Part 13 (1/2)

After Lady M--'s departure, I went up to the room where the maids were at work. I altered the arrangement of Augusta's dress so as to suit her figure, and cut out the two others for Hortense and Amy. Wis.h.i.+ng to please Lady M--, I worked myself at Augusta's dress, and had it completed before Lady M--had returned from her drive. It certainly was now a very different affair, and Augusta looked remarkably well in it.

She was delighted herself, and hastened down to her mother to show it to her. When I came down to dinner, Lady M--was profuse in her acknowledgments; the two other dresses, when finished, gave equal satisfaction, and from that time till the period of my quitting Lady M--, all the dresses, not only of the young ladies, but those of Lady M--, were made at home, and my taste and judgment invariably appealed to and most cheerfully given. I felt it my duty to be of all the use that I could be, and perhaps was not a little gratified by the compliments I received upon my exquisite taste. Time pa.s.sed on; during the shooting season, Augusta, the eldest daughter, received a very good offer, which was accepted; and at the Christmas festivities, Hortense, the second girl, accepted another proposal, which was also very favourable. Lady M--was delighted at such success.

”Is it not strange, my dear Mademoiselle de Chatenoeuf, that I have been f.a.gging two seasons, night and day, to get husbands for those girls, and now alone here, in solitude and retirement almost, they have both obtained excellent establishments. I do really declare that I believe it is all owing to you, and the delightful manner in which you have dressed them.”

”I should rather think that it is owing, in the first place, to their having so much improved in personal appearance since they have been down in the country,” replied I; ”and further, to the gentlemen having now an opportunity of discovering their truly estimable qualities, which they were not likely to do at Almack's or other parties during a London season.”

”You may think so,” replied Lady M--, ”but it is my conviction that all is owing to their being so tastefully-dressed. Why every one admires the elegance of their costume, and requests patterns. Well, now I have only Amy on my hands, and I think that her sister's high connections will a.s.sist in getting her off.”

”She is a sweet girl, Amy,” replied I, ”and were I you Lady M--, I should be in no hurry to part with her.”

”Indeed, but I am,” replied Lady M--, ”you don't know the expense of girls, and my jointure is not so very large; however, I must not complain. Don't you think Amy looks better in lilac than any other colour?”

”She looks well in almost any colour,” replied I.

”Yes, with your taste, I grant,” replied Lady M--. ”Are you aware that we go to town in a fortnight? We must look after the _trousseaux_. It was arranged last night that both marriages shall take place in February. Amy will, of course be one of the brides'-maids, and I trust to you, my dear Mademoiselle de Chatenoeuf, to invent something very _distingue_ for her on that occasion. Who knows but that it may get her off? but it's late, so good-night.”

I could not admire Lady M--'s apparent hurry to get rid of her daughters, but it certainly was the one thing needful which had occupied all her thoughts and attention during the time that I had been with her.

That it was natural she should wish that her children were well established, I granted, but all that she appeared to consider was good connection, and the means of living in good style, every other point as to the character of the husbands being totally overlooked.

A fortnight after Christmas we all went to London, and were, as Lady M-- had observed, very busy with the _trousseaux_, when one day the butler came to say that a young gentleman wished to see me, and was waiting in the breakfast parlour below. I went down, wondering who it could be, when to my surprise, I found Lionel, the page of Lady R--, dressed in plain clothes, and certainly looking very much like a gentleman. He bowed very respectfully to me when he entered, much more so than he had ever done when he was a page with Lady R--, and said, ”Miss Valerie, I have ventured to call upon you, as I thought when we parted, that you did me the honour to feel some little interest about me, and I thought you would like to know what has taken place. I have been in England now four months, and have not been idle during that time.”

”I am certainly glad to see you, Lionel, although I am sorry you have left Lady R--, and I hope you have been satisfied with the result of your inquiries.”

”It is rather a long story, Miss Valerie, and, if you wish to hear it, you will oblige me by sitting down while I narrate it to you.”

”I hope it will not be too long, Lionel, as I shall be wanted in an hour or so, to go out with Lady M--, but I am ready to hear you,” continued I, sitting down as he requested.

Lionel stood by me, and then commenced--”We arrived at Dover the evening of the day that we left, Miss Valerie; and Lady R--, who had been in a state of great agitation during the journey, was so unwell, that she remained there four or five days. As soon as she was better, I thought it was advisable that she should settle my book, and pay me my wages before we left England, and I brought it to her, stating my wish, as the sum was then very large.

”'And what do you want money for?' said she, rather angrily.

”'I want to place it in safety, my lady,' replied I.

”'That's as much as to say that it is not safe with me.'

”'No, my lady,' replied I. 'But suppose any accident were to happen to you abroad, would your executors ever believe that you owed more than 25 pounds, besides a year's wages to a page like me; they would say that it could not be, and would not pay me my money; neither would they believe that you gave me such wages.'

”'Well,' she replied, 'there is some truth in that, and it will, perhaps, be better that I do pay you at once, but where will you put the money, Lionel?'

”'I will keep the check, my lady, if you please.'

”'Then I will write it to order and not to bearer,' replied she, 'and then if you lose it, it will not be paid, for it will require your own signature.'

”'Thank you, my lady,' replied I.

”Having examined my accounts and my wages due, she gave me a check for the full amount. The next morning, the packet was to sail at nine o'clock. We were in good time, and as soon as Lady R--was on board she went down into the cabin. Her maid asked me for the bottle of salts which I had purposely left under the sofa pillow at the s.h.i.+p Hotel. I told her that I had left it, and as there was plenty of time would run and fetch it. I did so, but contrived not to be back until the steamer had moved away from the pier, and her paddles were in motion. I called out 'Stop, stop,' knowing of course that they would not, although they were not twenty yards away. I saw Lady R--'s maid run to the captain and speak to him, but it was of no use, and thus I was left behind, without Lady R--having any suspicion that it was intentional on my part.

”I waited at the pier till the packet was about two miles off, and then walked away from the crowd of people who were bothering me with advice how to proceed, so that I might join my mistress at Calais. I returned to the hotel for a portion of my clothes which I had not sent on board of the packet, but had left in charge of the boots, and then sat down in the tap to reflect upon what I should do. My first object was to get rid of my sugar-loaf b.u.t.tons, for I hated livery, Miss Valerie; perhaps it was pride, but I could not help it. I walked out till I came to a slop-seller's, as they call them at seaports, and went in; there was nothing hanging up but seamen's clothes, and on reflection, I thought I could not do better than to dress as a sailor; so I told the man that I wanted a suit of sailor's clothes.

”'You want to go to sea, I suppose,' said the man, not guessing exactly right, considering that I just refused to embark.