11 Home Aaira (1/2)
”Some one eventually got time to see me”
”I'm sorry, i was so busy-” i cut him off
”i don't need any explanation”
”you wasn't there when i needed you and why are you here now” i miffed.
”Let me explain” Remus appealed.
”i already said i don't need any explanation just leave” i raged.
”Zeri just listen to me first” he said and advanced towards me but i moved back.
He was consternated by my behavior.
”i said leave can't you hear me” i blurted.
”I'm sorry i didn't mean to hurt you, love” he apologized and scrammbed.
I was so outrageous and i was vexed with the Bloom's behavior i needed to get all the vexation out of my head i thought Remus would change my mood but he never came, i needed him and he was not there it made me more provoked when i saw him.
I spent all my day in chaos thinking about my angry outburst on Remus eventually i ended up again repeating the same mistake i took out all my infuriation on him.
when i evaded him all day in my grievance he comprehended my situation and he was not angry with me how can i do that to him to the person who comprehends my all the situations and supports me, helps me and loves me.
I think i should inform him about Bloom's avow love i can't hide things from him anymore, it's making things more difficult for me I'll go right now and tell him everything, but i don't have courage to face him after what i said to him, don't be a coward Zeri you can do it he will forgive you.
When i was about to knock on the door of Remus's chamber a muscular hand gripped my arm and shoved me against the wall, my back hit wall with thud and i groaned in pain.
”What's wrong with you Bloom” i retorted but kept my voice low, i don't want Remus to hear anything.
”what the heck are you doing here at this time” he growled.
”it's none of your business” i spat.
”everything about you is my business, if you're thinking to say him anything about me then i think it's a very bad idea” he retorted.
”yes I'm here to say him about you” i provoked.
”if you fill him a single word about me, you're going to regret it Zeri”
”what! you're going to hurt me, go ahead i don't care”
”how can i hurt you my love” he said and cupped my face.
I shoved his hands away.
”don't you dare to touch me again” i scorned.
He scoffed and pulled me closer to him and wrapped his hands around my waist and trapped my hands in between our bodies.
”Let go of me Bloom” i demanded and struggled in his arms.
”your struggle is in vain” he smirked.
”now listen to me if you want any conflicts between Remus and i you can gladly inform him if you don't want to be the reason for the conflict then keep your sweet mouth shut” he let go of me and left me there in trauma.
I don't want to be reason for any conflicts between two brothers it'll be good if i don't say anything.
I entered into his chamber without knocking.
His back was turned on me i entered and closed the door behind me he was standing in front of window staring into beautiful starful sky.
I stood there in complete silence not having courage to say anything after standing there in complete silence for wee minutes i eventually broke the deafening silence by saying.
”I'm sorry, Rem” but he didn't turned around.
He was bummed out due to my behavior, i went closer to him and stood beside him he looked pang.
”you won't talk to me??” i asked.
In response he walked away from me but i held his hand.
”I'm sorry please forgive me Rem” i pleaded.
”who am i to forgive you Zeri” he quoth.
”you're everything to me Rem”
”i don't think i am, i agree i came late to see you but you was so outrageous not even ready to listen me and said me to leave”
”you came!! but when? ” i questioned.
”you were asleep when i came to see you i didn't want to distrub you and i left” he answered.
”you would've woke me up”
”you were sleeping so peacefully i can't wake you up”
”i didn't know about it, please forgive me Rem i hurt you I'm so bad please, please forgive me” but he pulled away his hand and moved away.
I kneeled down on the floor holding his hand and laid my forehead on his hand ”please Remus forgive me” i quoth and tears rolled down my cheeks.
”what are you doing get up zeri” he knelt down in front of me and took my hands into his and said ”i forgive you i was bit angry upon you but you know i can't be angry on you for longer please don't ever again kneel down in front of me”
He cupped my face and brushed the tears” I'm so sorry i hurt you, you've always comprehended my each and every situation, helped me, supported me, but i inreturn I've hurt you I'm no good for you Remus”
”yes you're no good for me instead you're prefect for me my love ” he said and leaned his forehead on mine.
”I'm sorry, Rem”
”stop apologizing my love i already forgave you” he stated and pulled me into his chest and wrapped his hands around me and in a jiffy i clutched him back he was my solace.
He pulled away and snogged my forehead.
We sat on his bed i laid my head on his chest he pulled me more closer and wrapped his hands around my waist and kissed on top of my head.
”do you remember that day when you were angry on me without any reason” he questioned.
”yes i remember” i answered.
”what was the reason for your anger”
”you literally wanna know”
”yes love”
”okay, when i saw you with Ashley you both were murmuring and chuckling it drived me mad and your special one words struck in my head and i thought she is your special one i was vexed and hurt, you came behind me and you know the rest”