Part 10 (1/2)
Roebuck--have fired me if I had refused to sign?”
”Excuses, excuses, Walters,” was Roebuck's answer, with a sad, disappointed look, as if he had hoped Walters would make a brighter showing for himself.
”How many times have you yourself talked to me of this eternal excuse habit of men who fail? And if I expended my limited brain-power in looking into all the excuses and explanations, what energy or time would I have for constructive work? All I can do is to select a man for a position and to judge him by results. You were put in charge to produce dividends. You haven't produced them. I'm sorry, and I venture to hope that things are not so bad as you make out in your eagerness to excuse yourself. For the sake of old times, Tom, I ignore your angry insinuations against me. I try to be just, and to be just one must always be impersonal.”
”Well,” said Walters with an air of desperation, ”give me another year, Mr.
Roebuck, and I'll produce results all right. I'll break the agreements and cut rates. I'll freeze out the branch roads and our minority stock-holders, I'll keep the books so that all the expert accountants in New York couldn't untangle them. I'll wink at and commit and order committed all the necessary crimes. I don't know why I've been so squeamish, when there were so many penitentiary offenses that I did consent to, and, for that matter, commit, without a quiver. I thought I ought to draw the line somewhere--and I drew it at keeping my personal word and at keeping the books reasonably straight. But I'll go the limit.”
I'll never forget Roebuck's expression; it was perfect, simply perfect--a great and good man outraged beyond endurance, but a Christian still. ”You have made it impossible for me to temper justice with mercy, Walters,” said he. ”If it were not for the long years of a.s.sociation, for the affection for you which has grown up in me, I should hand you over to the fate you have earned. You tell me you have been committing crimes in my service. You tell me you will commit more and greater crimes. I can scarcely believe my own ears.”
Walters laughed scornfully--the reckless laugh of a man who suddenly sees that he is cornered and must fight for his life. ”Rot!” he jeered. ”Rot!
You always have been a wonder at juggling with your conscience. But do you expect me to believe you think yourself innocent because you do not yourself execute the orders you issue--orders that can be carried out only by committing crimes?” Walters was now beside himself with rage. He gave the reins to that high horse he had been riding ever since he was promoted to the presidency of the great coal road. He began to lay on whip and spur.
”Do you think,” he cried to Roebuck, ”the blood of those five hundred men drowned in the Pequot mine is not on _your_ hands--_your_ head?
You, who ordered John Wilkinson to suppress the compet.i.tion the Pequot was giving you, ordered him in such a way that he knew the alternative was his own ruin? He shot himself--yet he had as good an excuse as you, for he, too, pa.s.sed on the order until it got to the poor fireman--that wretched fellow they sent to the penitentiary for life? And as sure as there is a G.o.d in Heaven, you will some day do a long, long sentence in whatever h.e.l.l there is, for letting that wretch rot in prison--yes, and for John Wilkinson's suicide, and for the lives of those five hundred drowned. Your pensions to the widows and orphans can't save you.”
I listened to this tirade astounded. Used as I was to men losing their heads through vanity, I could not credit my own ears and eyes when they reported to me this insane exhibition. I looked at Roebuck. He was wearing an expression of beatific patience; he would have made a fine study for a picture of the martyr at the stake.
”I forgive you, Tom,” he said, when Walters stopped for breath. ”Your own sinful heart makes you see the black of sin upon everything. I had heard that you were going about making loud boasts of your power over your employers, but I tried not to believe it. I see now that you have, indeed, lost your senses. Your prosperity has been too much for your good sense.”
He sighed mournfully. ”I shall not interfere to prevent your getting a position elsewhere,” he continued. ”But after what you have confessed, after your slanders, how can I put you back in your old place out West, as I intended? How can I continue the interest in you and care for your career that I have had, in spite of all your shortcomings? I who raised you up from a clerk.”
”Raised me up as you fellows always raise men up--because you find them clever at doing your dirty work. I was a decent, honest fellow when you first took notice of me and tempted me. But, by G.o.d, Mr. Roebuck, if I've sold out beyond hope of living decent again, I'll have my price--to the last cent. You've got to leave me where I am or give me a place and salary equally as good.” This Walters said bl.u.s.teringly, but beneath I could detect the beginnings of a whine.
”You are angry, Tom,” said Roebuck soothingly. ”I have hurt your vanity--it is one of the heaviest crosses I have to bear, that I must be continually hurting the vanity of men. Go away and--and calm down. Think the situation over coolly; then come and apologize to me, and I will do what I can to help you. As for your threats--when you are calm, you will see how idle they are.”
Walters gave a sort of groan; and though I, blinded by my prejudices in favor of Roebuck and of the crowd with whom my interests lay, had been feeling that he was an impudent and crazy ingrate, I pitied him.
”What proofs have I got?” he said desperately. ”If I show up the things I know about, I show up myself, and everybody will say I'm lying about you and the others in the effort to save myself. The newspapers would denounce me as a treacherous liar--you fellows own or control or foozle them in one way and another. And if I was believed, who'd prosecute you and what court'd condemn you? Don't you own both political parties and make all the tickets, and can't you ruin any office-holders who lifted a finger against you? What a h.e.l.l of a state of affairs!”
A swifter or a weaker descent I never witnessed. My pity changed to contempt. ”This fellow, with his great reputation,” thought I, ”is a fool and a knave, and a weak one at that.”
”Go away now, Tom,” said Roebuck.
”When you're master of yourself again, come to see me.”
”Master of myself!” cried Walters bitterly. ”Who that's got anything to lose is master of himself in this country?” With shoulders sagging and a sort of stumble in his gait, he went toward the door. He paused there to say: ”I've served too long, Mr. Roebuck. There's no fight in me. I thought there was, but there ain't. Do the best you can for me.” And he took himself out of our sight.
You will wonder how I was ever able to blind myself to the reality of this frightful scene. But please remember that in this world every thought and every act is a mixture of the good and the bad; and the one or the other shows the more prominently according to one's point of view. There probably isn't a criminal in any cell, anywhere, no matter what he may say in sniveling pretense in the hope of lighter sentence, who doesn't at the bottom of his heart believe his crime or crimes somehow justifiable--and who couldn't make out a plausible case for himself.
At that time I was stuffed with the arrogance of my fancied members.h.i.+p in the caste of directing financial geniuses; I was looking at everything from the viewpoint of the brotherhood of which Roebuck was the strongest brother, and of which I imagined myself a full and equal member. I did not, I could not, blind myself to the vivid reminders of his relentlessness; but I knew too well how necessary the iron hand and the fixed purpose are to great affairs to judge him as infuriated Walters, with his vanity savagely wounded, was judging him. I'd as soon have thought of describing General Grant as a murderer, because he ordered the battles in which men were killed or because he planned and led the campaigns in which subordinates committed rapine and pillage and a.s.sa.s.sination. I did not then see the radical difference--did not realize that while Grant's work was at the command of patriotism and necessity, there was no necessity whatever for Roebuck's getting rich but the command of his own greedy and cruel appet.i.tes.
Don't misunderstand me. My morals are practical, not theoretical. Men must die, old customs embodied in law must be broken, the venal must be bribed and the weak cowed and compelled, in order that civilization may advance.
You can't establish a railway or a great industrial system by rose-water morality. But I shall show, before I finish, that Roebuck and his gang of so-called ”organizers of industry” bear about the same relation to industry that the boll weevil bears to the cotton crop.
I'll withdraw this, if any one can show me that, as the result of the activities of those parasites, anybody anywhere is using or is able to use a single pound or bushel or yard more of any commodity whatsoever.
I'll withdraw it, if I can not show that but for those parasites, bearing precisely the same relation to our society that the kings and n.o.bles and priests bore to France before the Revolution, everybody except them would have more goods and more money than they have under the system that enables these parasites to overshadow the highways of commerce with their strongholds and to clog them with their toll-gates. They know little about producing, about manufacturing, about distributing, about any process of industry. Their skill is in temptation, in trickery and in terror.
On that day, however, I sided--honestly, as I thought--with Roebuck. What I saw and heard increased my admiration of the man, my already profound respect for his master mind. And when, just after Walters went out, he leaned back in his chair and sat silent with closed eyes and moving lips, I--yes, I, Matt Blacklock, ”Black Matt,” as they call me--was awed in the presence of this great and good man at prayer!