Chapter Forty-six : Im Sorry (2/2)
I sighed inwardly , I knew there was more to Nik than this devoted and loving side he shows me everyday but I was still conflicted. I mean, Yes, my family did me wrong but at the end of the day,blood is still thicker than water, right?
Or maybe, I'm just being stupid.
”You don't need to worry about your family ever again” Nik announced jerking me out of my thoughts.
” What do you mean? ” I asked confused, but I was getting a bad feeling about this.
”They removed you out of the family register”
Shocked was an understatement, I was utterly flabbergasted. I tried to stand but Nik held me back.
” You made them do this, didn't you?! ” I spat, eyes seething with anger and hot tears.
”They were planning on removing you once and for all, the moment they win the contract bid, so I just gave them a helping hand ” Nik explained but I didn't want to believe him, he was probably making up an excuse to escape the blame.
” No ”I shook my head ”I don't believe you, now let me go! ” I yelled, struggling against his hold.
I just wanted to confirm with my own eyes. I want to walk up to my family, look them in the eyes and ask them if they really did it? why they hated me so much? Was I an alien? I mean, some families have illegitimate sons or daughters yet live normally, but why was my own case different? W-why do they despise me so much?
” Won't you seriously wake up?! ” Nik roared at me for the first time, completely stunning me. I mean, I've seen him get angry before but not this kind, never seen him show his outburst in this kind of way.
” Your so called ' Family ' doesn't give a shit about you and that's the fucking truth ” Nik cursed out loud for the first time while I just blink and swallowed hard.
”You see all my actions as cruel but have you thought about me? Me, who was so nervous that I fucking couldn't think straight all this time you were out, huh? Me, who has been trying all kinds of shit just to prove myself to you! Have you thought about that me?! ”
After his unrestrained furious outburst, Nik didn't say anything more while I stood in stunned silence, unable to come up with a response.
”I'm sorry” I finally managed to say when I couldn't think of anything more. I moistened my lips and went on
”I'm sorry for thinking you were nothing but a cold, selfish, emotionless bastard.I'm sorry for not thanking you after saving me from the wicked claws of my family. I'm sorry for being so unappreciative of your helps ”
I paused, then added ” But I'll really love it next time if you seek my consent before taking any decision concerning me ”
That said, I stood up from my bed but he grabbed my hand asking,
” Where are you going? ”
”I need to get some some air”I replied blandly, pulled my hand away and left the room.