19 So Do I (1/2)

Jiao Yu didn't mean any ill words or intention to anyone who loves cross-dressing or if they have different gender orientation, it's just that, she wanted to know how can one develop such changes in terms of what one should like? Fan Zi Yi was considered pretty and if he turned back to being a 'man', she's sure that many hearts would be held captive yet, it seems that Fan Zi Yi has different taste.

She first found out that Fan Zi Yi was a man two years ago and was ultimately shocked by it but decided to not be bothered with it.

She somehow could not laugh or cry as she did not why, the people who gathered around her was definitely different yet the same with Jiao Yu.

Unlike Qing Yue who both liked male and female alike which he can put good use towards his missions and can pretend as both genders, he, however is still a man as Qing Yue strongly stated it to her before. Fan Zi Yi only liked males and dreamed of having a male partner which was considered as a deplorable thing in the entire Zhou. However, Fan Zi Yi's character was never something to abhor nor was his identity or existence, for Jiao Yu, he would always be the only male that was like a real 'female'.

”What are you staring at me for?” Fan Zi Yi saw that Jiao Yu's eyes did not leaver her. She thought she had something on her face and started to touch her face, detecting anything amiss.

”It's nothing, just find that your dress is simply beautiful.” Jiao Yu's eyes trailed to her hands.

Ordinary females would love to hear others flattering them, and no matter how much frustration Fan Zi Yi has, she was unable to be angry with Jiao Yu's words. ”Of course. This is the pattern that my Mother had gotten people to get for me.”

Jiao Yu's eyes hang down and she sighed in her heart. Though, it can considered as an insane ride towards Fan Zi Yi's situation, it can not be compared to her parents who hid the truth and let their son be their daughter instead. Let it be. It's not her business and she's got more things on her plate.

The two of them hanged out inside Jiao Yu's courtyard and Fan Zi Yi had not left since, she had been talking about the beautiful and possible male partners that he wanted for so long yet, during the conversation they had, Fan Zi Yi's eyes was slightly coated with sadness.

”It must be really good to be born as a female.” Fan Zi Yi said.

Jiao Yu did not reply and only listened, ”You can do anything you want without thinking of somebody finding something wrong to your existence and once married, one will always experience the pleasure of life.”

'So do I, So do I.' Jiao Yu thought.

”There's nothing really wrong to your existence though.” Jiao Yu did not bother with what she was thinking earlier and said, ”Does what others say to you really matter?”

Fan Zi Yi shook her head and said, ”It's not that it mattered to me but, what if one was to get married and fall in love with the husband, only to be deplore and disgusted after knowing the truth?”

Jiao Yu fell silent momentarily. She thought that it really is difficult for them to live how they want, ”Not everyone is as you think they are, there might be people who can accept you just like your parents.”

Fan Zi Yi laughed helplessly and said, ”My parents are crazy and never thought of it further to even think of this.”