Part 65 (2/2)

”Burt,” says the fisherman, and takes his hand before dropping into the chair. ”I'll have what you're having.”

Harding can't catch the waitess's eye, but the fisherman manages. He holds up two fingers; she nods and comes over.

”You still look a bit peaked,” fisherman says, when she's delivered their order. ”That'll put some color in your cheeks. Uh, I mean-”

Harding waves it off. He's suddenly more willing to make allowances. ”It's not the swim,” he says, and takes another risk. He pushes the newspaper across the table and waits for the fisherman's reaction.

”Oh, Christ, they're going to kill every one of them,” Burt says, and spins the Herald away so he doesn't have to read the rest of it. ”Why didn't they get out? Any fool could have seen it coming.”

And where would they run? Harding could have asked. But it's not an answerable question, and from the look on Burt's face, he knows that as soon as it's out of his mouth. Instead, he quotes: ” 'There has been no tragedy in modern times equal in its awful effects to the fight on the Jew in Germany. It is an attack on civilization, comparable only to such horrors as the Spanish Inquisition and the African slave trade.' ”

Burt taps his fingers on the table. ”Is that your opinion?”

”W. E. B. DuBois,” Harding says. ”About two years ago. He also said: 'There is a campaign of race prejudice carried on, openly, continuously and determinedly against all non-Nordic races, but specifically against the Jews, which surpa.s.ses in vindictive cruelty and public insult anything I have ever seen; and I have seen much.'”

”Isn't he that colored who hates white folks?” Burt asks.

Harding shakes his head. ”No,” he answers. ”Not unless you consider it hating white folks that he also compared the treatment of Jews in Germany to Jim Crowism in the U.S.”

”I don't hold with that,” Burt says. ”I mean, no offense, I wouldn't want you marrying my sister-”

”It's all right,” Harding answers. ”I wouldn't want you marrying mine either.”

Finally.

A joke that Burt laughs at.

And then he chokes to a halt and stares at his hands, wrapped around the gla.s.s. Harding doesn't complain when, with the side of his hand, he nudges the paper to the floor where it can be trampled.

And then Harding finds the courage to say, ”Where would they run to? n.o.body wants them. Borders are closed-”

”My grandfather's house was on the Underground Railroad. Did you know that?” Burt lowers his voice, a conspiratorial whisper. ”He was from away, but don't tell anyone around here. I'd never hear the end of it.”

”Away?”

”White River Junction,” Burt stage-whispers, and Harding can't tell if that's mocking irony or deep personal shame. ”Vermont.”

They finish their scotch in silence. It burns all the way down, and they sit for a moment together before Harding excuses himself to go to the library.

”Wear your coat, Paul,” Burt says. ”It's still raining.”

Unlike the tavern, the library is empty. Except for the librarian, who looks up nervously when Harding enters. Harding's head is spinning from the liquor, but at least he's warming up.

He drapes his coat over a steam radiator and heads for the 595 shelf: science, invertebrates. Most of the books here are already in his own library, but there's one-a Harvard professor's 1839 monograph on marine animals of the Northeast-that he has hopes for. According to the index, it references shoggoths (under the old name of submersible jellies) on pages 46, 78, and 133-137. In addition, there is a plate bound in between pages 120 and 121, which Harding means to save for last. But the first two mentions are in pa.s.sing, and pages 133-138, inclusive, have been razored out so cleanly that Harding flips back and forth several times before he's sure they are gone.

He pauses there, knees tucked under and one elbow resting on a scarred blond desk. He drops his right hand from where it rests against his forehead. The book falls open naturally to the mutilation.

Whoever liberated the pages also cracked the binding.

Harding runs his thumb down the join and doesn't notice skin parting on the paper edge until he sees the blood. He s.n.a.t.c.hes his hand back. Belatedly, the papercut stings.

”Oh,” he says, and sticks his thumb in his mouth. Blood tastes like the ocean.

Half an hour later he's on the telephone long distance, trying to get and then keep a connection to Professor John Marshland, his colleague and mentor. Even in town, the only option is a party line, and though the operator is pleasant the connection still sounds like he's shouting down a piece of string run between two tin cans. Through a tunnel.

”Gilman,” Harding bellows, wincing, wondering what the operator thinks of all this. He spells it twice. ”1839. Deep-Sea and intertidal Species of The North Atlantic. The Yale library should have a copy!”

The answer is almost inaudible between hiss and crackle. In pieces, as if over gla.s.s breaking. As if from the bottom of the ocean.

It's a dark four P.M. in the easternmost U.S., and Harding can't help but recall that in Europe, night has already fallen.

”. . . infor ... need ... Doc ... Harding?”

Harding shouts the page numbers, cupping the checked-out library book in his bandaged hand. It's open to the plate; inexplicably, the thief left that. It's a hand-tinted John James Audubon engraving picturing a quiescent shoggoth, docile on a rock. Gulls wheel all around it. Audubon- the Creole child of a Frenchman, who scarcely escaped being drafted to serve in the Napoleonic Wars-has depicted the gla.s.sy translucence of the shoggoth with such perfection that the bent shadows of refracted wings can be seen right through it.

The cold front that came in behind the rain brought fog with it, and the entire harbor is blanketed by morning. Harding shows up at six AM anyway, hopeful, a Thermos in his hand-German or not, the hardware store still has some-and his sampling kit in a pack slung over his shoulder. Burt shakes his head by a piling. ”Be socked in all day,” he says regretfully. He won't take the Bluebird out in this, and Harding knows it's wisdom even as he frets under the delay. ”Want to come have breakfast with me and Missus Clay?”

Clay. A good honest name for a good honest Yankee. ”She won't mind?”

”She won't mind if I say it's all right,” Burt says. ”I told her she might should expect you.”

So Harding seals his kit under a tarp in the Bluebird-he's already brought it this far-and with his coffee in one hand and the paper tucked under his elbow, follows Burt along the water. ”Any news?” Burt asks, when they've walked a hundred yards.

Harding wonders if he doesn't take the paper. Or if he's just making conversation. ”It's still going on in Germany.”

”d.a.m.n,” Burt says. He shakes his head, steel-gray hair sticking out under his cap in every direction. ”Still, what are you gonna do, enlist?”

The twist of his lip as he looks at Harding makes them, after all, two old military men together. They're of an age, though Harding's indoor life makes him look younger. Harding shakes his head. ”Even if Roosevelt was ever going to bring us into it, they'd never let me fight,” he says, bitterly. That was the Great War, too; colored soldiers mostly worked supply, thank you. At least Nathan Harding got to shoot back.

”I always heard you fellows would prefer not to come to the front,” Burt says, and Harding can't help it.

He bursts out laughing. ”Who would?” he says, when he's bitten his lip and stopped snorting. ”It doesn't mean we won't. Or can't.”

Booker T. Was.h.i.+ngton was raised a slave, died young of overwork-the way Burt probably will, if Harding is any judge-and believed in imitating and appeasing white folks. But W. E. B. DuBois was born in the north and didn't believe that anything is solved by making one's self transparent, inoffensive, invisible.

Burt spits between his teeth, a long deliberate stream of tobacco. ”Parlez-vous francaise?”

His accent is better than Harding would have guessed. Harding knows, all of a sudden, where Burt spent his war. And Harding, surprising himself, pities him. ”Un peu.”

”Well, if you want to fight the Krauts so bad, you could join the Foreign Legion.”

When Harding gets back to the hotel, full of apple pie and cheddar cheese and maple-smoked bacon, a yellow envelope waits in a cubby behind the desk.

WESTERN UNION.

1938 NOV 10 AM 10 03.

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