Part 1 (2/2)

After supper they jumped up to ”race through the dishes,” as the family catchword ran. They tried to beat their record every evening and it was always a lively occasion, with Mother was.h.i.+ng like lightning, and Father hurrying to keep up, Sylvia running back and forth to put things away, and Judith bothering 'round, handing out dry dish-towels, and putting away the silver. She was allowed to handle that because she couldn't break it. Mother and Judith worked in a swift silence, but a great deal of talking and laughing went on between Sylvia and her father, while Buddy, from his high-chair where he was watching the others, occasionally broke out in a loud, high crow of delight. They did it all, even to was.h.i.+ng and hanging out the dish-towels, in eleven and a half minutes that evening, Sylvia remembered.

Then she and Judith went to sit on the porch on the little bench Mother had made them. They tried to see who could catch the first glimpse of the evening star every evening. Mother was putting Buddy to bed and Father was starting the breakfast cereal cooking on the stove.

After a while he went into the living-room and began to play something on the piano, something full of deep, swaying chords that lifted Sylvia's heart up and down as though she were floating on the water.

The air was full of the moist fragrance of spring. When the music held its breath for a moment you could hear the bedtime note of sleepy birds in the oaks. Judith, who did not care much for music, began to get sleepy and leaned all her soft, warm weight against her big sister. Sylvia for the first time in her life was consciously aware of being very happy. When, some time later, the evening star shone out through the trees, she drew a long breath. ”See, Judith,” she cried softly and began to recite,

”Star-light, star-bright, First star I've seen tonight--”

She stopped short--it was Aunt Victoria who had taught her that poem, the last time she had come to see them, a year ago, the time when she had brought Sylvia the pink silk dress, the only dress-up dress with lace and ribbons on it Sylvia had had up to that time. As suddenly as the evening star had shone out, another radiant vision flashed across Sylvia's mind, Aunt Victoria, magnificent in her lacy dress, her golden hair s.h.i.+ning under the taut silk of her parasol, her white, soft fingers gleaming with rings, her air of being a condescending G.o.ddess, visiting mortals ...

After a time Mother stepped out on the porch and said, ”Oh, quick, children, wish on the shooting star.”

Judith had dropped asleep like a little kitten tired of play, and Sylvia looked at her mother blankly. ”I didn't see any shooting star,”

she said.

Mother was surprised. ”Why, your face was pointed right up at the spot.”

”I didn't see it,” repeated Sylvia.

Mother fixed her keen dark eyes on Sylvia. ”What's the matter?” she asked in her voice that always required an answer. Sylvia wriggled uncomfortably. Hers was a nature which suffers under the categorical question; but her mother's was one which presses them home.

”What's the matter with you?” she said again.

Sylvia turned a clouded face to her mother. ”I was wondering why it's not nice to be idyllic.”

”_What_?” asked her mother, quite at a loss. Sylvia was having one of her unaccountable notions.

Sylvia went to lean on her mother's knee, looking with troubled eyes up into the kind, attentive, uncomprehending face. ”Why, the last time Aunt Victoria was here--that long time ago--when they were all out playing ball--she looked round and round at everything--at your dress and mine and the furniture--_you_ know--the--the uncomfortable way she does sometimes--and she said, 'Well, Sylvia--n.o.body can say that your parents aren't leading you a very idyllic life.'”

Mother laughed out. Her rare laugh was too sudden and loud to be very musical, but it was immensely infectious, like a man's hearty mirth.

”I didn't hear her say it--but I can imagine that she did. Well, what _of_ it? What if she did?”

For once Sylvia did not respond to another's mood. She continued anxiously, ”Well, it means something perfectly horrid, doesn't it?”

Mother was still laughing. ”No, no, child, what in the world makes you think that?”

”Oh, if you'd heard Aunt Victoria _say_ it!” cried Sylvia with conviction. Father came out on the veranda, saying to Mother, ”Isn't that crescendo superb?” To Sylvia he said, as though sure of her comprehension, ”Didn't you like the ending, dear--where it sounded like the Argonauts all striking the oars into the water at once and shouting?”

Sylvia had been taught above everything to tell the truth. Moreover (perhaps a stronger reason for frankness), Mother was there, who would know whether she told the truth or not. ”I didn't hear the end.”

Father looked quickly from Sylvia's face to her mother's. ”What's the matter?” he asked.

”Sylvia was so concerned because her Aunt Victoria had called our life idyllic that she couldn't think of anything else,” explained Mother briefly, still smiling. Father did not smile. He sat down by Sylvia and had her repeat to him what she had said to her mother. When she had finished he looked grave and said: ”You mustn't mind what your Aunt Victoria says, dear. Her ideas are very different from ours.”

Sylvia's mother cried out, ”Why, a child of Sylvia's age couldn't have taken in the significance of--”

”I'm afraid,” said Father, ”that Sylvia's very quick to take in such a significance.”

Sylvia remained silent, uncomfortable at being discussed, vaguely ashamed of herself, but comforted that Father had not laughed, had understood. As happened so frequently, it was Father who understood and Mother who did the right thing. She suddenly made an enigmatic, emphatic exclamation, ”Goodness _gracious_!” and reaching out her long arms, pulled Sylvia up on her lap, holding her close. The last thought of that remembered time for Sylvia was that Mother's arms were very strong, and her breast very soft. The little girl laid her head down on it with a contented sigh, watching the slow, silent procession of the stars.

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