Part 7 (1/2)

”Oh, your French will do very well; and you will take your own way, my dear,” said the elder lady, getting up. ”You all do, you young people.

The opinion of others never does any good; and as Tom does not seem to be coming, I think I shall take my way to bed. Good-night, Lucy.

Remember what I said, at all events, about the magic lantern. And if you are wise you will have as little to do as possible with La Forno-Populo as you can--and there you have my two pieces of advice.”

Lucy was disturbed a little by her elder's counsel, both in respect to the foreign lady, whom, however, she simply supposed Lady Randolph did not like--and in regard to her own nursery tastes and avoidance of society;--could that be why Tom sat so much longer in the dining-room and did not come in to talk to his aunt? She began to think with a little ache in her heart, and to remember that in her great preoccupation with the child he had been left to spend many evenings alone, and that he no longer complained of this. She stood up in front of the fire and pressed her hot forehead to the mantel-shelf. How was a woman to know what to do? Was not he that was most helpless and had most need of her the one to devote her time to? There was not a thought in her that was disloyal to Sir Tom. But what if he were to form the habit of doing without her society? This was an idea that filled her with a vague dread. Some one came in through the great drawing-room as she stood thinking, and she turned round eagerly, supposing that it was her husband; but it was only Jock, who had been on the watch to hear Lady Randolph go upstairs.

”I never see you at all now, Lucy,” cried Jock. ”I never have a chance but in the holidays, and now they're half over, and we have not had one good talk. And what about poor Mr. Churchill, Lucy? I thought he was the very man for you. He has got about a dozen children and no money.

Somebody else pays for Churchill, that's the fellow I told you of that's on the foundation. I shouldn't have found out all that, and gone and asked questions and got myself thought an inquisitive beggar, if it hadn't been for your sake.”

”Oh, Jock, I'm sure I am much obliged to you,” said Lucy, dolefully; ”and I am so sorry for the poor gentleman. It must be dreadful to have so many children and not to be able to give them everything they require.”

At this speech, which was uttered with something between impatience and despair, and which made no promise of any help or succour, her brother regarded her with a mixture of anger and disappointment.

”Is that all about it, Lucy?” he said.

”Oh, no, Jock! I am sure you are right, dear. I know I ought to bestir myself and do something, but only---- How much do you think it would take to make them comfortable? Oh, Jock, I wish that papa had put it all into somebody's hands, to be done like business--somebody that had nothing else to think of!”

”What have you to think of, Lucy?” said the boy, seriously, in the superiority of his youth. ”I suppose, you know, you are just too well off. You can't understand what it is to be like that. You get angry at people for not being happy, you don't want to be disturbed.” He paused remorsefully, and cast a glance at her, melting in spite of himself, for Lucy did not look too well off. Her soft brow was contracted a little; there was a faint quiver upon her lip. ”If you really want to know,”

Jock said, ”people can live and get along when they have about five hundred a year. That is, as far as I can make out. If you gave them that, they would think it awful luck.”

”I wish I could give them all of it, and be done with it!”

”I don't see much good that would do. It would be two rich people in place of one, and the two would not be so grand as you. That would not have done for father at all. He liked you to be a great heiress, and everybody to wonder at you, and then to give your money away like a queen. I like it too,” said Jock, throwing up his head; ”it satisfies the imagination: it is a kind of a fairy tale.”

Lucy shook her head.

”He never thought how hard it would be upon me. A woman is never so well off as a man. Oh, if it had been you, Jock, and I only just your sister.”

”Talking does not bring us any nearer a settlement,” said Jock, with some impatience. ”When will you do it, Lucy? Have you got to speak to old Rushton, or write to old Chervil, or what? or can't you just draw them a cheque? I suppose about ten thousand or so would be enough. And it is as easy to do it at one time as another. Why not to-morrow, Lucy?

and then you would have it off your mind.”

This proposal took away Lucy's breath. She thought with a gasp of Sir Tom and the look with which he would regard her--the laugh, the amused incredulity. He would not be unkind, and her right to do it was quite well established and certain. But she shrank within herself when she thought how he would look at her, and her heart jumped into her throat as she realised that perhaps he might not laugh only. How could she stand before him and carry her own war in opposition to his? Her whole being trembled even with the idea of conflict. ”Oh, Jock, it is not just so easily managed as that,” she said faltering; ”there are several things to think of. I will have to let the trustees know, and it must all be calculated.”

”There is not much need for calculation,” said Jock, ”that is just about it. Five per cent is what you get for money. You had better send the cheque for it, Lucy, and then let the old duffers know of it afterwards.

One would think you were afraid!”

”Oh, no,” said Lucy, with a slight s.h.i.+ver, ”I am not afraid.” And then she added, with growing hesitation, ”I must--speak to---- Oh! Is it you, Tom?” She made a sudden start from Jock's side, who was standing close by her, argumentative and eager, and whose bewildered spectators.h.i.+p of her guilty surprise and embarra.s.sment she was conscious of through all.

”Yes, it is I,” said Sir Tom, putting his hand upon her shoulders; ”you must have been up to some mischief, Jock and you, or you would not look so frightened. What is the secret?” he said, with his genial laugh. But when he looked from Jock, astonished but resentful and lowering, to Lucy, all trembling and pale with guilt, even Sir Tom, who was not suspicious, was startled. His little Lucy! What had she been plotting that made her look so scared at his appearance? Or was it something that had been told to her, some secret accusation against himself? This startled Sir Tom also a little, and it was with a sudden gravity, not unmingled with resentment, that he added, ”Come! I mean to know what it is.”

CHAPTER XI.

AN INNOCENT CONSPIRACY.

”It was only something that Jock was saying,” said Lucy, ”but, Tom, I will tell you another time. I wish you had come in before Lady Randolph went upstairs. I think she was a little disappointed to have only me.”

”Did she share Jock's secret?” Sir Tom said with a keen look of inquiry.