Part 4 (2/2)
”Heredity is a queer thing. You may be Aztecan over again, in mind and temperament; and every one knows how impressions are transmitted.
If features and traits of character, why not particular thoughts and feelings?”
”I think it is better not to try to explain these things,” said she, with the unconscious haughtiness which maidens acquire who have not seen the world and are adored by their family. ”They are great mysteries,--or else nothing.” She now removed from her head the curious cap or helmet, ornamented with gold and with the green feathers of the humming-bird, which her companion had crowned her with, and hung it on its nail in the cabinet. ”Perhaps the thoughts came with the cap,” she remarked, smiling slightly. ”I don't feel that way any more. I ought not to have spoken of it.”
”I hope the time will come when you will feel that you may trust me.”
”You seem easy to know, Mr. Freeman,” she replied, looking at him contemplatively as she spoke, ”and yet you are not. There is one of you that thinks, and another that speaks. And you are not the same to my father, or to Professor Meschines, that you are to me.”
”What is the use of human beings except to take one out of one's self?”
”But it is not your real self that comes out,” said Miriam, after a little pause. She never spoke hurriedly, or until after the coming speech had pa.s.sed into her face.
Freeman laughed. ”Well,” he said, ”if I'm a hypocrite, I'm one of those who are made and not born. As a boy, I was frank enough. But a good part of my life has been spent with people who couldn't be trusted; and perhaps the habit of protecting myself against them has grown upon me.
If I could only live here for a while it would be different.--Here's an odd-looking thing. What do you call that?”
”We call it the Golden Fleece.”
”The Golden Fleece! I can imagine a Medea; but where is the Dragon?”
”If Jason came, the Dragon might appear.”
”I remember reading somewhere that the Dragon was less to be feared than Medea's eyes. But this fleece seems to have lost most of its gold. There is only a little gold embroidery.”
”It shows where the gold is hidden.”
”It's you that are concealing something now, Miss Trednoke. How can a woollen garment be a talisman?”
”The secret might be woven into it, perhaps,” replied Miriam, pa.s.sing her fingers caressingly over the soft tunic. ”Then, when the right person puts it on, it would----But you don't believe in these things.”
”I don't know: you don't give me a chance. But who is the right person?
The thing seems rather small. I'm sure I couldn't get it on.”
”It can fit only the one it was made for,” said Miriam, gravely. ”And if you wanted to find the gold, you would trust to your science, rather than to this.”
”Well, gold-hunting is not in my line, at present. Every nugget has been paid for more than once, before it is found. Besides, there is something better than gold in Southern California,--something worth any labor to get.”
”What is it?” asked Miriam, turning her tranquil regard upon him.
Harvey Freeman had never been deficient in audacity. But, standing in the dark radiance of this maiden's eyes, his self-a.s.surance dwindled, and he could not bring himself to say to her what he would have said to any other pretty woman he had ever met. For he felt that great pride and pa.s.sion were concealed beneath that tranquil surface: it was a nature that might give everything to love, and would never pardon any frivolous parody thereof. Freeman had been acquainted with Miriam scarcely two days, but he had already begun to perceive the main indications of a character which a lifetime might not be long enough wholly to explore.
Marriage had never been among the enterprises he had, in the course of his career, proposed to himself: he did not propose it now: yet he dared not risk the utterance of a word that would lead Miriam to look at him with an offended or contemptuous glance. It was not that she was, from the merely physical point of view, transcendently beautiful. His first impression of her, indeed, had been that she was merely an unusually good example of a type by no means rare in that region. But ere long he became sensible of a spiritual quality in her which lifted her to a level far above that which can be attained by mere harmony of features and proportions. Beneath the outward aspect lay a profound depth of being, glimpses of which were occasionally discernible through her eyes, in the tones of her voice, in her smile, in unconscious movements of her hands and limbs. Demonstrative she could never be; but she could, at will, feel with tropical intensity, and act with the swiftness and energy of a fanatic.
In Miriam's company, Freeman forgot every one save her,--even himself,--though she certainly made no effort to attract him or (beyond the commonplaces of courtesy) to interest him. Consequently he had become entirely oblivious of the existence of such a person as Grace Parsloe, when, much to his irritation, he heard the voice of that young lady, mingled with others, approaching along the veranda. At the same moment he experienced acute regret at the whim of fortune which had made himself and that sprightly young lady fellow-pa.s.sengers from Panama, and at the idle impulse which had prompted him to flirt with her.
But the past was beyond remedy: it was his concern to deal with the present. In a few seconds, Grace entered the curiosity-room, followed by Professor Meschines, and by a das.h.i.+ng young Mexican senor, whom Freeman had met the previous evening, and who was called Don Miguel de Mendoza.
The senor, to judge from his manner, had already fallen violently in love with Grace, and was almost dislocating his organs of speech in the effort to pay her romantic compliments in English. Freeman observed this with unalloyed satisfaction. But the look which Grace bent upon him and Miriam, on entering, and the ominous change which pa.s.sed over her mobile countenance, went far to counteract this agreeable impression.
One story is good until another is told. Freeman had really thought Grace a fascinating girl, until he saw Miriam. There was no harm in that: the trouble was, he had allowed Grace to perceive his admiration.
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