman instead.

'I want to wipe them out,' she said. 'The ones on the soccer field, I want to wipe them out. I don't say kill them because I think Jordan's right, and I don't want to do it for the human race. I want to do it for my mother and my dad, because he's gone, too. I know he is, I feel it. I want to do it for my friends Vickie and Tess. They were good friends, but they had cell phones, they never went anywhere without them, and I know what they're like now and where they're sleeping: someplace just like that f.u.c.king soccer field.' She glanced at the Head, flus.h.i.+ng. 'Scuse me, sir.'

The Head waved her apology away.